diff --git "a/test.csv" "b/test.csv" new file mode 100644--- /dev/null +++ "b/test.csv" @@ -0,0 +1,3420 @@ +text,labels +Saw someone messing up our room.,0 +"Defying my parents and staying out all night when I wasn't +supposed to.",2 +"I experienced joy when I got the results - I had made it to the +second year.",1 +"Again, a quarrel had come up in our difficult relationship. My +life-partner threw all the books off the shelf. I am sure that it +disturbed our neighbours since this happened late in the night.",2 +"When thieves broke into our neighbour's house and later we heard +gunshots.",6 +My inability to assert myself positively in a group.,2 +"I felt dusgust with a self-iterested person who ruined the life +of another by means of utterly unfair methods.",0 +"While he was drunk, my life partner tried to hit me. I felt +scared and fled to the bathroom.",6 +"It was when I discovered that my boyfriend had another girl. I +discovered it through a letter he wrote to the girl when he was +away. When I asked him he accepted it.",3 +"When my dad gives priority to my kid brother's band and his +other activities. We both play in different bands and rehearse +in my parents garage.",4 +Someone acting stupid in public.,0 +"Occured while preparing for a midterm in Social Welfare that I +thought was going to be very hard and felt unprepared for.",6 +"A friend of mine lent me his apartment for holidays and besides +this he was a fine person. Months later I knew that he died +tragically in a moto accident. He was very young, and I felt sad +and couldn't believe it (until today).",4 +"I really became sad when mother passed away while I was very +young.",4 +"In primary school I once faltered while answering a question and +the others started laughing.",2 +Walking on a dark street with noone around.,6 +"[ Sometimes I have by accident said to another person something +in which it is easy to read a negative attitude.]",2 +"One day I was angry with my friend who went into my drawer and +took a piece of paper on which I wanted to write a letter and +used it for her business without my knowledge.",3 +"While taking a short cut through the Vasa park, I was surrounded +by three people who tried to steal my money. I was scared and +was saved only by the appearance of other people.",6 +"When I had left my home, my father, under false pretences, got me +in his car and drove home where we were all alone. He was seethed +with rage because I withrew from his authority. He hit me, kicked +me and threatened me.",6 +"We had to take our cat to the vet for mercy killing (an +injection).",4 +When I found out that I can travel with my best friend.,1 +"When I received a letter from the university telling me that my +application had been accepted.",1 +"I had a little cat which was very sick. As I liked it very much I +went to a veterinary with it. He told me how to tend it and it +really recovered its health. Everybody said that I had saved its +life.",1 +"The time I was threatened with expulsion from secondary school (form +four).",6 +"When a pet died. The pet was the closest friend I had for 15 +years.",4 +"My friend replying to my letter and again saying he was attracted +to me and suggesting we write, talk and get together and see how +things went and his suggestion that I could ring and doing that it +was really good - though really insane conversation.",1 +[ I have not felt this emotion yet.],6 +Being caught in changing the truth (lying).,2 +"In order to be admitted to my final examination, I had to pass +two examinations. As I had not studied very much, I resigned +myself to be left behind. Nevertheless I succeeded in these +examinations.",1 +"When for the first time I rode on a motorcycle with my brother. +He was going so fast that I felt that I would fall off without my +brother realizing it.",6 +"In 1972 I failed my Examination because of my own crooky +behaviour of dodging from Examinations.",2 +"When I heard that my Uncle had passed away in a road traffic +accident.",4 +Failing in an examn because of lazyness.,4 +"Nearby the end of the year my wife and I were having a car ride, +when it appears another vehicle, driven by a drunk driver and +provokes an accident.",3 +"When my sister lost my favourite jumper at a party and failed to +tell me for several days after it happened.",3 +"When my grandfather died, with whom I had a very close +relationship.",4 +"When I found out how the people of Ethiopia were starving and +their government was spending millions on celebrating being in +power so many years. Then I saw all these people on TV needing +food, etc.",0 +When I was insulted by a fellow student.,3 +"I felt sad when my first boyfriend and I left each other. It was neither +his fault nor mine.",4 +I was very sad when I heard that my Auntie had passed away.,4 +"In a course I thought that I deserved good marks but I only got +ordinary marks with no justification as to why I was given these +marks.",3 +"Staying alone in the room after midnight and reading horror +stories.",6 +"When I entered the operation theatre and underwent a difficult +operation.",6 +"I was at home, filling my tax report. Nobody had time to help +me. I would have liked to do it quickly so that I could go and +meet a friend of mine who had just returned from hospital. I got +angry as both my brother and my father refused to give me their calculator +as I had not asked for it nicely. I could not leave as I +had to wait for help and the tax report had to be done.",3 +"When I heard what mark I had got at the entrance examination and +I realized my admittance to the University was almost certain.",1 +Talking to someone I disliked.,0 +"My dear hamster (called Hannes) died at the age of 2 and 1/2 years. +His shape forced me to mercy killing (an injection).",4 +"I lived alone in a repulsive area in the city of Rotterdam. I was +annoyed, heard a lot of Burglary and assaults. Especially in the evening +and the night I frequently felt anxious.",6 +My first public appearance in front of a rathe big audience.,6 +"When we took out an 84 year old woman for the evening and had +hamburgers. She described the evening out as her happiest night +out in 20 years.",1 +"When I, for the first time, failed a junior exam, i.e form 3.",0 +"When I failed a test at my primary school. I was then in grade 7 +and we were about to take the main exam.",4 +"When we stayed in Vienna with our class, my friend and I behaved +incorrectly. Our teacher threatened us with exclusion from +school.",6 +"Once I worked as a designer. A fitter was hard hit in a damage +that occurred at the building site I had designed.",5 +"Found money on the road and returned it to the owner through +police.",1 +"Make a mistake, offended my friend.",5 +"While cycling in the country a dog started running beside me, +growling and barking, and trying to bite my foot.",6 +"When my grandmother, who has been living with us for 14 years, +had a stroke and was left paralysed on one side. She has been +quite close to our family and to see her suffer in this way makes +me feel really sad.",4 +"When I don't say the truth, when I don't do a certain thing +thanks to my laziness.",2 +"Being invited out by a person I wished to get closer to. He +telephoned and invited me to go out with him the next night.",1 +"The first time that I saw a surgeon cut off a leg and put it in a +black rubbish bag.",0 +"In 1980 when I was in the 12th standard, we had arranged a small +picnic in Kandala. One of my closest friends wrote a small and +cute poem for me, which expressed the feeling of closeness we had +for each other. I was very thrilled and I can still remember it.",1 +"When I was young I felt guilty because I thought that I had +commited a grave sin.",5 +"Being driven by friend who suddenly swerved and skidded a little. +It was night and on a long trip. We ended up on side of road.",6 +Diagnosis that I have a stomache ulcer.,4 +"This was when I was being followed home every day from the campus, +by a stranger. He would follow me to the campus and then sit +outside my class. If I was not there he would ask my friends as +to where I was. He was a dark, ominous looking person and I was +terrified of him as I did not know his intentions. I reported +him to the security officer, who turned him over to the police. +I was even more petrified then.",6 +"When I woke up at night to find a fire spreading towards the bed +-rooms. I was very frightened as I realized that I faced death.",6 +"When I was able to buy my new car, after lots of problems.",1 +"At school, I did not tell the teacher that it was me who +had laughed, and she punished the entire class by making them +stay behind for one hour.",5 +"First weekend back home after one week at Uni I scolded one of my +sister's best friends for using our telephone. Very silly, but I +was annoyed because she was there at a time when I needed to be +with my family.",2 +"In a study group, a person always liked to argue on some +unimportant, irrelevant and minor points. He tried to persuade +others in an unfriendly way. He was obstinate and would not accept +other's point of view.",0 +"When the person that I was very fond of, returned to me.",1 +"I unfairly got a low mark on an exam and I failed to win a grant, +since then I don't have much confidence in myself at an exam.",3 +A man spat on the wall of a house.,0 +"I had an appointment with a friend. I promised him to meet with +him, but at last I did not without having informed him.",5 +"I felt sad when my dear friend was needed from training school +due to his failure in a number of subjects and simply didn't know +what he had to do.",4 +"When I was fighting with my elder brother I unintentionally hurt +him in the eye with a wooden bar. I felt guilty and feared that +he would be blind, fortunately he recovered after 15 days.",5 +"I was really hoping that I would pass the examination, but I +failed and so I felt very sad.",4 +"After a difficult exam. When I had not hoped to take it and had +got a high mark. When you present someone with something and he +feels glad.",1 +"When, for example, I fail in my undertakings.",2 +"When I made love with someone who I didn't really love. Sometimes +I even considered him unlikable.",0 +"At my job, I got disproportionately angry with a child. My +reaction was not as it should have been.",5 +"During a trivial (friendly) discussion, one of the participants +made an intervention which made me feel uncomfortable.",3 +"Finding out that the class leader can go to your lectures, and +his English is worse than mine.",4 +When my grandmother died - at her funeral.,4 +"I was afraid to walk through the forest one day when I dropped +off the bus around 6.30 pm.",6 +Being insulted in public.,2 +"On May 20th I got a summon to appear in court on May 28th 1985 on +the subject of impregnanting a school girl. I really feared of +standing in the court in a few days time after this notice. I was +also embarassed due to formal approach that was expected of me to +the Principal.",6 +I saw a dog who was eating excrements.,0 +When I won a trip to Greece in a competition.,1 +"I had a girlfriend who lived several kilometers away from my +home. One day she wrote me that she'd visit me. On her way she +had a car accident and was badly injured. I was very sorry to see +her lying in a bed in the hospital.",4 +Being chosen to do your experiment with aphasia.,1 +Being in love for the first time.,1 +"When I was about seven or eight I was caught having stolen a +doll's dress from my next-door neighbour.",2 +"I do not have accomodation on the campus so I stay with my +extended family, one young man used bad words while asking me to +leave their home.",2 +"It was the time I went home for my holidays only to find that my +sister had passed away. The news had been hidden from me, so +that I could take my exams.",4 +"While quarreling with my brother I broke the glass door of the +cupboard and a china doll. We were scolded by my father for +breaking the door but we did not tell him about the door.",5 +"I feel fear quite often but this feeling was very strong last +year when my husband was quite unexpectedly sent to the hospital.",6 +"My academic result was poor and I had to repeat the second year. +I felt sad about the coming several years.",4 +I missed the last tram home and had to walk in the pouring rain.,4 +"The exam was drawing near and I wanted to prepare for it. But I +had a lot of other things to do so I did not have much time to prepare +for the exams. Whenever I sat down to study I was scared that I would +not be able to finish it.",6 +"I was said to be responsible for my mother getting ill and +growing thin. I did not realize that it really was my fault until +several weeks later.",5 +"At the butcher's I saw an animal which had just been slaughtered; +blood was dripping on the floor.",0 +"I thought that I would be scolded for a comment I had made, which +I should not have made.",6 +I made dinner for some friends and they appreciated it very much.,1 +"When my grandfather died I was extremely sad. However my family +members did not have any special feelings, they said that he was +already 80 years old.",4 +A relative not acting on her promise.,0 +"I experienced it when I was accepted at the Medical Higher +Institute.",1 +Failing university entrance examn.,2 +"When my boss cut off my vacations saying that in that month it +wouldn't be possible, and after some time he let another girl +take vacations that month. The anger was because of the +resentment. Resulting from our bad relationship.",3 +When I dated my friend's boyfriend after they had broken up.,2 +"I was ashamed when my boyfriend went to sit with another girl +when he invited me to come to watch Drama festival.",2 +Joy at meeting a woman I love very much.,1 +Once I lied to my parents and this made me feel very guilty.,5 +"When I state things with great positiveness and try to convince +others, and it appears that my statement is