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suicide | Ex Wife Threatening SuicideRecently I left my wife for good because she has cheated on me twice and lied to me so much that I have decided to refuse to go back to her. As of a few days ago, she began threatening suicide. I have tirelessly spent these paat few days talking her out of it and she keeps hesitating because she wants to believe I'll come back. I know a lot of people will threaten this in order to get their way, but what happens if she really does? What do I do and how am I supposed to handle her death on my hands? I still love my wife but I cannot deal with getting cheated on again and constantly feeling insecure. I'm worried today may be the day she does it and I hope so much it doesn't happen. | sex wife threaten suicide recently leave wife good cheat twice lie decide refuse day ago begin threaten suicide tirelessly spend part day talk keep hesitating want believe come know lot people threaten order way happen suppose handle death hand love wife not deal get cheat constantly feel insecure worried today day hope not happen |
non-suicide | Am I weird I don't get affected by compliments if it's coming from someone I know irl but I feel really good when internet strangers do it | weird not affect compliment come know real life feel good internet stranger |
non-suicide | Finally 2020 is almost over... So I can never hear "2020 has been a bad year" ever again. I swear to fucking God it's so annoying | finally hear bad year swear fucking god annoying |
suicide | i need helpjust help me im crying so hard | need help just help cry hard |
suicide | It ends tonight.I can’t do it anymore.
I quit. | end tonight not anymore quit |
suicide | I took the rest of my sleeping pills and my painkillersI can’t wait for it to end, I’ve struggled for the past 6 years and I’m finally ending it. | take rest sleep pill painkillers not wait end struggle past year finally end |
suicide | Can you imagine getting old? Me neither.Wrinkles, weight gain, hair loss, messed up teeth and bones, health issues, menopause, hormones, hating new generations & the way world progress.
Being a useless angry piece of shit who can't take care of itself. Being totally depended on people who secretly wants you to die already.
Can you even imagine yourself there? Absolutely not. Even if I was happy, I'd take my life just to avoid this. | imagine get old neither wrinkle weight gain hair loss mess tooth bone health issue menopause hormone hate new generation amp way world progress useless angry piece shit not care totally depend people secretly want die imagine absolutely not happy life avoid |
suicide | Do you think getting hit by a train would be painful?Guns are hard to come by in my country but trains are not. I just don't want to suffer though, do you think this would be a painless method of suicide? | think get hit train painful gun hard come country train not not want suffer think painless method suicide |
suicide | death, continuedI posted here before and saw something interesting. I asked for information. You know what I got back? A bunch of people who wanted to do the same thing to me as they always do: spit back personal information about me. This makes things worse, obviously, but at least a bunch of trolls are having laughs.
In the end, my desire to self-terminate grows stronger. I have so little left now, but still have the same bitterness, just a bit stronger now. The main goal throughout the process is to minimize the subsequent fallout. It would certainly have been nice had the patrons of this forum been more respectful of my privacy, but that was obviously a bit of a ridiculous expectation, considering the source. | death continued post see interesting ask information know get bunch people want thing spit personal information make thing bad obviously bunch troll have laugh end desire self terminate grow strong little left bitterness bit strong main goal process minimize subsequent fallout certainly nice patron forum respectful privacy obviously bit ridiculous expectation consider source |
suicide | Been arrested - feeling suicidalEdit | arrest feel suicidal edit |
non-suicide | Fuck the verizon smart family app I can’t even watch porn privately anymore wtf why is that a feature | fuck verizon smart family app not watch porn privately anymore whf feature |
non-suicide | Well, Im screwed. I locked myself in the school toilet, and can't get out. For now.
Edit: I'm out now, I lived to tell the story | screw lock school toilet not edit live tell story |
non-suicide | I'm fucked assignment is due tomorrow and I haven't even started yet.
:) | fuck assignment tomorrow not start |
suicide | yeaputting a knife to my wrist didn't give me any hesitation like how it used to, i am free from that, free to finally die
i hate seeing people having fun, it's just so depressing for me.
my sister goes out every night with her friend, it's nice to see her get out of her depression but at the same time
it hurts really bad
i have nothing now, it makes me realize that haha | yea butte knife wrist not hesitation like free free finally die hate see people have fun depressing sister go night friend nice depression time hurt bad make realize hama |
suicide | I am ending my life today, goodbye everyone.I am 36 almost 37, I am on disability for PTSD and Rheumatoid Arthritis. I am 400 lbs and sick of living. I am tired of being single and rejected and made to feel as if I was some kind of monster. I am tired of not having anyone to connect with, to connect too, to have a companionship with. I am tired of being alone and single in this world, all because of my weight.