not right.",2 +Death of my father,4 +"When I was watching a movie with many violent episodes. They +accurately showed the cutting of corpses, etc...",0 +"When I stayed in the house of friends, I washed my face and +wanted to dry it with a towel. This towel seemed to have been +used over a long time already. It smelled indefinably awful.",0 +"When a friend told me that my education had nothing to do with +our discussion. This friend has failed the 7th grade, what made +me angry was that I had not used my education to argue.",3 +I had an accident with damage to the car body.,3 +"When I saw the film ""Memorie of Prison"" I saw a scene of +masturbation of a man in the hold of a ship apart form fact that +the film wasn't pleasant I had a leg of coconut candies in my +hands.",0 +"When I was a child I had a grass-parakeet I liked very much. His +legs were crippled so that he could not move very fast. Once I +came into the room, did not notice him and stepped on him. A few +days later he died.",4 +"After attending a song contest proposed by a band called ""Chyne"" +we (6 of us) waited for the members of the band to greet us in +front of the stage. We went out after a few minutes as it was +time to close the hall. We had been waiting at the entrance hall +for ten minutes when three of the band members came out. They +were very excited to see us, one of them was so excited that he +had tears in his eyes. We felt very warm and close to each +other. They took us back into the hall and we talked freely. We +were together for about an hour and during this time we felt +that they were very sincere.",1 +A striking act of ingratitude at a public vehicle.,0 +"When I passed standard 8 exams I jumped, rolled over the ground.",1 +"It so happened that while staying at anaunt's place I discovered +that I was afraid of sleeping in pitch darkness. The room +which my sister and I were sharing had no light, and I would +refuse to sleep without having the light of the adjoining +bathroom switched on.",6 +"Once I had torn a few pages off a library book and I felt ashamed +at this.",2 +When my aunt died.,4 +"When I heard that one of my good friends, when at a party, had +got herself involved with some very undesirable characters and +was experimenting with drugs.",0 +My being admitted to UNZA.,1 +"I took Pharmacology books from my friend's desk without +permission and I was found guilty.",5 +Fear of sexual overtures from a close relative in the family.,6 +"When I do not put in the needed amount of hours of work or study +for the day, I feel guilty and try to make up for the lost +time.",5 +"I came across a friend with whom I had lost touch for a long +time.",1 +"During the lesson the teacher called me and asked me if I had +reported that I was late. I pretended that I had but looking at +her eyes I knew that she knew that I was lying. I thought that +it was really bad luck that she had examined the list of the +students who were late.",2 +"Our association had Polish visitors and when they were going back +by boat I did not go to see them off (I am the chairman of the +association).",5 +Sending pictures home when I'd put on so much weight.,2 +For instance when a girl is interested in me and likes me.,1 +"[ When after a night of sleeping in another's arms, one wakes +alone and knows that the lonely arms of the night are not the +same that one meets in the morning.]",4 +"It happened in a tram: some older people started to grumble about +the young people just because I had not immediately left my seat +to them.",3 +Caught lying to my father about a speeding ticket I had received.,2 +"I had an accident in which I hurt my eye. I was afraid of having +injured it badly.",6 +"Saw my class leader acting like a God when he chose people to go +to your English lectures.",0 +"I was very ashamed when I was neglected by a certain friend whom +I was thinking loved me very much.",2 +"At work when I did not get the full co-operation of my colleagues +to complete an assignment.",0 +I prayed unfaithfully.,5 +Before the examn.,6 +When I learned that two of my friends had had a serious car accident.,4 +"When I am in an environment or with a person much worse off than +me, I realize how privileged I am.",5 +"We hitch hiked our way back from a town rather drunk. We were +dropped in another town which was unknown to us. I needed to +urinate, so I did it on a wall which turned out to belong to the +military headquarters. They arrested me and made me pay a fine +of 500 pts. We had to go home on foot (6 km) since it was too +late for anyone to give us a lift.",3 +"It was August 30th when I heard on the radio that I passed my +M.C.E. exams and I was really happy and joyous because of the +event.",1 +Often I forget to give my immediate family birthday presents.,5 +"A good friend of mine died. During the funeral I felt an intense +feeling of sadness.",4 +"At the airport, eighty beer cans that I was carrying in a +bag spread all around while I was going through the metal +detector.",2 +"When I passed the driving test three weeks ago and got my +licence.",1 +When my boyfriend went away for a month long holiday without me.,3 +Being insulted by my roommate.,3 +"My brother in law was dying of cancer. To see him wasting away +was very sad.",4 +"When walking along the beach with my boyfriend, we saw 2 people +having sex on the sand dunes in full view of everyone. It was the +fact that they chose that area in which to have sex, that +disgusted me.",0 +"I was driving near my girlfriend's house and I decided to keep +going because it was late and I would be back in the next few +days anyway. The next day she was killed in a road accident.",4 +"Finding myself alone in a public toilet block with a man known to +have had great psychological disturbances.",6 +"I recently became sexually involved with my sister's lover. I +care for him very much, but I am ashamed of the hurt I may cause +her.",2 +"When two hyenas made crying noise on the window of my bedroom at +home when I was preparing for my MCE examination during the +night.",6 +"I experienced this when one of my friends reported to the +Headmaster that I had gone out for beer, whilst the information +was not true at all. So I had to fight the friend before the +Headmaster.",3 +"There were old people in a crowded bus and I did not have the +courage to give them my seat. I closed my eyes to sleep and then +opened my book to read. In my heart I wanted to give them the +seat.",5 +"I arrived in Vienna in the middle of the night. I asked for some +silly information - as I realized myself afterwards - and the inquiry +clerk reacted in a very arrogant manner.",3 +"When I complained to my mother about how untidy the kitchen +loooked, she boxed my ears ( this had never happened before).",2 +"For the girl who halped me go on living and made me happy - when +I don't see her even for two or three days.",4 +"Immediately after the New Year holidays I happened to visit a +party where there was a lot of alcohol and I became drunk. On the +next day I felt sort of ashamed when I remembered what I had said +and done on the night before.",2 +"I had been together with my boy-friend for two and a half years, +when he got to know another girl and not even tried to conceal +that from me. I drew my conclusions and left him - I also felt a +bit guilty for what had happened.",5 +When I was left by the person I loved without any reason.,3 +"A meeting with the family and the friends I felt dear and loved, +sharing the gladness of being together at a birthday.",1 +"I was doing an experiment and was not getting the appropriate +result despite the fact that I had repeated the procedure 4-5 +times. Then finally I got it right by a stroke of luck.",1 +"I added a little ? to a yield in an experiment to get more of +a yield.",5 +Selling the appartment after my divorce.,5 +"At the seaside, when a wave suddenly came and took off my bikini.",2 +When I finished the work that I had planned to do - my homework.,1 +"When I got home from my job, I found a letter from the university +telling me that I had been admitted to begin my studies.",1 +After a long time I saw my boy-friend again. ,1 +People who discriminate other people disgust me.,0 +"The day before the university results came out I was both excited +and scared. If I failed I did not know what I would do as I did +not want to work, my family was ambivalent.",6 +"In a situation whereby a friend's actions were deliberately +against my wishes and (with) no regard to my feelings.",3 +"When I overslept for the second time on the day I had an +examination.",2 +"For a medical check-up, we - boys and girls - had to take off our +clothes with the exception of our underwear. Then we had to go +into another classroom where older pupils were sitting and +staring at us.",2 +"The 2nd time someone I had met cared for came over to my house I +was absolutely inebriated and was sick into a bucket.",2 +"When I was made to feel responsible for the emotional state a friend of +mine was in.",5 +"I answered a certain question from Dr. Maqgda wrongly. She asked +something about Femur and my answer was saying something +concerning the brain. So I was very ashamed amongst my friends.",2 +"When my room-mate made a mess of the room after having drunk the +whole night at a graduation party ceremony.",0 +Going to see a good film with my best friend.,1 +"I met a friend in a discotheque. he was with a girl and he told +me that she was not his girlfriend. I, to say something, +commented that she must be a viscious woman. He then told me +that she was his girl.",2 +My grandfather died thirteen years ago.,4 +When I imitated a teacher behind his back - walking very silly.,2 +"When my daughter had problems with her friends and I could see +her predicament from the window. She was given a the cold +shoulder.",4 +Can't remember that feeling.,2 +"When, after having cleaned up the kitchen, two hours later I saw +that there was a big mess. It irritated me very much.",3 +Finding out that the girl I like does not like me.,4 +When a girl that I liked didn't accept my curting.,0 +"I went to the school library and asked for a book, but the +librarian told me that there wasn't such. However when an other +colleague asked for it she gave it to him.",3 +"When my friend who was drunk insulted me in public for no reason at +all.",0 +My father gave money to my brother but not to me.,4 +"On our way to France, my girlfriend and I went to Verona. By +chance we met an Italian couple - they gave us two tickets for +the dress-rehearsal of ""Aida"". It was a different world for us +full of fascination. After the representation we ate a phantastic +pizza in a restaurant near the ""Arena"".",1 +"I was present when they found a shop-keeper dead in his shop. +He had been shot with a shotgun at close range.",0 +"I thought that I had failed an examination, but when I was +informed about the mark, I saw that I had passed it.",1 +When I had my first sexual relation and it didn't work.,2 +"When I got 21/30 points in an exam of statistics. The result was +unexpected and it made me realize that statistics do not +surpass my abilities, as I have sometimes thought.",1 +Over an argument.,0 +"I spent all weekend with a friend instead of studying for my +exams.",5 +"When I was in F4 I played a basket-ball match against another +school's team. One of their team members kicked a team-mate of +mine so I kicked him back and we had a fight with each other.",3 +When I had to dissect a live mouse at school.,0 +After an event in which I felt that I had acted unfairly.,2 +"At the dentist's, waiting for my turn to come.",6 +"During the Christmas holdidays I wanted to invite my brother, his +girlfriend and their child for dinner. When I said to my +brother's girlfriend that I would like them to come at my place +for dinner, she refused and never mentioned it again as if I +had never asked her.",3 +"This happened a year when I was having a hard time, I got +admission to do research despite obstacles in the procedure of admission.",1 +"Having been unjustly punished, I feel disgust towards the person +responsible.",0 +"Not helping parents enough at home and at the farm - this has +happened many times.",5 +"When males in my family try to assign house duties exclusively +with referance to sex.",3 +"I had thrown with the ashtray a still lighted cigarette in the +plastic wastepaper basket. It had burnt out and my landlords made +me a row that I might had set their flat on fire.",5 +Someone talking about me at my back.,3 +When I feigned sick leave from work.,5 +"When my mother's new husband treated her and my brothers and +sisters badly.",0 +Saw a classmate knocked down by a motorcycle.,6 +Not doing well in an examn.,2 +"China can not even give you good sound systems for an open +lecture.",4 +"The mother of a person with whom we had been sharing a housing +accused me of trying to rip her off over payment of bills in the +house. ",3 +"When I was accused of having refused to do some hostel work while +I was at school. Actually I had not been allocated any work.",3 +"When I was ten I got shut in the school with a friend. I had to +jump out of a window and cross a beam 10 metres high.",6 +"I and my friends got acquainted with a guy from Sofia who turned +out to be gay, but we found that out only after 2 or 3 days.",0 +"In the University we were convoked to a stroll like a freshman I +was still innocent about the manipulation. On seeing the goal of +the exaltation to poor character people, I felt anger on feeling +myself mass of maneuver.",3 +"Remembering (at the time I did not feel guilt) in recent yrs. how +angry I would get when I was babysitting my new brother and he +would not stop crying. I did not do anything harmful or shocking. +But I feel guilty for treating him the way I did especially +since I adore him now. That's why I spoil him now.",5 +"When I flew out to my mother and made rude remarks because I felt +so tense (studied too hard for an examination).",5 +My girlfriend gave me the mitten (left me).,4 +"When I heard that a good friend, who had been abroad for a long +time, would come and see me.",1 +"I was then in the 10th standard and was going to my native place. + The last bus had already left and so I started walking, it soon +became quite dark. The road was a village road and was deserted, +I was not even sure if that was the right way. I finally reached +home at 10 P.M.",6 +I felt very happy when I won the football pools.,1 +"When the relationship with my first girlfriend broke up and I +realized it too late.",6 +"Accidentally dropped a friends camera flash, so that it was +broken.",5 +"In a warm bus full of people, someone vomited and the whole bus +stank.",0 +"When my sister lost her only son, who was sixteen years old. I +felt very bad about it as this was the first death in my family +and then I learned slowly to understand to life.",4 +"Watching an old lady running up the street to catch her bus and +miss it, it reminded me of my own mother and how dreadful it +would be to be her in the same situation.",4 +"Saw someone who picked up a cigarette from the floor and smoked +it.",0 +When I go out alone at night.,6 +"When I took my entrance exams successfully and also when I got my +school leaving certificate because the delivering ceremony was +extremely official.",1 +"During an argument with my brother, I behaved rather +intransigently, even cruelly, wishing to morally hurt the ""person"" +opposed to me.",5 +I do not study enough as I do not understand it properly.,5 +"In an exam when I answered the questions with very little +assurance due to insufficiet preparation.",5 +"While watching a movie, someone who was drunk started vomiting +helplessly.",0 +"My son lives in the country. I feel sadness when I see mothers +having walks with their children.",4 +When I see dead dogs on the road.,0 +"I promised a friend that I would return a book to it's owner for +him , but I forgot to do it.",2 +"I feel disgusted with toadies, hypocrites, chameleons.",0 +"My sister came back home and reproached me for not having tidied +up the house, although I had been working all morning and she had +done nothing.",3 +"After being told that an ex-boyfriend had been hurt by my wearing +something he had given me when I was with another guy. I was +unaware of my actions really, as I had not considered the fact +that he had given it to me, and might see me. I still respected +his opinions of me.",5 +"Last night I did not do very well in one of the subjects. Before +the result was announced I feared that I would fail. Finally I +got a D and as the results of the other subjects were not all +good I felt a little sad.",4 +"Our teacher had invited us to lunch and once at the canteen we +started introducing ourselves. Two of the boys showed a lot of +interest in knowing personal details and then they started +talking about some activities held in the college. I had little +interest in those activities so I talked to another student +sitting next to me as I was afraid that they would ask me +questions on those activities.",2 +"I wanted to finish a relationship after 3 months. Unfortunately +my friend had a different opinion. I could not answer his +feelings this made him unhappy, and me feel guilty.",5 +"I was drawn up a statement for an infringement of the traffic +ordinance. In fact I was innocent.",3 +"When I realized that I did not have the basic things needed by a +student like me.",4 +"Did well in an examn just before my father's birthday: the best +present I can give to my father.",1 +Once I saw some children hunting a cat to death.,3 +"When a man rang the doorbell and wanted to enter the house with +violence. I was alone at home that moment.",6 +"Always, and this happens often when I do not keep my word.",5 +I was alone at home on New Year's Eve.,4 +"The first time I went away with my boyfriend and lied about where +we were staying.",5 +"When I found a letter addressed ""To Mum"" by my son, 6 months +later, he begged me not to sell his new shoes which he messed up +after wearing them for the first time.",2 +"During an argument an acquaintance accused me of having insulted +her parents by having had sex in their house which they +overheard.",2 +"During a demonstration I climbed up the closed central door of a +bus. When the bus stopped I had to go back to the same place, +afraid that the police would see me. ",6 +Hearing a strange noise in the biology building.,6 +"In Biarritz (the South of France) I met some English students +who, especially for me, went to Paris and gave me food, while I +didn't have any more money.",5 +"Last night I had a chat with a fellow student. I had known her +for about half a year, and for the first time we were speaking +""the same language""- meaning an inspiring discussion and +encounter.",1 +"Joy of giving birth, and of sharing that joy with my husband. +Moments of complete happiness and feelings of so much love.",1 +When I was accepted to study at this school I was very happy.,1 +"When I was in a bus on my way to the examination centre, a man +sitting opposite me kept looking at me continously. I did not know +what was wrong. When I reached the centre I started strolling around +as I still had a little time. Suddenly a man came and whispered ""You +have forgotten to zip up your trousers."" I was at a loss to say anything +and I felt very embarrassed. When I thought of the bus incident I felt +even more ashamed.",2 +When the morning newspaper has not arrived.,3 +"I met again a very good friend whom I had not seen for a long +time.",1 +"When I watched TV and saw a performance of ""Prince"" (a popidol). +Disgusting he'd better be a stallion.",0 +"I was watching TV with a friend. After the first film I wanted to +watch another film on the same channel. My friend switched over +to the other cannel without asking me what I wanted.",3 +"I was sitting for an exam in biochemistry, I was very excited +because it was a supplementary examination. I passed the exam +very well and was glad because I recovered my selfconfidence.",1 +Lecturers being unfair to me in reports.,0 +"When diving deep into the sea to reach the floor I felt +breathless. I was cautious but I doubted I should be able to come +to the surface and inhale.",6 +"In September 1984, I was forced to live with someone I did not +like. The first week we were at loggerheads and our conversation +was like a debate. The atmosphere was very bad. When he learnt +that I had got 95 marks in a test he told me "" A failure, You lost +5 marks."" I was very angry, not because my marks were lower +than his, but because I could not tolerate his pride. I did not +show my discontentment and carried on doing my work.",3 +"I was so sad when I heard that my Uncle had passed away. He was +the only man who was supporting my parents as well as myself.",4 +"Finding out that old and useless practitioners of retirement age +will go to your English lectures and they do not understand +English.",0 +"I thought that I could have avoided the above situation (the one +in fear) if I had concentrated more on my work, which I hate.",5 +"When my mother was seriously ill and had to be admitted to the +hospital.",6 +"I experienced fear when I was not prepared for the final year +degree exams.",6 +"It happened that my brother promised to give me money for school +and then he told me that he had failed to fulfil his promise a +day before school started. I became so angry for I thought my +future would be ruined.",3 +"When I saw a wino by some cans with Food Stamps and use the +change to buy wine.",0 +"I overturned in a canoe a few years back and I didn't know how to +swim. Although I had a life-jacket on I still panicked.",6 +"I hate the behaviour of my so called friends, they use bad +language, spit, boast and treat the youngsters badly.",0 +"I wasn't able to see my girlfriend on her birthday and because I +was late arriving home from uni, I didn't phone her as arranged +at a certain time (she rang in the meantime).",5 +A mother who shouts at her child for nothing.,0 +Seeing a film in which there were several bloody crimes.,0 +When someone in my family died.,4 +"I saw the gare of a prison. This gare and the building were in +deplorable condition and were full of rubbish.",0 +Pictures of Nazi extermination camps on a T.V program.,0 +"When I was accepted into the medical school. Medicine is a +profession that I have desired ever since my childhood.",1 +"Six months ago when I got acquaintanced with a person whom I +trusted infinitely and from whom I expected help and friendly +feelings. With him I found much in common - in our views and in +our fate.",1 +My roommate being unconsiderate.,3 +"Felt joy a few years ago when I was away on holiday. And sat very +close to my best friend looking straight into the eyes.",1 +"When I was in the army, a room mate of mine came back from +furlough and threatened another fellow with a knife.",6 +"While quarelling with a fellow worker of mine, I was vehement and +irritated and I told him what I thought of him in plain language. +I was ashamed of myself when I met him the next day.",2 +"A person ignored my advice, did not pay any attention to what was +saying. She acted as though I wasn't even there. We were doing +group work so everybody had the right to speak yet she just +ignored me. She made me feel insignificant.",3 +"I felt it when I saw our headmaster blushed ingratiating himself +with high ranking officials.",0 +"One night I was called and told that the father of a close friend +died. When I visited my friend at home and when attending the +funeral I felt very sad.",4 +"A shop in Downtown wouldn't accept my Visa Card - before December +last year.",3 +Falling over.,2 +I refused to lend my homework to a friend.,5 +"I was examined by a teacher I greatly respected. I was well +prepared on the subjects but he put some side-issues to me and I +couldn't answer.",2 +"After going through a glass door, I sustained a number of serious +cuts which were gaping open.",6 +"A friend came for dinner with me at home. His parents are +ordinary people. My mother, however, used the very expensive +porcelain dinner-service and the silver cutlery. I felt very +ashamed.",2 +"When I feel lonely, perhaps because I have to study a lot and I +am shut up in my appartment. Nothing happens in particular +because there is no time for anything else.",4 +"The thought that I'll never sit at the school desk again, caused +a deep grief at the end of my eleventh form.",4 +"I was angry about several drivers who showed an aggressive and +dangerous driving habit.",3 +"When the class leader read out the names of those chosen for the +English lecture and I was not on the list.",2 +The day I learnt that I had been admitted to the university.,1 +Insulted by disgusting people.,3 +I saw a report on T.V news on apartheid in South Africa. ,3 +"Two boys whom I know were telling me, in an indecent manner, how +they had teased a young and shy girl I know. They had despised +her conviction, scorned and touched her. I got very angry and +did not try to conceal it and gave it back to them.",3 +"On my birthday a friend came to see me unexpectedly and brought +me flowers. I usually do not see her very often.",1 +"When I realized that I could not communicate properly with my +closest friend.",4 +"Going to Cowell Hospital and finding out tediously that I had a +stress fracture. The anger came when the senile doctors found out +4 weeks later that I had 2 stress fractures in one foot and +should have had crutches. I was in distinct pain and barely could +walk to classes. They said it would be better in 2 weeks.",3 +"When I have suffered a terrible fit of eating, that frequently +occurs. Then I eat everything, I act like a glutton I eat big +amounts of food, sometimes even half a loaf.",2 +"When my father passed away in 1978. I was left alone with my +mother who was very sick so I had to go and live with my aunt, who +is very short tempered, till my mother was discharged from the +hospital.",4 +"A friend who was 22 years old, died of leukemia; I had not known +that he was so ill and therefore had not cared.",5 +When I first sat for an entrance examination.,6 +"When I could not find my 2 year old daughter. I ran and looked +for her everywhere and could not find her. (I finally found her, +she had gone to bed to sleep)",6 +"A friend of mine told other people that I was a slattern (because +of an occurence that had happened some time ago). When I heard +about that I was very angry.",3 +Before my final examination.,6 +"When a friend from whom I preferred to hide my private life +discovered that I had relations with a man.",2 +"I felt it on the same occasion when I felt sadness which finally +grew into anger.",3 +"When I am made to do things in which I see no sense and I waste +my time. Some time ago I had to participate in a sociological +investigation and then I got really angry.",3 +"A friend of mine was hospitalized after having been diagnosed as +having typhoid, he had to forgo his exams and also his ambition +of doing a dissertation at the M.A level. It was a very sad +event for me and I felt very sorry for him so I volunteered to +stay with him in the hospital.",4 +"When I dreamt that my family was in trouble and was facing many +difficulties.",6 +"This person I know lied about how much income his parents made +and received money through grants which he did not need. Another +person is barely making it, did not lie, and did not receive +enough money.",0 +"I sensed this feeling when I passed successfully the second tour +of a competition.",1 +"I felt guilty because of the pain I caused to a very close +friend. But over the feeling of guilt, my conviction of being +right dominated.",5 +"The final marks were to be given in the morning. I wanted to get +there late because I was very afraid. When I arrived there, +everybody was very happy and