This loneliness has taken too much of me, it has swallowed me up from the inside out. It has consumed me. I see nothing but darkness everywhere I look. I see nothing but hate towards me everywhere I look. I have absolutely no one in my life. and this loneliness reminds me of it every day.
I am done with this world and ending my life today so goodbye everyone, by the time anyone reads this I will be dead. | end life today goodbye everyone disability pts rheumatoid arthritis lbs sick live tired single reject feel kind monster tired not have connect connect companionship tired single world weight loneliness take swallow inside consume darkness look hate look absolutely no life loneliness remind day world end life today goodbye time read dead |
non-suicide | Me: I know I have a really toxic house and I do my best to cope with with it by going to school, etc Rona: hahahaha, stay at home forcefully go brrrrrrrrr | know toxic house good cope go school etc rona a yamaha stay home forcefully brr |
suicide | The graveyard of redditAnyone find it eery to think how many dead users this subreddit has?
Too often ill see a "I'm killing myself tonight" post from a active redditor only for them to never post again. | graveyard redd anyone find very think dead user sub edit ill kill tonight post active redd tor post |
non-suicide | Guys I want friends That’s it , I’m alone and don’t talk to anyone dm me or anything, I’m just tired of only talking to my dad and sister, literally only my dad and sister , I like animated series but I’m flexible to anything the last series I watch was Santa Clarita’s diet and the last animated series I watch was the hollow and shera ( I was watching them at the same time ), and I have a very extended music repertoire I can draw you anything you ask ( or at least I’ll try ) you can text me at any hour of the day , I pretty much only do that , I have weird family anecdotes and stories I can tell you , but if you are not interested in anything I mentioned it doesn’t matter I’m just here to be a friend | guy want friend not talk do tired talk dad sister literally dad sister like animate series flexible series watch santa caritas diet animate series watch hollow she a watch time extended music repertoire draw ask try text hour day pretty weird family anecdote story tell not interested mention not matter friend |
suicide | I think today may be my last.Everything's becoming too overwhelming and once it's late enough into the night I think it would be enough to go and finally end this miserable life of mine. I have a plan that works, if a certain friend doesn't call again. But I don't know if I'll be able to actually move.. I don't know what I want anymore but dying fixes everything, like this pain in my chest... And everything else.
Dying would fix everything, and I'd stop being such a nuisance and a past to the people I care about.
I can't waste anyone's time if I'm dead.
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I think once the time is right, I'll go. | think today last everything overwhelming late night think finally end miserable life plan work certain friend not not know able actually not know want anymore die fix like pain chest die fix stop nuisance past people care not waste anyone time dead amp think time right |
suicide | I’m trashLol I normally cringe at the self loathing posts here but honestly I’m such trash. Like literally everything about me. I just wish I could muster up the courage to just follow through. This is it and I’m okay with that that: everyday here is worst than the last. I appreciate this community for letting me know I’m not alone. | trash of normally cringe self loathing post honestly trash like literally wish muster courage follow okay everyday bad appreciate community let know not |
non-suicide | Nice songs <3 Nice songs to vibe to-
Loverboy/a-wall
Come true/khai dreams
Weak when ur around/blackbear
All I need/khai dreams
Carwash/striptease (slowed)
Please listen to them :) | nice songs it nice song vibe lovers wall come true has dream weak or around blackbeard need has dreams carwash striptease slow listen |
suicide | What is the best way to do it?I’m not looking to be talked out of it. What would be the most effective, easiest way to go? | good way it i not look talk effective easy way |
suicide | Man I hope someone finds thisI am drunk as fuck. I found that I have hodgkins lymphoma. I don't want my fam to suffer through that shit. So I'm taking my life tomorrow. You guys think If I point a knife to my heart and fall downwards I'll be done easy. I hope so. That's what I'm going to do .