I had also passed. We had a +wonderful time all day long.",1 +My boyfriend returned after a long absence.,1 +"When I knew that they would not give me a transfer from one +university to another. I began to insult the educatioon +authorities and the government, I ended up at the door.",3 +"After several days delay in my girlfriend's menstration I was +very glad to see that the pregnancy test was negative.",1 +Forgetting a close friend's birthday.,5 +"I wore a dirty dress a certain day I was going to town I met an +old friend who made a comment about my dress so I felt ashamed.",2 +"I felt shame when I saw someone I knew and pretended not to see +her. Later she saw me and said hi.",2 +"There was a family fight in my house some time back. My uncle +had given me a watch as a present and I lost it. During the +fight he accused me of having sold the watch. I was disgusted at +his false accusations.",0 +My bed sheet (present of my parents) damaged by roommate.,3 +I forgot to lock the outside door at my Land Lady's place.,5 +A very drunk person.,0 +When a skunk invaded camp.,0 +"When I went to see the dead body of my uncle. This was a very +dramatic expreience as it was the first time that I entered a +mortuary.",4 +"When I am accused of something I have not done, I get unbelievably +angry.",3 +"I went to see the entrance examination results at university. I +rejoyced at my success.",1 +When my grandmother died. I had lived with her for ten years.,4 +"We got news that my (almost) 21 years old brother died while +visiting Europe of a cerebral hemorhage. It finally hit me an +hour after we saw his corpse in the coffin. It felt like a door +between himself and everything had closed and locked forever.",4 +"When I left after the examination to enter the University, and +even though I had studied the whole year I made a bad exam. ",3 +Being misunderstood by friends.,4 +My sister was afraid of her husband.,2 +"While preparing my master's thesis, I was scared that I would not +accomplish anything as the subject was rather difficult.",6 +Found my name on the list of attending the English lectures.,1 +I did badly in the mid term examination.,2 +"During a dance someone slashed my tires and dumped paint on my +car. I had four other friends with me that I drove and +furthermore it was raining.",3 +Once I answered my father rudely.,2 +"Finding out about the university does not have enough foreign +currency to buy the yournals in your reference list.",3 +"A girlfriend of mine behaves in a very childish way - she does +not like my going to see a friend who has been introduced to me +by this same friend of mine. I would like to be friends with +both of them, but she does not like this as she is possessive and +would like me to be close only to her.",0 +"I felt glad to live again when I went to a meeting about the +""Knowledge"". There are 4 techniques of meditation that connect +you with the essence of the human being.",1 +When I see rotten meat.,0 +"When I heard that I had got the best result in school and would +be definately selected to the university of Zambia.",1 +When an alcoholic stood dribbling over a food counter.,0 +"I have been afraid several times. What marked me was that I +almost didn't enter University.",6 +"I borrowed a friend's books and forgot I had them, she asked for +them back and I told her I didn't have them. I duly found and +returned them.",5 +"I felt anger of a friend when she met ""a date"" and become nervous +and pest as she always gets when she meets him.",3 +"I saw someone that I thought I knew repeatedly drunk. I do not +like to be around alcoholics.",0 +"When I got my results - I had passed the form III exams. I had +not expected to do so well.",1 +"I was angry at the Cafeteria when the cook scolded and said many +bad things about me without reason. He thought I was among the +girls who did him wrong.",3 +"I was in my room, I just heard that my Uncle had been caught in +somebody's house with somebody's wife. He had to appear in court. +I went to see what would happen to him.",2 +Getting the top price in the football pools.,1 +"The day I was told that I had passed my Malawi School leaving +Exams and I was selected to go to college.",1 +"Was picking up my father from work and on passing through the +Valley watched three prostitutes walk up and down waiting for +someone to pick them up. Clothing was disgusting.",0 +"At the age of 12 (or so) I stole from a Ranger's fruit tree an +apple. (And eventually was compelled to confess - Dostoersky +would like this).",5 +"Disgust is a feeling that I have never experienced with peoplie +but , on the other hand, it has been with repulsive animals, i;e +snakes on T.V.",0 +"A good friend deceived me. Because of that little quarrel our +relationship finished, mainly because she was not honest. I was +very angry about that.",3 +"When I received the acceptance letter from UNZA. I had just +come home from work when my kind sister handed me an enveloppe +which I opened and was overcome with joy.",1 +"When reading a newspaper story of a man who had committed +incestuous acts on his two-year old child - the thought that +anyone could do such a thing is abhorrent to me.",0 +"A similar feeling I felt quite recently while travelling in a +taxi. The driver treated me roughly and dishonestly - he chose +the longest route, he overdrawed almost one lev more and he tried +to be intimate with me.",0 +"When I learned that several people had died in the street due to +the cold weather.",3 +"My parents were having a typical family argument. I came in and +saw the scene and became angry.",3 +"Waking up from a bad dream in a dark night with noone else +around.",6 +"When I passed the whole weekend with my boyfriend, coming back +home on Sunday afternoon he met my parents for the first time.",1 +In the dark an unreal figure formed by a shadow.,6 +"When one has been unjust, stupid towards someone else. ",2 +"When I won a position on the track-team for the trans-tasman +games when I was eleven.",1 +"The same event described under ""shame"".",5 +Lying to my grandparents about visiting my boyfriend in Chico.,2 +When I knew the feelings of a beloved person.,1 +"I was on a visit to friends who have a baby. The baby was crying +in another room, but soon it became quieter and it seemed that it +would fall asleep. I went into the room where the baby was lying +- and it started crying again. +",5 +"I was the compere at a party and all my efforts to get the show +rolling were thwarted by the immobile, non co-operative guests. +I felt frustation - bordering on anger.",3 +Someone attacked me with a knife.,6 +"When my daughter began staying away from classes - at the age of +nine only.",3 +"Carried out a vandalistic act on some windows at an old army +location.",5 +"After a jogging session I had severe abdominal cramps and this +lead to my wanting to empty my bladder. My friends gathered +around me and two of them had to help me to the toilet. I was +ashamed at having to go to the toilet in the presence of my +friends.",2 +"It happens sometimes in connection with certain persons with whom +I have frequent relationships but nothing special.",5 +After the fact that made me ashamed I felt sadness.,4 +Once I did not have enough money to pay for a coffee.,2 +"When an event took place in another's life and which I thought I +could have avoided.",5 +"While watching the movie called ""Deer hunter"" on TV, when it +showed how prisoners were treated.",0 +Getting back my Psych 140 midterm.,6 +"When I was reprimanded by the manager of the hotel where I +worked during Autumn 1984.",6 +"I wrote an assignment and was given less marks than a friend with +whom I had previously discussed the assignment.",3 +Bought something bad from the shop and they refused to change it.,3 +"In a school parting we agreed to go to a restaurant. +We met at school and we separated us in several cars. My car +broke and we arrived late. All those who already had arrived +stand up and applauded us when we entered two hours late. +All the restaurant attention was turned on us.",2 +"Some boys told me your nickname is ""Little Girl Doctor"", I did +not tell them off and laughed with them.",5 +I didn't offer my seat to a pregnant woman in the bus.,2 +"Once a week I work as a volunteer in a biologic garden. this work +in the garden and the contact with other volunteers filled me +with joy. They also gave me support after I failed passing my +driver's test.",1 +"I had promised to do a task for someone that was close to me, and +from the outset I knew it was important that I do it, but when it +came to it, I let them down.",5 +"Receiving notification that I had made a successful application +to the Speech Therapy course at Uni, gave me a very good feelig +of achievment and joy.",1 +"I told a lie about someone to someone else and they found out +and questioned me about it.",2 +I was angry when somebody stole my half petticoat.,3 +I lost my self-control and raised my voice at a child.,5 +"When biking and I felt very bad (problems with heart and +respiration).",6 +"Some time ago a girl tried to make me up without any action of my +part. She used all possible means. Although I behaved refusingly +she did not give up for a longer time.",0 +"I was all of the sudden sad when I heard that my cousin who +usually paid school fees had passed away after a very short +illness.",4 +"When I gave water to the plants of a friend. Then one plant fell +over, and a little statue broke. I, of course, had to tell him +everything.",2 +"I was once chatting with friends. Then some boys came and joined +us. These boys took all my 3 friends away and I was left alone in +shame without knowing where to go from there.",2 +"My sister was impolite to my father when the family was having +lunch together at a restaurant. She thought that our parents had +been prejudiced against her, this was an extreme thought.",4 +"I felt guilty because I had not accomplished a thing as well as I +had wanted to.",5 +"Someone asked me to do something and I made up an excuse and said +no. I then went and didn't the same thing with someone else and +hoped the first person never found out.",5 +"[ If one has planned to do something ""important"" and then, for +some reason, fails to do it.]",5 +Quarreling with classmates.,3 +"I was working in a classmate's house with a group. A girl began +to graze her foot against mine under the table.",0 +"When I realised that I was forgiven by the God who is there, when +I realised how much God loves me and that my acceptance with him +is not based on my performance - that he loves me unconditionally +and showed that love in Christ who died because I do need +forgiveness.",1 +"I had been telling lies and people discovered instantly that I +was telling lies. I felt very shameful and I felt like +disappearing from people.",2 +"I felt guilty when I spent a night at my boyfriend's place, +particularly because I had been harsh and spiteful when I had +left home. The reason was that I feared a possible discussion on +the subject and I wanted to leave defiantly.",5 +I felt guilty when I couldn't help a person.,5 +"We had to move to a very different city because the company where +my father worked also moved to that place. It was very difficult +for me to make new friends than.",3 +"When I went to a disco with a friend I started behaving badly +embarrassing him without reason.",2 +"It made me very sad to hear that some construction company was +going to build houses on the beautiful hills by my house.",4 +Good dinner on the National Day.,1 +"I was in my village when a bull jumped over a fence and started +chasing my friends and me. We were very frightened till we +climbed up a tree.",6 +Being sexually assulted on a bus.,0 +First time going out with a boy and other people laughed at us.,2 +I saw a lot of starving people in a T.V news report.,4 +The time that I had to put my dog to sleep.,5 +"In a fight with my girlfriend in a luncheonette where everybody +stared at me in such a way that I had to leave it.",2 +"When I see people with burns I feel sad, actually I can not even +express my feelings as I think that they must suffer a lot.",4 +My sister bkoke her leg.,4 +"I had made an appointment with a girl to go to the movies, but +actually I had no mind when we arrived at the cinema, it was a +full house. I then went back and she went to the movie alone.",5 +I overreacted towards my mother and felt ashamed afterwards.,2 +"When a person whom I loved and admired a lot died. I felt empty, +lonely, helpless, without support, not knowing what to do.",4 +"I was a prefect at secondary school. On the sports day I told +others that I would take down the names of the people who +misbehaved and after some time I sat down for a brief rest. +Suddenly the head prefect came and scolded me in front of others. + I was very angry as there were other prefects sitting and he +picked on me. I thought that a brief rest was not serious +enough to be blamed.",3 +"I ran over my dog with a bicycle when I was carrying him tied to +the handle bar.",5 +"I was very startled when, at night at 2.00 am, a boy approached +me and yelled ""I fuck you"", then however he stopped and laughed at +me.",6 +"The negative feelings towards me displayed by my +""parents-in-law"".",5 +"A friend was unpunctual, we wanted to prepare ourselves for an +examination.",3 +"One day in class, the professor asked me a question concerning something +he had been explaining. He was very close to me (beside me) and I +had no idea what to answer.",2 +"Too many people in TV room, I was not able to get a seat to watch +TV.",3 +Talking to a close friend.,1 +When my grandmother died - having to see my mother weep.,4 +"When I heard that there is teasing and bulling at Secondary +School.",6 +When I was presumed to have stolen maize from the school garden.,0 +I said something especially stupid which I did not mean at all.,2 +"When I discovered that the house we had