Man , I hope my girls moves on. She is so sweet. She loves falling to sleep in my arm . She is next to me. Hopes she thinks I am a coward. Hope she hates me for what I did instead of feeling sad. Man , hope my brother isn't too affected. He is a good soul . Fuck man , I'm rambling . Sorry. I am gone tomorrow. No more bullshit posts like this. | man hope find this i drunk fuck find hodgkin lymphoma not want fam suffer shit take life tomorrow guy think point knife heart fall downwards easy hope go man hope girl move sweet love fall sleep arm hope think coward hope hate instead feel sad man hope brother not affected good soul fuck man ramble sorry go tomorrow no bullshit post like |
non-suicide | Today's fact is Reddit awards are expensive emojis | today fact geddit award expensive emo is |
suicide | Is it worth it?Is all the trouble, work and anxiety really worth living for. | worth it is trouble work anxiety worth live |
non-suicide | I triple nipple dock dare you To ask out your crush, or if you're taken tell them that you love them | triple nipple dock dare ask crush take tell love |
non-suicide | Hey, im gonna sleep with socks Whatcha gonna do? Put them off?! Good luck ima gonna sleep with warm feet | hey go sleep sock go good luck go sleep warm foot |
non-suicide | I learnt a new skill today! I learnt how to change a light bulb, only thing that happened was I cocked up the first time and it went out after 5 minutes, so I tightened it a bit and it now works. My room had been lightless for quite a long time and I finally have a bulb in the light. | learn new skill today learn change light bulb thing happen cock time go minute tighten bit work room lightness long time finally bulb light |
suicide | I have nothing to live for.My life is so bleak.
I don’t have any genuine friends, I feel like a stranger in my own family and I’ve scared off the only person I truly cared about. I have no future or goals to look forward to. My life is falling apart and I’m just letting it happen because I’m so, so exhausted.
I just don’t know if I want to be alive anymore. | live for my life bleak not genuine friend feel like stranger family scare person truly care no future goal look forward life fall apart let happen exhausted not know want alive anymore |
non-suicide | Why does no one use the email function of reddit It's kinda sad, so underappreciated, edit- have y'all never used the email function, how uncultured | no use email function geddit kind sad underappreciated edit email function uncultured |
suicide | Closing the book on my lifeI have tried everything. No one knows what to say because really, what is there to say. All people can say is “it gets better,” or try and guilt trip me. I get it. There’s only so much one can say and do in these situations. It’s not up to other people to help me. People don’t understand how deep this goes. I guess I can’t blame them. But I deserve to feel this way. I’m scared but I think I’ve made up my mind on what needs to be done.
I don’t think I’m going to post anywhere anymore. Whatever happens to me, happens.
At least I know I tried. | close book life try no know people get well try guilt trip situation not people help people not understand deep go guess not blame deserve feel way scared think mind need not think go post anymore happen happen know try |
non-suicide | math class always makes me so horny i always just zone out and think about what i’d do to my partner if i had one like damn i’d spoil them so much and like ooh damn it’d be so hot i gotta get bonked sorry guys | match class make horny zone think partner like damn spoil like ooh damn hot get bonk sorry guy |
suicide | I've become so accustomed to the fact that I'm going to kill myself that other people's struggles with suicide don't register to me muchBecause I think about it so much I just see them as another person like me. It also makes me feel like everyone is like me, so if I went to kill myself and people were around nobody would care. | accustomed fact go kill people struggle suicide not register much because think person like make feel like like go kill people care |
non-suicide | My school sucks. I try to prevent generating waste, but it seems impossible when even when I BRING MY OWN REUSABLE MASK, MY SCHOOL GIVES ME 2 MANDATORY DISPOSABLE MASKS. I can't give them away, I can't do anything with them, and 2 OF MY SIBLINGS ARE GOING TO SCHOOL AS WELL. DOING BASIC MATH SAYS I GET 30 DISPOSABLE MASKS A WEEK. I hate this. | school suck try prevent generating waste impossible bring reusable mask school give mandatory disposable mask not away not sibling go school basic match say disposable mask week hate |
suicide | After- in the UKIf I die, is my brother financially responsible for my council flat? Like, if I die will it cost him money? Or will the council clean it out? Will the council dispose of my body, or will he be stuck having to pay for it? | kif die brother financially responsible council flat like die cost money council clean council dispose body stick have pay |
non-suicide | I’m wondering how some of you guys are going to celebrate Valentines Day. I I m going to celebrate it with my Lucina and Corrin plushies. | wonder guy go celebrate valentines day a go celebrate lucina orrin plus hie |
suicide | I cant stop feeling like my therapist didn’t believe I actually had any problemsI feel like he thought I was a fake he didn’t even do the full 6 trial sessions with me I feel so disconnected and fucked I am meant to find a longterm therapist but I ant do it I just can’t I have nothing to expel my fucked up thoughts I want to die I am going to clear my overdraft by the end of the year then buy a mask and nitrogen and fucking end it I’ve gone my entire life with no one believing I’m fucking depressed and no support my family and doctors are just fakes they are just a fucking facadec | not stop feel like therapist not believe actually problems feel like think fake not trial session feel disconnected fuck mean find long term therapist ant not expel fuck thought want die go clear overdraft end year buy mask nitrogen fucking end go entire life no believe fuck depressed no support family doctor fake fucking facade |