hired in Tonga was full +of cockroaches.",0 +"When I was concentrating on my work, my friend disturbed me +continously. I asked him to stop but in vain.",3 +"I worked together with another student on a computer-assignment. +She didn't do her best and didn't prepare herself for it. She +expected me to explain it to her.",3 +"After a short stay in Marocco we missed the ferry-boat back to +Spain and we had to look for an accomodation. By chance we met a +man who offered to take us to a camping site. While I was sitting in his +car I was terribly afraid because I had heard of people being +robbed in Marocco.",6 +"When in the end of a semester I got the approval in a matter that +I judged very difficult.",1 +"Eating too much I felt guilty afterwards because I knew I +shouldn't have overeaten as I'm putting on too much weight.",5 +"I got angry with a stranger in a train who behaved impertinently +and immorally",3 +When I fell in love.,1 +"I thought of myself as being clumsy when I made love for the +first time with a girl.",2 +"This was when I saw, for the first time, a naked woman +(prostitute) run away from a house after having been discovered +by the guardian.",0 +After having failed my driving test.,2 +"When I saw my younger sister being bothered by a boy she did not +know.",3 +"When, for example, I was in my eleventh school year and I learned +I had been classed for the Bulgarian Language and Literature +National Olympiad.",1 +"I wanted to go to a friend of mine who had a party; at the moment +I wanted to leave, my father said I couldn't go because he needed +me for some work in the afternoon.",3 +"My got my mathematics test's marks and could not believe that it +was true. In the past I would have at least 80% marks. Was I +getting weaker at studies ? This made me feel that I should not +expect too much from going to the university.",4 +"We were at school, in the room for audiovisual classes. We were +watching a film, and just behind me two classmates were bothering +me with their mocking and shoves. I reacted angrily (I suppose) +by hitting one of them.",3 +"Having suffered a not very pretty sight, I reacted by uttering +some very cruel and sharp words.",5 +"On the TV news I heard that Nicaragua had complained about the +increasing threat of war with the USA.",3 +"When I was caught sneaking back into the house at night after +having gone to a disco without permission.",5 +When I met my girlfriend - I had not counted on that.,1 +When I quarrelled with a very close friend of mine.,4 +"I received an unexpected letter from a friend I had met a short +time before. He sent me a poem and wished me good luck. I felt +very happy because I had great esteem for that person.",1 +"The day that the results of the college entrance examinations for +the S. Paulo University were published and I didn't find my name +on the list. Entering this University was my greatest wish, and +the fact of not having succeded caused a great frustration, and +not only sadness.",4 +"After a serie of facts that occurred between a colleague and me I +started to feel a certain necessity to get apart and I didn't want +to see her anymore.",0 +"I had an appointment with a colleague of mine to give her my +lecture notes. I couldn't go and I didn't send them, and so the +girl missed a day for the preparation of her term exams.",5 +When my boy-friend left me and I wanted to persuade him to stay.,2 +The stories about the way my grandmother treated my mother.,3 +"My friend had written a letter to me, the contents of which I +misunderstood and I wrote back a very harsh letter to her. On +realizing the blunder I had made, I felt like hiding my face in +the sand.",5 +"Once as a child I dreamed of a fire. Since that time I hadn't +wanted to sleep in that bed and had feared the night darkness +(and so it is now).",6 +"When I saw a film in which the man suffered from an illness and +his skin came peeling off.",0 +"Losing close people and animals. So far, I've felt most when +losing our dog in a traffic accident.",4 +"As in sadness (A), relating to this slaghter of fur-seals.",3 +"I happened to have met one of my teachers in town during working +hours. The badness was I didn't ask for permission to go out and +I was guilty-conscious.",5 +"I had to leave my girlfriend for 4 weeks because of my studies. +This happens frequently. The last 24 hours before my departure +are always very depressing.",4 +My best friend suddenly acting strange towards me.,0 +"In autumn I had to move to another lodging. My landlords, quite +intelligent people, warned me I had to move in the nearest +future. But I had difficulties in moving my luggage because I +couldn't wait for a car to come. How amazed I was to hear them +threatening me they would throw our my things. And at that my +luggage was well packed and did not stand in their way. I was +quite disappointed and disgusted.",0 +A conflict with a pupil.,3 +When I learnt that I had been accepted at the medical school.,1 +"My elder brother and I have not always had a good relationship +and I feel ashamed of myself as I do not call him to talk to him +nowadays.",2 +"I was disgusted to discover that my girlfriend of few weeks was +already fooling around with another guy. I was disappointed as +the guy was a rogue and I respected my girlfriend.",0 +When I was subjected to a very nasty joke by a group of friends.,3 +I stopped working (had a boring job).,1 +"Despite our good performance and excellent results the management +refused to meet our demands.",3 +"When I did something wrong in the past and denied having done it +when asked about it later.",5 +"My friend promised to take me out for a movie but he didn't turn +up.",0 +Once I promised to do something but I didn't do it.,5 +A too eager approach by a dirty drunken person in a bus.,0 +A recurrent lovesickness.,1 +"When I first saw the state of a cafeteria in the grounds of the +university. Due to students own lack of concern for the +environment in which they eat and drink. Rubbish and spilled tea +and coffee left everywhere.",0 +"One of my very good friends came to me for advice as her +boyfriend had been hitting her and beating her quite harmfully.",0 +When I had to leave home to go to some other place to study.,4 +"When I realized that I was pregnant. I thought about what my +relatives and friends would think about me and I felt a lot of +self pity.",2 +"I experienced shame when I failed to keep a promise to meet my +friend at the bus depot. He later came and asked me why I had not +turned up.",2 +"When I drove partially across the country with my father. We +stopped in a few towns and stayed overnight in motels. The joy I +got was from the feedom I felt and the real beauty of the +country.",1 +"After being away on a holiday for 2 months, a friend, who lived +interstate, had remembered when I'd get back and phoned to +welcome me home on the night of my arrival.",1 +"The behaviour of a colleague of mine, which doesn't correspond to +my norms of behaviour.",0 +When I got through the first day here at the department.,1 +"When I took the first year university exams and made a lot of +mistakes in the P110 exam. I was afraid of failing and thus +being unable to go to the school of medicine.",6 +"Begining the week-end with my girlfriend : cozyness, beer and +wine.",1 +"When I had to go to reconciliation before converting to +Catholicism but then once received - o.k.",5 +"When my mother looked in my drawer (where I keep my personal +things) and she found some porno photos that I have kept from +more than a week, and split it.",2 +"My sister once stole my mother's money and made her very angry. +After this my mother would beat her up for unreasonable reasons. +One day my sister lent her book to a friend without telling my +mother about it. When my mother learnt this she beat her up and +even threatened her with a pair of scissors. ",3 +"I was selected to come here (University, College) when I was least +expecting it.",1 +"A classmate told me I must have bribed the class leader to let me +go to your English lecture.",3 +"Lately I've felt guilty because I'm folling behind in my classes +and not studying much.",5 +The birth of my daughter.,1 +Soiled my short trousers with faeces.,2 +"When an acquaintance of mine told me about the way his parents +treated their sons in an unequal manner. The most successful of +them got continuous encouragement, and the youngest was not +encouraged and was rejected.",0 +"One night, walking along a park, I began to think that some +roughnecks would appear suddenly with knives and things like +that.",6 +"Being mistreated by my former primary school teacher, Mr Zalu.",0 +"I was asked to stop studying economics, a field which interested +me, by my employers.",3 +"I am usually angry at myself. This happens often. For instace +when I want to pet without falling in love and it soon proves +that I have fallen in love with him.",3 +"When my close friend was involved in an accident and passed away +instantly. He had gone to buy a new car and had asked me to +wait at his home so that I could see his new car.",4 +When I got my B.Sc degree with first class.,1 +My mother's death.,4 +"I was disgusted when I was told to dress a big rotten stinky +wound which, coming closer, made me feel like vomitting.",0 +Exchange of points of view with my sister on a family matter.,3 +My best friend was not chosen for the English lectures.,2 +"As a child (i.e. 5-7) hiking in reasonably rugged bush and +becoming lost for a duration of 5-7 hours.",6 +"When I failed my Primary school leaving Examinations. I never +thought I would fail. When I heard I had failed I really felt +ashamed of myself.",2 +"When I was 20 years old, I fell severely ill and was bed-ridden for +6 months. I felt very scared for my health and my studies.",6 +"The emotion came when a certain boy opened my locker without my +knowledge.",3 +"For the above: guilt at not living up to my own moral +expectation, guilt for not being the type of person my patents +wanted, guilt for just about bloody everything, just realising +that I have failed drastically in my own eyes.",5 +"The situation in which I felt happiest in my life was when +I was with the person I love for the first time.",1 +When I had to walk home in the dark for the first time. ,6 +"A friend of mine had sex with someone of a different race on a +Winnebago trip down to USC in front of everyone (all my friends +embarrassed my sorority house name).",0 +My first kiss.,1 +"When a friend carelessly broke and object in my parent's house +and did not apologize, or pay, or anything.",3 +"When I saw a dead body in the mortuary I became afraid and I was +filled with fear.",6 +"Someone stole my ski at Vitosha and of course I was the one to be +blamed. I left them without supervision.",3 +"During the Christmas holidays, I met some of my old friends, +after not having seen them for six months.",1 +Bus conductor insulted me for not buying a ticket (I forgot).,3 +"When an argument with a friend of mine over our behaviour towards +another friend turned into a quarrel. I lost my temper and nearly +knocked him out.",3 +"I was walking to my car at night and thought that I was being +followed.",6 +"The last time I had to phone the Registry, after having called +them so many times in the last few days.",2 +"On one occasion whilst engaging in horseplay with my girlfriend, +I caused her to be physically harmed.",2 +"I had been very weary all week - no letters, no phonecalls, no +visitors and then my younger sister came with some cheese, a card +and some pocket money for me; and she told me that she was +working now.",1 +"When a person is privileged in account of situations that are +unjust, and disloyal to colleagues and friends.",3 +"When a friend of mine got drunk and started to blame and scorn my +other friends and me.",0 +"Taking part in the mobbing of some girls in my class in primary +school.",2 +"When I red a report in the magazine VESA about an Iranian telling +what she had lived in the prisons in Iran. I felt disgust about +that people.",0 +"When I realized that I was not working hard enough and was not +being useful as an individual to the society or the family, guilt +at spending money on uncalled for activities - in short wasting +my life.",5 +I was very sad at hearing that my grandfather had passed away.,4 +"At age 10 my foster grandmother died, I had a fear of dying.",6 +"This was the worst incident of my hostel life. I was insulted by +a close friend of mine on the eve of the New year and it totally +spoiled my New year's night.",3 +Confession to my parents about my involvement in a moped theft.,2 +Saw on TV China winning the gold medals.,1 +When I was not accepted as a student in finance and accounting.,4 +"I had told my boyfriend that I did not want to go on with our +relationship. I knew that I was important to him but I wanted to +be free. I saw that this was difficult for him but I remained +firm and did not change my mind.",5 +A girl I do not like kept coming to me and talking to me.,0 +Some days ago I had a slight car accident through my fault.,5 +"A person I was attracted to walked me home in the rain and got +sick.",5 +"When I was a child, I was always afraid of my father. Just when +he looked at me, I felt frightened.",6 +We had to finish the life of our 8 year-old dog.,4 +"During a ski tour with a friend, we two had drunk too much. When +we went down the slope on ski, I lost my friend who had lost his +way. I thought that something must have happened to him (he +finally arrived but after a very long time).",5 +The discovery that one has only thought of oneself.,2 +"I had a quarrel with my fiancT. When he admitted his fault, +everything was allright. It was then for the first time that he +surprised me with coffee and cake and a bunch of flowers.",1 +"Feeling inadequate in a group situation, being unable to convey +my own thoughts and feelings.",2 +"My little cat which I had raised all by myself, hanged itself when +playing in the garden.",4 +"Four weeks ago I felt very much touched to find an asciatic +patient who had asked the very morning to be tapped of the fluid, +dying in the evening. I was really disgusted because this was the +Medical staff's negligence. Had the Clinical officers done +something that very morning he might have been alive today.",0 +I offended my mother.,5 +"I quarrelled with my younger sister because I had said something +against her boyfriend. Consequently she looked through me when +she saw me as she thought that I was trying to separate them. +She had misunderstood me.",4 +"I walked in on a teenage patient of mine (I work in a hospital) +as he was going through my office drawers and he had removed +money from my purse.",3 +"This situation happened when my friend me with a knife which I +stole from him.",5 +"I went to a party with my boyfriend who got so drunk and started +vomiting. It was so disgusting.",0 +"When I am dishonest to a friend to whom I am very close. I +feel guilty because I know that he gives a different version of +the truth and I have not corrected these mistakes, and he is +aware that I know that they are wrong.",5 +"Riding home from school after completing two midterms in two +days, and feeling I did well on them.",1 +"When I was walking on the street, I slipped on the dung of a dog. +I did not fall down, but I felt disgusted by the bad smell on my +sole.",0 +"When my daughter gave her solo dance performance in Poona and +there was a big applause, I was overjoyed.",1 +"I felt it when I came home after the examination session and I +said I had not passed my last exam.",5 +"I had to wash my grandmother because she did not get to the +bathroom on time.",0 +"My fiancee and I were at my parent's place watching TV. There +were only two TV-chairs and we were sitting on them when my +drunken brother came in and rudely chased my fiancee off the +chair she was sitting on.",3 +"When we rearranged furniture in our flat and got stuck in a +chair.",3 +"A friend of mine uses butter instead of oil when he is cooking. I +am always angry about that, because it is an unnecessary luxury. +Recently we both were cooking and he wanted to use butter again. +When I had already put the oil into the pan, he poured it out +again and put the butter into the pan.",3 +When a person whom I do not want to see is continously present.,2 +"I passed my MCE Examination. at first I was worried but when I +heard my name I had joy in my heart and I arranged for a trip to +attend a wedding ceremony.",1 +"When I heard about the treatment of a friend in jail. Really +inhuman. I never realised that such things also happen in the +Netherlands.",0 +"I got into a tight pair of trousers and examined myself in the +mirror. My back looked unpresentable and I felt ashamed at my +wanting to wear those clothes that day. I quickly changed into +another dress.",2 +"I had promised to send something to a friend and it completely +slipped my mind. I felt guilty for having forgotten.",5 +Unrealisation of the desired profession (aviator).,4 +Insulted by classmate in public.,2 +"My parents do not like my friend and told me not to go out with +him.",4 +"The girl I was seeing didn't want to have a serious relationship. +",4 +I made a comment that at the moment didn't fit.,2 +"My fear appeared in the form of jealousy. I was afraid that my +girl-friend had fallen in love with another man, I was afraid to +lose her.",6 +"My superior at the summer job swindled customers as much as he +could, and once put me in a difficult situation after which I +could not but detest him.",0 +"When I was on holiday with my former boyfriend, he hit me and +behaved in a very evil and ugly manner in front of the hotel +personnel.",2 +"A friend of mine has not very much money. Therefore, once I +stayed with him and his girlfriend, I bought some meat, but nobody +wanted to go and prepare it for dinner. My friend said ""I thought +you wanted to invite us for dinner"". ""Of course"", I said, but I +thought by myself that it must have been enough that I had bought +it.",2 +"When people would tell me that my ex-girlfriend was playing +around on me.",3 +"When the brother-in-law of a girlfriend of mine found us in a +bedroom with clothes and panties spread all over the place.",2 +"I did badly in one of the vital exams, despite getting proper +guidance from my parents. I felt guilty of improper use of the +chances provided to me. ",5 +"When my mother and father were on an excursion in Chechoslovakia +and I was at a student camp and I heard over the radio about the +events that were taking place there.",4 +"One day my room-mate started imitating me, doing what I had done +a few hours back. I got very angry and started beating him up.",3 +"I was going around with a foreigner's wife and my entire family +got to know about it, this was just when I had become a +Christian.",2 +When my elder brother died.,4 +"I had promised myself that I would do one good deed every day. +One night I saw a beggar whose muscles had been atrophyed. I +walked passed him thinking that he was feigning. Later I +realized that he had not been pretending and I had a feeling of +guilt as I had not kept my promise.",5 +Had a nice letter from my close friend.,1 +"Once I had to clean a lavatory which was obstructed. It was in a +friend's country house and there was nobody there to help me.",0 +"To have a friend who I didn't see for months, and under the +circumstances that I met him made me feel happy, and perhaps +because it has been one of the good things that I learned with +this friend.",1 +"My first girlfriend. I had the feeling that she was going out +with me only because of my defect.",2 +When someone tried to bewitch me and my friends at night.,6 +"My third grade teacher caught me cheating on a spelling test. I +couldn't spell Australia and she said in a loud voice something +like ""We don't have cheaters in my class"".",2 +"An incident occurred to me when I was going home with my +girlfriend. On the way, a man named Banda grabbed my girlfriend +in my presence. I was really angry with him and as a result I +threw stones at him and he ran away.",3 +Sleeping through crew practice one Monday morning.,5 +"Once our school class went skiing. On a steep slope a boy +standing behind me lost his balance, fell down and drew me with +him. I slided down the whole slope. At about 1 m distance from a +tree I could stop.",6 +When I learnt that I had been admitted to the university.,1 +"When I reproached my friend because I was myself low-spirited and +disappointed.",5 +"I had this feeling when I met a girl, not that she was dirty but +she was to ""fresh"", dump and childish.",0 +"When I saw my father coming out of the bathroom. He thought that +he was alone at home and came out without his clothes.",2 +The birth of my first child.,1 +"A friend's boy-friend treated her very badly, let her serve him, +provoked her and just utilized her.",0 +"I had gone to aa bookshop to buy some books. Somehow, I got very +cross with the security guard checking through what I had bought. + I lost my temper and screamed at him. Later I felt very ashamed +at myself as a lot of people I know were there.",2 +"When I did bad on a chamistry midterm which I could have done +well.",4 +"My best friend had failed Exams. She had to leave and so we got +separated.",4 +"Last year I passed the B.A exams in Psychology in which I stood first +in my class. Thus I got the first prize from the college. I was +most happy to tell all this to my parents and friends.",1 +When I was walking around all alone at night.,6 +"An uncle of mine who just retired, having worked hard all his +life, got a cerebral hemorrhage.",4 +"The mother of a friend of mine passed by me and saw me sitting +on a boy's lap. I tried to greet her but could not help +blushing.",2 +"After a footballmatch I went home by car, a friend drove. I did +not realize that he was drunk until we were in the car. He was +madly racing. Several times we were in dangerous situations and I +told him to be cautious, but he did not care.",6 +"When I had to prepare and read a paper to my fellow students but +I didn't cope with the task.",2 +When I passed and qualified for the university.,1 +"I had obviously done the work badly but my class-mates of the +student's association did not blame me, they helped me do the +work.",2 +"When I had not been accepted to a college which I dreamed of +going to. I felt that I had let myself and my parents down.",2 +"On a trip to Santander we wanted to stop at a curve because a +friend was sick, and the car skidded of the gravel.",6 +Did not do what I promised to do for a friend.,5 +When I refused to fetch water for my aunty while she was busy.,2 +"My sister said I am not a stable person, and I think she is +right.",2 +Success in university entrance examination.,1 +"When my girlfriend told me that she was no longer interested in +me.",0 +When I met an elephant in the bush.,6 +"I had arranged with a friend to go with him to Carinthia by car. +We had arranged a place where to meet. I was a bit late and my +friend had left already. I had no money to go by train. I nearly +started to cry because I was so angry - it was very important for +me to go to Carinthia.",3 +"When my room-mates were watching video-tapes and prevented me +from watching the news. The first feeling I had was that I was +being treated unfairly and then came the feeling of anger.",3 +"I was very sad when I got the XIIth standard results, when I got +low marks as compared to my friend and I could not get admission +to courses like medicine.",4 +"On the way home one Friday night in the heavy rain the car +acquaplanned. I lost contact with the road surface for a few +seconds.",6 +"I had gone camping with my old classmates and there was a storm. +We were in a flurry but at that time I felt the love and concern +of my friends.",1 +"I had a dream about my fiancTe leaving me and making an end to +our relation.",6 +My friend was badly hurt.,4 +"I saw a program on T.V where they had to saw a skull for an +operation.",0 +"I feel shame every time I think of very dear friends of mine +abroad who were family to me for a year, and now 2 years later, I +have attempted, but have not actually gone through with +corresponding with them, to express my feelings and gratitude.",2 +"When I fell in love with ""X"". Overnight I felt confidence, self-esteem, +responsible and worthwhile.",1 +"When I made the winning goal during a very important football +game.",1 +"When you told everyone in the last lecture you will do all +lectures again in English and everybody can come (not only +English classes)",1 +"When as a child I stole, from a friend of mine, the ring she had +got in an easter egg.",5 +"After hearing about the death of my grandfather. First I could +not believe it, but later I wept and felt the situation was +hopeless. I felt lonely and wanted to be consolated.",4 +"I was on my surf ski. Rather large waves to strong current +separated me from my ski and we both began to drift slowly +(actually rather quickly) away to sea. The direction I was +drifting in was taking me straight over a reef on which rather +large sharks were constantly being caught. (I was alone with no +one to help me).",6 +"When I discovered my mother had been having an affair with my +father's best friend, and then ran away with him without even +speaking to me about what she was doing letting me come home from +school simply to find her gone. I was filled with disgust and +contempt.",0 +When I was admitted to the University.,1 +When they tried to rob me.,6 +"On New Year's Eve I went in a disco with friends. I amused myself +and got to know many other people.",1 +"I was in the Korean War. We were attacked with mortars, me and +companion. We stopped the jeep and ran for cover. Fortunately +neither of us was hit but we both came close to being killed.",6 +"Because I was lazy and unthoughtful I did not get into contact +with a very close friend when she shifted from the Gold Coast to +Brisbane, for a month, despite her efforts to contact me. I felt +shamed when I finally confronted her again.",2 +When my child was born.,1 +"When I failed to secure employment after my form 5 in Lusaka despite +my excellent certificate.",0 +"When I didn't notify someone that he was summoned by a headmaster +and as a result he ended being on a heavy punishment.",5 +"I felt disgust with alcohol in general when a close friend of +mine got so drunk that he didn't realize what he was doing and it +was quite shameful.",0 +"When I was making music together with my friend. It sounded very +good and we were very satisfied.",1 +"Once I arrived two hours late to my work place (a bank) and I was +still feeling feeble and tired.",2 +"When I told my boy-friend, who loved me very much, that I wanted +to put an end to our relationship. a long time before I told him +that and also a long time after that I felt guilty, because I had +hurt him so much.",5 +"My father had been alone for a long time because my mother and +sister were on holiday. I had not seen him for a long time and +when I finally called him I realized that he had been very sad +about that.",5 +"While playing a ball game, I made a mistake and we lost the game.",5 +"I was walking through a thick forest and there was a big snake at +a distance of about four metres.",6 +When my dog died.,4 +"I felt guilty when I mislead a person into thinking he was a +close friend when that person was more of a casual acquaintance.",5 +"The breaking up of a relationship. We decided that the +relationship could not carry on, so it was no surprise to me. +And anyhow, I had known it would happen sooner or later.",4 +When I fought with my friends.,5 +"While I was away for the weekend some friends went into my room +and played my very expensive stereo without asking me or my +roommate.",3 +"Failure to complete medical course as a result