non-suicide | Put opinions here Just say any controversial opinions you have that you want to share. And don’t make fun of others’ opinions. If you don’t agree just ignore. | opinion controversial opinion want share not fun opinion not agree ignore |
non-suicide | I Accidently Cut My Dick With Scissors HELP | accident cut dick scissor help |
suicide | Since my aunt's suicide 3 weeks before Christmas, I drink, take painkillers or both. I can't stop thinking I'll kill myself too.I see so much of myself in her it hurts. She wasn't even twice my age. She hung herself with a doglead. Broke a hundred hearts. I'm absolutely not afraid of death. Only the out coming for the people who love me. I come from a family of functioning alcoholics but I can't stop drinking. I drink a lot on my own. I self harmed after a rape I never told anyone about. I've not for a few years now, almost 7. | aunt suicide week christmas drink painkiller not stop think kill too hurt not twice age hang do lead break heart absolutely not afraid death come people love come family function alcoholic not stop drink drink lot self harm rape tell not year |
non-suicide | I'm so excited for tomorrow I'm going to my momals house and after I get some school work done I'm going to try to play enter the Gungeon with my friend and I can't wait see his reaction to this bullet hell | excited tomorrow go moral house school work go try play enter dungeon friend not wait reaction bullet hell |
non-suicide | What you guys gaming? Any good games your playing? | guy game good game playing |
suicide | I need to know a good pistolI’m shopping online for pistols right now. Tonight’s been rough.
I have no clue about guns whatsoever but I’ve been depressed for years now and I’m growing weary.
So basically I’m hoping someone can point me in the right direction of a good pistol that can end me without just maiming me.
I have no idea. Money is no object at this point.
Any help is appreciated!
Brian | need know good pistol shopping online pistol right tonight rough no clue gun whatsoever depress year grow weary basically hope point right direction good pistol end maim no idea money no object point help appreciate brian |
suicide | OwThe past is unforgiving | of the past unforgiven |
suicide | ive been suicidal for so longi dont think im truly “depressed”, but suicidal. idk if that even makes sense but im drunk rn. failing community college, i have good friends but i dont want to burden them with this info. i dont know what im looking for in life but i hate myself. im intelligent but ive never applied myself. i have trichotillomania and hardcore BFRBs. i want to talk to someone i guess, though i dont. i dont know, ive become apathetic and i think about suicide every day. suicide = no stress. maybe ill get super drunk and jump off a high place, thanks | suicidal long not think truly depressed suicidal not know make sense drunk in fail community college good friend not want burden info not know look life hate intelligent apply tricot illimani hardcore barb want talk guess not not know apathetic think suicide day suicide no stress maybe ill super drunk jump high place thank |
non-suicide | Do you do this? On YouTube when you look at comments, do you randomly click on an account and subscribe to them if they have any videos? | youtube look comment randomly click account subscribe video |
suicide | I don't know where to goI've been homeless for Going on 2 nights in seattle. I don't know where to go, I have no friends or family here. I'm stranded, walking in the city and looking at all the people. I just wanna be gone. I am lost here and I just want the pain to end. I know I am not being smart about this, but I don't know where to go anymore. I feel so lost physically and mentally. I feel detached from everyone... I feel like this is my last day on this planet. Time just goes so slow when you have no where to go. Then the night comes and I am afraid to close my eyes. Is it even worth trying to get back up? | not know give homeless go night seattle not know no friend family strand walk city look people want go lose want pain end know not smart not know anymore feel lose physically mentally feel detached feel like day planet time go slow no night come afraid close eye worth try |
non-suicide | XD THIS IS SO RELATABLE!!!!!!1!!!!! XD my mom had to get a rape whistle, pepper spray, and a pocket knife all because someone was following her in a truck while she was running a few days ago causing her to go into a random persons house and retend like it was hers, and after about an hour of the truck in front the house it left making her free. I am genuinly afraid for my family and especially my mom. i just hope you guys can send blessing to her and my family. | cd relatable cd mon rape whistle pepper spray pocket knife follow truck run day ago cause random person house pretend like hour truck house leave make free genuinely afraid family especially mon hope guy send blessing family |
non-suicide | BLM are anarchists! They don’t listen to the full story, blame police for doing there job! Load of shit!!! | blk anarchist not listen story blame police job load shit |
non-suicide | So after being single for 16 years, I finally found one. She’s perfect. She’s charming. She’s the best I could find. She’s also super adorable.
Kylie, I know you’re gonna see this so I want you to know that I love you.
u/iamatexan124 | single year finally find perfect charm good find super adorable kyle know go want know love you texan |
non-suicide | Not having a crush during quarantine. So I’ve never had a girlfriend. Last year was the first year I actually tried to make an attempt to date but all of those fucked up and I’m in quarantine now. And right now I’m feeling like shit because I don’t have a crush. That may sound pathetic but even though it was quarantine and it’s not a good idea to start a relationship during quarantine and probably wouldn’t but it was still nice to have someone to think about. A lot of nights I just feel hollow. Its not necessarily a feeling. It’s the absence of one. I don’t know I might sounds stupid right now just need to get some stuff out. | not have crush quarantine girlfriend year year actually try attempt date fuck quarantine right feel like shit not crush sound pathetic quarantine not good idea start relationship quarantine probably not nice think lot night feel hollow not necessarily feeling absence not know sound stupid right need stuff |
suicide | Where's the love?I live in this world and it's not like your imaginings. The books you read have little relevance.
People like to get by and they do so relatively quickly and without response, as do you. And so it goes on.
So why not die, why imagine that this world is somehow more special than it actually is.
I've been alone for so long and for little reason. I don't approach anyone, thay is my fault, but ly god are people in general boring spews of nothiny, and if not then they are hipsters with judgements. And that can be fun, but it's just an empty form of stimulation. I want to go. I'm tired of trying for the few days of fun but emptiness | love live world not like imagining book read little relevance people like relatively quickly response go not die imagine world special actually long little reason not approach that fault by god people general boring spew nothing not hipster judgement fun form stimulation want tired try day fun emptiness |
non-suicide | Exams are coming My exams are coming. Those are very important. You can say Nationwide competition of grades. Well I Just started studying (again) and only 2 months are left. It's not a rant post or any complaint. I just wanted to tell someone I am really scared now. | exam come exam come important nationwide competition grade start study month leave not rant post complaint want tell scared |
suicide | SuicideI didn’t plan on overdosing again, as in I figured I would kill myself in a different manner, but with the world as it is, overdosing is looking good. I have the pills ready. I’ve had ‘extra’ medication for months now. I have two months of everything I take. I have enough. Now, I must follow through.
Goodbye to everyone! | suicide not plan overdose figure kill different manner world overdose look good pill ready extra medication month month follow goodbye |
non-suicide | The reviews on the dildo said weak suction cup Yet I can lift my whole desk with it | review dildo say weak suction cup lift desk |
suicide | Can someone talk to me?I've been staring at this blank post for 10 minutes, I don't know what to say? I can't stop crying. What do I... say I don't know I don't even want to be happy if that's too much to ask I just want to be able to get through one day,
I don't even know why I'm posting here. I'm afraid if I talk to a friend they're going to sigh over how I'm, pathetic or... I
I'm sorry
| talk me i stare blank post minute not know not stop cry not know not want happy ask want able day not know post afraid talk friend go sigh pathetic sorry |
suicide | What's the point of living for a 19 year old male who's 5"6?It hinders everything in my life and I'm so close tob putting a stop t it | point live year old male hinder life close tob put stop to |
suicide | Brain so damaged from drugs i don't feel human anymoreThat's pretty much all of i can say, my brain is full of shit and it is so fucking loud i can never have peace.