of failing fourth +year twice.",5 +"I was with a girl one night and then did not call her again, +although she had asked me to do so.",5 +"Realizing that a friend had been talked into signing a certain +contract.",3 +"I saw a septic, smelling wound.",0 +"When my brother had to spend all evening repairing a gear-lever +that I had broken.",5 +"I lived in a flat with a couple. The woman was so jealous of me, +that she sometimes had crying fits. Eventually her husband could +not stand that any more and wanted to kill me.",6 +"My father gave me money for school fees and I didn't pay school +fees instead I spent it on beer and did not tell him about this.",6 +"I had experienced odd moments one time when a patient came into +the Ward in which I was working. The patient was badly burnt in +the right side of her body. I was very nervous at the sight.",0 +"About two years ago my girlfriend suggested that we separate. +This really gave me a shock as I had never thought that she would +say such things. The reason she gave me was that we were not +suited for each other.",4 +"Tutorial again ! A fearful feeling came to me when I sat on the +chair and looked at my fellow students all around. I was really +scared that they would ask me some questions or challenge the +ideas that I had presented.",6 +Introducing myself at a first tutorial this year at University.,6 +"Years ago, on my way to school by the forest path I came across +an exhibitionist.",6 +"In my 20s - and was going out to dinner to celebrate a friend's +birthday. Her (older - in 30s) cousin, really wanted me to get +drunk cos I'd visited their (cousin & wife) place quite a bit, +but had always been very careful - brought up to believe in +moderation in drink (but not guilt repression etc). I mixed +drinking with smoking (which I rarely did) and got drunk and had +to leave the table to get sick in the loo, and later went home +and was sick again; have never felt so awful in my life. And I +didn't want to face or tell my other flatmates, or family.",2 +"I had fear of my father (parents) when I first became pregnant. I +was afraid of delivery itself and whether I would give birth to a +stiiborn or a baby.",6 +"When my sister (really my niece) died of cancer at the age of 2 +yrs after I took her to the doctor at the age of 1 and he +diagnosed it.",4 +"I got into a bad fight in a bar and my friend received a bad cut +above his left eye while trying to separate us.",5 +Having a fight with a class mate.,3 +"When my brother who has been out of New Zealand for 10 years came +to visit with his wife which none of our family had previously +met.",1 +"I cried for 3 hours because I felt very miserable. Then I called +my boyfriend and he said lovely things to me. After this feeling +disappeared I felt ashamed.",2 +A friend of mine was shouting at me in a group of juniors.,2 +"That my brother and father are into alcohol, two men with +priviledge. Not using it positively.",2 +"I came across a woman in town who was very drunk. She was +swearing at everyone and carried on drinking even though she +could hardly stand.",0 +"One day when I came back home, I found my favourite dish broken. +I blamed the servant for it, later I found out that it was not +the servant but my daughter who had broken it.",2 +"At about nine p.m., I went home by bike on a dark cycle-track; +because of lack of time I had to take the short-cut.",6 +"When I woke up one morning and went to the kitchen I discovered +that our dog had diarrhoea. There were small ""piles"" all over +the floor and the smell was choking.",0 +"When anybody wants to make me feel guilty. For example: I should +do something for my mother, but things didn't go as she hoped. +Then she threatens: I'll do it myself.",3 +"At an unjust, or to be more precise, at a bureaucratic treatment +of one's personality.",3 +"When I found out my cousin had been killed. I was angry at the +world, and her murderer who was her ex-boyfriend. It was the worst +and most hateful day of my life.",3 +After masturbation.,5 +When a friend of mine visited me and my house was in a mess.,2 +"When I flew from Athens to Copenhagen after a holiday. The plane +was caught in a storm and it began to shake and I thouhght that +we were going to crash.",6 +"After my +2, when I did not get admission in B.E I felt disgusted.",0 +"I feel sadness when I only imagine that I could lose a close +person. Some time ago I lost a man whom aI greatly respected.",4 +A boy I had been admiring so much asked me to go out with him.,1 +"My teacher said that being university studets we did not have +any self-initiative or self-control.",2 +"I had gone to see one of our professors about a book, and I did not + attend the class she took a few minutes later. +",5 +"I had stolen a bottle of rum from a person who knows me well. He +threatened to call the police if I did not pay 500 Shillings.",3 +"Three weeks ago a friend of mine bid me good-bye before going +abroad. I felt happy for her as she was achieving something by +making the trip, but I also felt sad as I would not be seeing her +for a long time.",4 +"At a party I saw two persons having a fight. The aggressions and +the hate between these persons produced an unpleasant impression +on me.",0 +An unjust calumny concerning me.,3 +"After I had managed to fail my first year at University I was +scared as to what I was going to do with my future. I didn't want +a mundane 9-5 job and yet I didn't know if I could pay my way +through an unsubsidized year at university to settle down and +continue my studies.",6 +NO RESPONSE.,2 +"A gathering of a social sports club at which they proceeded to +show pornographic videos and then afterwards (when most people +had had quite a bit to drink) carried on in a very degrading, +unmoral manner - especially females exposing and flaunting +themselves with no shame or embarassment.",0 +"When I lost the notes of the lecturer I had borrowed from my +friend.",0 +I got to know about the death of a close friend.,4 +"One evening, in the tramway, I was afraid of two drunk men +molesting my girlfriend and me.",6 +"When someone I was close to became a paranoid schizophrenic and I +was unable to see this person because of the situation.",4 +When my dog died.,4 +My girlfriend sent me a letter with a shiny picture in it.,1 +"Quarreling with my father, when he made false assertions.",0 +Being aggressive against members of my family.,5 +"About the girl (22 years, married) I felt guilty of the +relationship.",5 +"I broke off with my partner as I wanted him as a friend and not +as a lover. He reacted very violently and I felt guilty as I +had made him so desperately unhappy.",5 +"A) A documentary in which baby fur seals were being +clubbed/spiked to death by Canadian seal-hunters. Brutally +graphic. +B) Description of a disfigured orphaned child in Hiroshima +calling for her mother.",4 +"I was once raped (one year ago) by a man who was a lot older than +me and whom I just met. Maybe it wasn't rape but the man wanted +more than I wanted to give him since there were other people in +vicinity.",0 +"I had always been first in my class and in the preliminary board +exams I scored the highest marks. Then the exams were +postponed and I neglected my studies as I was confident. However +when the final results came out I felt ashamed as I had scored +less than 60% marks and my rank in the class was fifth or sixth.",2 +"Recently my younger brother disappeared for two days without +leaving a trace. Usually he tells me when he wants to do +something like that, therefore I was afraid that something had +happened to him.",6 +"When I was accepted for further education, here at the +university.",1 +"I didn't give back in time some money that I had borrowed. My +friend relied on them.",5 +"I insulted a couple of good friends of mine and even tried to hit +them when I was drunk. The next day, I was ashamed of course.",2 +"I gave tutorial to a student and I found that he was lazy, he did +not pay attention to what I taught. He did some easy questions +wrong deliberately.",3 +"A few years ago my mother suffered from canccer and died within +two years. We had not finished our studies then and could not +bear our responsibilities as her children. My mother had tried +her best to take care of us but she lived in pain these two +years. Neither the doctor nor we could do anything for her as +cancer is incurable. I was very eager to replace her in +suffernig , even die instead of her.",4 +"While at school I had to write an essay for doing something wrong +that I didn't do. I wrote the essay about how I was mistreated and +got Saturday morning detention along with a few other kids, but +they didn't show up.",3 +"When I entered the dissection room for the first time and was +exposed to preserved dead human bodies.",6 +"I had got a bad cold. My father said I must be crazy to go by +motorbike at those temperatures. When I answered him that I did +not care about a cold, he said that if I did not care for +anything I could leave him (it was for the second time he said +something like that).",3 +"When my father's car got stolen from me. (A 1966 Ford Mustang - +very hard to replace).",5 +"When I went to visit a friend in the hospital. She had to undergo +an operation for rupture. I was glad to hear that the operation +succeeded and that she was relieved of her pain.",1 +"My boyfriend's mother, whom I had not met earlier, made an +unexpected visit. I was lying lazily on the bed, reading a +newspaper and my boyfriend was studying.",2 +"Unexpectedly I met some persons who I like very much. +Spontaneously they invited me and integrated me within their +group, although it was late in the evening.",1 +"When we were playing, I hurt my little sister, but towards my +mother I did not admit that it was my fault.",5 +"I could have passed the last exam of the public competition, but +I failed as I had not studied.",5 +"When a discussion resulted in an insult, which in my opinion, was +not justified.",3 +When I bought my car.,1 +My parents failed to visit me as they promised.,4 +"Somebody told her friend that she would hit me wherever we would +meet.",6 +"I had to meet a girlfriend to go out for a drink and she arrived +with her aunt, to whom I was introduced. Then the aunt left.",2 +"My best friend started moving out with my boyfriend. When I heard +this my heart sank because I didn't expect that my own good +friend could do such a thing, so I got angry.",3 +"When given responsibility to grade papers in elementary school, I +cheated a little and graded my own higher.",2 +"After an exhausting day I came home and wanted to take a bath to +relax. My father wanted to take a bath first and when he had +finished after an hour, there was no hot water left for me.",3 +"When a so-called friend let me down, when she promised to tell me +when a certain concert was occurring, and that she'd get me +tickets. I was really looking forward to it. She did nothing, +just told me out of the blue one day what a fantastic concert it +was going to be.",3 +"When I feel helpless after having tried to help someone without +any result.",4 +Not being able to hand in homework in time.,2 +"I was alone at home, in bed reading a womens' magazine in which +there were storiees of paranormal experiences. My leg was +itching and I stretched my hand to scratch and I felt another +strange hand. (later I realized that it was the corner of the +blanket)",6 +"When it was discovered that I had done the assignment at my work +place, this caused a lot of embarrassment for me.",5 +When I had to assume a position which I didn't expect.,6 +"Recently I saw a young girl fawning on a man. And what for - +money and things. I was ashamed to be a woman.",2 +"My girlfriend one day went out and promised to be back at 6.00 pm +however she first arrived at 10.00 pm, without a message (we had +to go out that evening).",3 +"When I ate my sister's food and then she found out that it was +me. I felt very ashamed but still refused to admit that it was +me.",2 +"At noon one Sunday I received a phone call telling me that my +mother had been knocked down by a car at the street crossing and +that her husband should go and see her. I could not believe this +as my father and my mother had gone out together to buy lunch +boxes. However I immediately ran to the scene of the accident.",6 +"I was overwhelmed with joy when I received the acceptance letter +to UNZA. This happened again when I passed all my first year +courses.",1 +"At about midnight I had to go by bike through Graz alone. On the +whole it was a distance of several kilometers. A car followed me +through the streets. Only when I went into a one-way street the +car disappeared. The rest of my way home I was very afraid.",6 +"Alone in the house (late 8pm) I heard noises. Sounded like someone +was trying to get in our back door.",6 +"Iqam chosen for your lecture and my best friend is not. Now he is +angry with me and I cannot help him.",4 +"I found a big, black spider near a bag of food.",0 +When my ex-boyfriend and I separated.,4 +"I am a school teacher. One of the classes does not obey me at all, +keeps on talking, does no work. One afternoon, everything went +wrong, and I got exceedingly angry.",3 +My brother caught a spider and let his frog eat it.,0 +"During a discussion I reacted very aggressively and so I made it +impossible to continue discussing.",5 +"I had a driver licence but I didn't drive for a long time, than I +started to drive again, and had to get into hard transit and +highways.",6 +"One time I set up my journey at night going to a certain bar. On +the way I met my friends and they told me that two people had +died because of heavy fighting. I proceeded on but with fear.",6 +"During a movie in which I saw the effect of white settlers in +Africa.",0 +"It was necessary to organise a competition in connection with a +celebration. Everyone was to be present at that event. It turned +out that