- I written wall of text here but then i deleted it... | brain damage drug not feel human anymore that pretty brain shit fucking loud peace write wall text delete |
non-suicide | Day 41 Of Posting Until I Get A Girlfriend Why do exams exist ahhhhhhhhhhhh | day post girlfriend exam exist ash |
suicide | Don't know how much longer I can carry on.I've been stuck in this slump for the past week or so where I don't feel motivated to do anything. Constantly frowning and pissed off at everything, experiencing multiple, very frequent instances of "l'appel du vide" (the call of the void), and just filled with this horrid sense of dread and unease at everything. I wake up, every morning, cursing myself for not dying in my sleep the night before. I just want it all to stop. | not know longer carry on i stick slump past week not feel motivated constantly frown piss experience multiple frequent instance lapel do vide void fill horrid sense dread unease wake morning curse not die sleep night want stop |
non-suicide | I’m just happy I got most of my money back I still lost close to $200, but hey.
Here’s hoping the next seller I find doesn’t turn out to be a con artist | happy get money lose close hey hope seller find not turn con artist |
non-suicide | My Uncle who migrated to the US now thinks the coronavirus is fake. What the fuck have you done, America? | uncle migrate think corona virus fake fuck america |
suicide | Where is suicidenote.infoHi the website suicidenote.info is down, and I can't aceess the pdf file of the book. does anyone have a copy of it? | suicidenoteinfohi website suicide info not access psf file book copy |
suicide | I don't want anyone to find my bodyI just can't do it, because someone has to see it to confirm the death. :( | not want find body not confirm death |
suicide | I can't go on anymore.I've recently had suffered a psychotic episode (first and only one yet) and I have hurt the person I cared about the most. Life has lost it's meaning and I don't see any way things could get better. I have no future and can't shake the feeling that it was simply taken from me (probably projecting or putting the blame on other because I'm a fucking coward and can't take responsibility for my actions). I probably deserved it 'cause I'm a shit human and I can't change. Too much of a coward to kill myself and I will probably start starving myself soon. Don't upvote. Sorry for the bad english, it's a second language. | not anymore recently suffer psychotic episode hurt person care life lose mean not way thing well no future not shake feeling simply take probably project put blame fucking coward not responsibility action probably deserve shit human not change coward kill probably start starve soon not up vote sorry bad english second language |
suicide | How much time do people spend feeling aloneI have been feeling very alone for the last year or so and a lot of the answers or resolutions tend to lead towards ending my life. I just am curious as to how much time “normal” people think about this stuff | time people spend feel alone feel year lot answer resolution tend lead end life curious time normal people think stuff |
non-suicide | star wars question do most star wars fans consider the sequels to be mnon canon?
last one i promise | star wars question star war fan consider sequel non canon promise |
suicide | I so badly want to talk about it, but whenever anyone offers to talk, I don't know what to say.I've never been able to talk deeply to anyone about my depression and thoughts of suicide, not even my therapists. | badly want talk offer talk not know say i able talk deeply depression thought suicide not therapist |
non-suicide | day 3 of posting something i get mildly infuriated about.... lag/phone not working i got full fucking bars verizon stop that shit | day post mildly infuriate la phone not work get fucking bar verizon stop shit |
non-suicide | I'm going to wait for a version of senorita In which they sing "margarita" instead of senorita so it goes, I love it when u call me margarita,why? idk. | go wait version senorita sing margarita instead senorita go love margarita why not know |
non-suicide | You know I just realized you cant have an opinion in english class, especially if your teacher is a woman Like they get so mad even though they asked for your opinion | know realize not opinion english class especially teacher woman like mad ask opinion |
suicide | I've always trusted my gut. It always seems to be right. Trust your gut is like the one good piece of life advice.My gut is begging me to commit suicide | trust gut right trust gut like good piece life advice my gut beg commit suicide |
non-suicide | My heart will go on? More like my heart will be curbstomped and burned in a furnace (because of my crippling anxiety) | heart like heart curbstone burn furnace crippling anxiety |
non-suicide | New Discord: Squidward's House A Discord I made for me and some friends. There are plenty of channels. Whether it's just to talk, to send memes, to do homework, to play music, or to game. Lemme know if you're interested, at this moment it's only my friends and the bot but if we gather up people it can grow to something nice. | new discord squid wards house discord friend plenty channel talk send meme homework play music game lemme know interested moment friend bot gather people grow nice |
non-suicide | Day 8 of random facts until I ask out my crush Did you know, the real life crystal lake has a life sized Jason Vorhees statue? It sits at the bottom the lake and was implemented in may of 2018. | day random fact ask crush know real life crystal lake life size jason vortexes statue sit lake implement |
suicide | Friend has been suicidal, not sure what to doHi all, I'm not sure if this is the right forum to post this but I'm at a loss on what to do. My friend from high school has been showing signs of attempted suicide. We don't talk as much ever since I moved away for college but her social media posts as well as someone she is close to messaged me their concern at well. I've tried texting her but she has been ignoring my messages and it's gotten to the point where we're really afraid she's going to do it. She currently lives with her father but I haven't been able to get in contact with him. I'm not sure what else to do.
TL;DR Friend from high school has been suicidal lately and is ignoring messages and refusing help from people. What can I do to help? | friend suicidal not sure do i not sure right forum post loss friend high school show sign attempt suicide not talk move away college social medium post close message concern try text ignore message get point afraid go currently live father not able contact not sure old friend high school suicidal lately ignore message refuse help people help |
non-suicide | What is water even made out of Water is so weird like what the hell is this thing. | water water weird like hell thing |
non-suicide | so apparently i got the wrong vaccine lmao my neighbor works with the elderly and was given 50 vaccine spots to be given out and since both of my parents are susceptible i qualified to get the vaccine, the place i went to get it was supposed to be giving out fyzer which has been allowed to be given to people 16-18+ i think but instead they gave me maderna (idk if i spelled either of these correctly but who cares) which has not been licensed to be given to 16 year olds, so ya i guess im apart of the tests now? | apparently get wrong vaccine lao neighbour work elderly give vaccine spot give parent susceptible qualify vaccine place go suppose give fewer allow give people think instead give mad erna not know spell correctly care not license give year old a guess apart test |
non-suicide | I'm a misogynist Or just a misanthrope?
I'm so tired of every fucking girl I meet
I know there are good ones out there, but damn are they rare | misogynist misanthrope tired fucking girl meet know good one damn rare |
non-suicide | Advice for school kids Since I am the type to yell out wrong answer in Kahoot, a lot of people decides to ignore me completely. So this time, I yell out the right answer to make them contemplate themselves. | advice school kid type yell wrong answer cahoot lot people decide ignore completely time yell right answer contemplate |
non-suicide | Check out this new horror short I made https://youtu.be/S50McngM1ws it took me a while to make so hope you enjoy it | check new horror short take hope enjoy |
non-suicide | I just played Bedwars I just played bedwars with total strangers over Discord and my legs were shivering all the time and I didn't say a word. It wasn't really fun cuz I don't do these things normally. Guess I'm just not social enough to be a gamer | play be war play be war total stranger discord leg shiver time not word not fun cut not thing normally guess not social gamer |
non-suicide | I believe in rebirth... Yes I do because various people die at young age so what about their deeds where will it get completed?. | believe rebirth yes people die young age deed complete |
non-suicide | I hate my wife She is stinky poopoo I will not divorce | hate wife stinky poo poo not divorce |
non-suicide | people love talking when they’re talking about something they love talking about people love talking when they’re talking about something they love talking about | people love talk talk love talk people love talk talk love talk |
non-suicide | she either likes me or desperately wants me to know that she doesn’t or i’m probably overthinking it, i dunno | like desperately want know not probably over think dunno |
suicide | Not good enoughDepressed for like 10 years.
School has never worked for me, the only job I ever got was thanks to my dad, but I had to leave it.
Place is stagnant as fuck, staying here would make it all worse but I have nowhere to go.
I hate myself. I hate everyone else, too.
I have no future, by living I'm just postponing my own death anyway. There's nothing in between. No one cares.
| not good enough depressed like year school work job get thank dad leave place stagnant fuck stay bad hate hate no future live postpone death no care |
non-suicide | At this point I'm convinced relationships just don't exist Like, how can they??
How can someone have a best friend, someone who loves them and cares about them, who ALSO does sexual stuff all while making each other happy like that.
All the more convinced my life is a lie and everyone is a paid actor | point convince relationship not exist like good friend love care sexual stuff make happy like convinced life lie pay actor |
non-suicide | it's so calming and fun ain't it just playing assassins creed 4 black flag and sailing in the sea with a shanty playing and avoiding all the fights you can avoid and just feel like a real sailor in the 1700s is so calming yet so fun at the same time | calming fun not play assassin creed black flag sailing sea shanty play avoid fight avoid feel like real sailors calm fun time |
non-suicide | aight its settled im getting a stainless steel chain then i can wear my Dagaz rune on it which will be super cool. Sidenote i dont actually believe the runes have any magical power its just symbolic for me since its the rune of perseverance and ive been through a lot. | right settle get stainless steel chain wear dagan rune super cool side note not actually believe rune magical power symbolic rune perseverance lot |
non-suicide | It do be sad girl hour's :/ Idk y but I'm like super big sad it sucks smh
And the post soviet punk isn't helping lol | sad girl hour not know a like super big sad suck sch post soviet punk not help low |
non-suicide | Y’all are very swag except... To all the pervs in this you aren’t swag and a personal fuck you. | swag per not swag personal fuck |
suicide | All I think about is death, I lost my life I loved in 2015 and Havnt left he house since because I’m hideous...▪️3 photo album of me usually
https://m.imgur.com/a/c032p8X
▪️4 photo album (first pic is 3 years old tho)
https://m.imgur.com/a/LqcSQnZ
▪️tinder pic I used
https://m.imgur.com/a/9Ikw555 | think death lose life love haunt leave house hideous photo album usually photo album pic year old tho tinder pic |
non-suicide | *angry button fingering* "I'm trying to sleep, but the amount of testosterone flowing tho my body, is keeping me awake" -Me to my step mom when she walks in on me naked play doom eternal | angry button finger try sleep testosterone flow tho body keep awake stepmom walk naked play doom eternal |
suicide | Feeling alone with my suicidal feelingsMy suicidal thoughts are slowly eating away at me. They never stop. I feel trapped. I feel scared and I feel alone | feel suicidal feeling my suicidal thought slowly eat away stop feel trapped feel scared feel |
suicide | .Fuckin a man. Why is it there isn’t a single fucking troll in this whole forum. I just need a push please | fuck in man not single fucking troll forum need push |
suicide | It doesn’t get better.I tried to kill myself three nights ago and only just woke up today. I’ve had outpourings of support from family and friends but it all seems meaningless to me, like I don’t want to stay alive without being someone else’s reason to live. All I can think about is getting out of the hospital so that I can try to kill myself again and not be so foolish to call the ambulance and let myself pass out to obvliion. The thing is, if I’d have died I would’ve been at peace, I wouldn’t have known a thing more. It wouldn’t have mattered in the grand scheme of things look how many of us there are. I’m just sick of this place and sick of this cruel world with no hope or release or cool down it’s just full on to the point where I’m not strong enough to take it and that’s okay. Sorry that I let all my family and friends down but they just don’t get it. | not better try kill night ago wake today outpouring support family friend meaningless like not want stay alive else reason live think get hospital try kill not foolish ambulance let pass oblivion thing die peace not know thing not matter grand scheme thing look sick place sick cruel world no hope release cool point not strong okay sorry let family friend not |
non-suicide | Don’t you dare listen to music
| not dare listen music |
suicide | I'm on the edgeI don't know what to do anymore, I'm a failure to myself and everyone around me. I'm probably going to take a few hundred units of insulin before going to sleep tonight. The best thing that's ever happened to me will be not waking up. | edge not know anymore failure probably go unit insulin go sleep tonight good thing happen not wake |
non-suicide | Here's 3 things some people hate about me 1. I'm gay da ba dee da ba daa
2. I'm a furry
3. I'm gender fluid
Now hate for I am fueled by your hatred | thing people hate gay data dee data day furry gender fluid hate fuel hatred |