there was no audience at all because everyone had +pretended to be very intelligent and no one had come. I got +furious.",3 +When I saw my family after a separation of one year.,1 +When I had drunk too much and nearly got an alcohol poisoning.,5 +"When my boyfriend last told me he loved me after I gave him an +impulsive kiss.",1 +"I felt very sad when I had to give up something that by right was +mine and although I didn't get it, a kind of suvenir that people +don't give you the right to have.",4 +When I felt lack of aid from close friends.,4 +"It was when I injured a friend accidentally with a stone. It made +a cut on the cheeks which resulted in suturing.",5 +"When I got permission to study at a place which was far away from my +home.",1 +"A boyfriend with whom I split up with came over to a friend's +house where I was visiting with a male friend. In a confrontation +in another room he tried to find out if I was aroused by my +friend by feeling my parts.",0 +"While studying chemistry with a friend we became angry with +eachother because we were both fed up.",3 +"When I succeeded in achieving a scholarship for which I had +strived hard during a period of financial, personal and physical +stress.",1 +"After hearing the news about the death of my sister, I felt very +sad.",4 +"At the funeral of a friend about 20 years old, who was killed in +a hit-and-run motorcycle accident.",4 +"I felt this situation when a certain woman from a close village +shouted at my mother because she didn't get what she wanted, she +wanted some salt to put in her relish.",0 +I failed an exam which I thought I would certainly pass.,2 +"I feel unbelievably happy about the relationship between my +boyfriend and me, it is a reoccurring feeling.",1 +"I didn't like my former fob and felt joy when I received a +telegram offering me a new one that I though better and for which +I had been waiting.",1 +"When I was at school, no one thought I could pass my MCE so at +the end of the year my name was announced on the radio that I had +passed. I was the happiest person.",1 +"I was so excited once that I told my classmate that she was old, +this hurt her and I felt guilty.",5 +"When I saw a male engineer one year and came back to find he was +now a female (I don't know it/them personally).",0 +"A shop-assistant behaved rather roughly with me though she hadn't +the slightest grounds for it.",3 +Finding out that I am not ill (not seriously).,1 +Not to have studied enough when exams were near.,5 +"When the car I was driving skidded on an icy road and landed in +a ditch with one side against a rock.",6 +"My grandmother was about to die, and it had the effect that at +night, after having read a book, and once in bed, in perfect +darkness, the fear arose that I too may suddenly die.",6 +"Did not pick up a water mellon skin, someone slipped on it.",5 +"A few months a close relative of mine died. I had never expected +this to happen and was sad for a few months.",4 +"Our only elder sister got married and started having pains in her +abdomen and she was told that she could not have children. To our +suprise she had a baby 2 months back.",1 +"I think that the only time I really felt shame was when I was +very young and I had to defecate on the street. I was very +worried in case someone should see me.",2 +Quarrel in the family.,3 +When I told my girlfriend a joke openly and frankly.,1 +"One day I went for a bath. I took off my clothes and as soon as I +had finished my brother came in. I felt sad and I found no reason +why he came in.",2 +"I was accused of having drunk a bottle of liquor and then +refilling with water.",3 +"I had written a ""love-letter"" to a class-mate of mine, this was +meant to be a joke. Unfortunately it fell in the wrong hands +and I had to face the consequences.",2 +"About the car (sadness) I felt anger the way I acted after +negotiating it.",3 +Caught cheating on a diet.,2 +"My father stayed abroad for one year. He does not like to write +letters because he makes ortographic mistakes. I never had a good +relation to him. He wrote me a letter in which he said that he +loved me.",1 +"A friend of mine was telling jokes which I felt to be very +disgusting, especially because I was eating.",0 +"On Reberbahn, I was in a ""restaurant"" where drinks were +overpriced. I did not ask for the prices beforehand, and when +the bill came I could not pay the bill.",5 +"One day I did not feel very well and I wanted to talk to +somebody. A friend invited me for dinner and I was very glad.",1 +"When I was a child, one day while playing, I fell up to my waist +in mud.",0 +"When I did not concentrate on my studies despite my mother's help +and cooperation.",5 +If a guy one is not interested in makes advances.,0 +"After watching the 49ers lose game after game, year after year, I +was finally rewarded with a Super Bowl victory which made me +extremely happy.",1 +When I considered writing a load of crap for this emotion.,2 +When one's studies seem hopelessly difficult and uninteresting. ,4 +"I got a very nasty electrical shock when I was tampering with +some electrical applainces. +",6 +"When I dined with my new friends, one of them kept reminding us +that he was superior.",0 +"I get angry when someone imputes on me things I never can do, +naturally negative. Servility, ""connections"", impudence, traits +that get me mad.",3 +"I felt disgusted when I was not given money for lunch at school +by my father as a punishment for beating my little brother.",0 +"I feel sad when I see things done against men and nothing could +stop it - at least I think so.",4 +"I studied medicine for several semesters and at that time I +developed a great fear of examinations. I was most afraid of my +examination of anatomy. While other students were examined, I was +dissecting. I was able to hear everything and was waiting with +fear until it was my turn.",6 +"Fear when fulfilling my obligations on my first night fatigue +duty as a soldier.",6 +"I feared that I was pregnant. It was not planned and I would +have been compelled to have an abortion, which I would not have +liked at all. Fortunately, after a week's anxiety, I got to know +that I was not pregnant.",6 +"I was physically assaulted and sexually abused about a year ago. +Just the feeling that I might not get away intact, or even alive, +produced fear.",6 +Not being able to help my friend to study English.,5 +"Two-timing - going out with person other than guy I was in +relationship with.",5 +In a hurry to get to lectures and the car would not start.,3 +When someone chased me from his house.,3 +"When I saw a friend of mine, whom I had not seen for a long time +and I had lost his address and telephone number.",1 +When I was scolded by my dad for bad behaviour.,5 +"Yesterday when I received a B on a history midterm. I felt +overjoyed after having received C's previously.",1 +"When I was admitted to a Language school. On the day when I was +informed by a message and my parents congratulated me.",1 +"At using other people, because of sexual experience that was +using another to the detriment of both. Anxiety that I may have +affected another for the worst.",2 +I passed an exam that I was absolutely certain that I had failed.,1 +After an argument with a friend of mine.,5 +Got ill.,6 +"I found a cockroach crushed between two folders in my bedroom, I +called my mother.",0 +"Felt ashamed when in a group conversation and could not +understand words or comprehend the topic of discussion.",2 +"Decided at the last minute not to do something that I said I +would do with a person.",5 +"When a pick-pocket robbed me of my money (K20) while I was +buying bathing soap.",3 +When I was locked out of my room by my room-mate's friend.,3 +"I received a letter and a Christmas present from a person I had +not seen for two years.",1 +"Last year when I worked during the Summer holidays and studied +at the same time for an examination I had to repeat; my boyfriend +went to Greece for a holiday for a month.",4 +When I felt alone and without love.,4 +When a person that I like very much got near to me.,1 +"In 1960, I was going to a school which was near my village and I +met a lion on the way, which disappeared suddenly.",6 +When I had to finish those big amounts of homework in time.,0 +"My friend had been telling me about a certain bird which when it +cries at night it's the sign that someone will die. So one night I +was alone in the house and I heard the cry of the bird and I was +afraid.",6 +"A couple of years ago during the summer holiday, I was fishing at +a lake with my husband. Suddenly it started raining while the +sun was still shining. I experienced a feeling of joy, happiness +and fulfillment. the whole nature was full of music.",1 +Punished by a leader.,3 +"When I saw the movie ""Poltergist"".",6 +Parents finding out I smoked.,2 +When I was accepted as a student.,1 +"I had not punched a ticket in the bus because I had a card. But +when the ticket-collector came it turned out that I had forgotten +it. The shame I felt was great though it was not done on purpose.",2 +Made a wonderful driend who understands me.,1 +When out of work.,4 +"At school a classmate who was a very good pupil had to help +another boy who performed less well. He told him on purpose the +wrong things so that he had to repeat a year.",0 +My old teacher in primary school died.,4 +"This is difficult, since I don't remember feeling disgust towards +anyone.",0 +Not doing something I had promised.,5 +When I felt being treated unjustly by a teacher.,3 +Not applicable to myself.,5 +"During my holidays I had a boyfriend who turned away from me +outwardly. Therefore I danced with another man and raised certain +hopes in him. After a while I had to explain to him the +circumstances",5 +When my behaviour was immoral - thinking about sex.,5 +"When a friend, after being free of drugs for half a year, started +using them again. +",4 +Being threatened by another person.,6 +"When I learned that my dad had cancer. I knew he was going to the +hospital for some tests. My mom told me when she picked me up one +weekend from CAL to take me home.",4 +The high school entrance exam.,1 +"During my Highschool time I was chairman of the student's +comitee. In this function I once had to make a speech to a large +audience and I was very nervous. After three sentences I forgot +my text.",2 +"When my parents behave very ""witty"" towards me, they make insipid +jokes about which they laugh. Or my mother who treats me like a +little child.",0 +"When I encountered not only with my father's lack of +understanding but also with his unwillingness to understand me as +a parent, as far as things for which I (not he) have proves to be +right are concerned.",3 +Disappointment over a friend.,6 +"When I see how people around me pass by certain unjustice because +of indifference or cowardice.",3 +"My classmate used her personal relations to get a seat for a +subject that I wanted also. I had taken the pains to help him +apply and I did not get selected. I did not like this as he had +not told me the facts earlier, he need not have lied to me.",3 +"When my co-resident opened the bathroom door while I was bathing +inside.",2 +"A friend of mine that is abroad undertook recently an axam to +enter on University in Dallas, and was approved.",1 +Grovelling people.,0 +"When I beat up my brother in order to control him and make him +obey my parents orders.",0 +"I call my mother at least once a week. However last week I +completely forgot. This morning she called me, she thought I felt +ill.",5 +I fell off a bike in the presence of a lot of people.,2 +"I separated with the one I liked most. She refused all my dates +and told me that she had dated another one. My heart seemed to +cease beating. I was silent for some time and then I whispered +goodbye and left without turning back.",4 +"On my birthday, an old friend of mine sent me a card. I had not +met him for a year and I was very glad that he had thought of me.",1 +"Having failed to help with the 5th of March arrangements (Women's +Day), although I had previously promised to take part in the +work.",5 +"The computer at school had left out my name along with four +others and I had no rights for one year. So I was happy to find +my name on the medical schhol list.",1 +Bulgaria won a football match against France.,1 +"After taking a difficult midterm for one of my classes, I felt +shame for not studying as much as I should have. I was ashamed of +the results of the midterm.",2 +A typical family argument.,3 +Obscene phone call where the person knew my name.,6 +"At the beginning of the year I moved to a new city - I felt sad +as I had to leave many friends and family members behind.",4 +"I was angry when someone stole a magazine which I had borrowed +from another friend and locked it in a drawer.",3 +"When people manipulate others through appearing better than what +they really are.",0 +"Two years ago I saw a film on the TV. Even now it makes me +afraid.",6 +"I felt joy when I heard my name being called on the radio as one +of the students who had passed the interview of Nursing and was +selected to start Nursing.",1 +"I once was accused of falling in love with someone's girlfriend +which was not true because the girl was just a friend of mine.",3 +"I had gone home for a week-end and when I came back I found that +my clothes and my bedding had been stolen.",3 +When I passed the first examination that I had to repeat.,1 +Deception from a person I loved very much.,0 +"After failing a second attempt at Med 4, following a number of +difficult personal circumstances.",2 +"I was with a group of people and everybody told me to do or say +something. It was a confusing, strong and traumatic situation +for me.",2 +"When bicycling along, a courier van started to tail me very close +- I sped up and moved over and he just did the same. I reacted +violently, much physical responding in the dangerous situation.",3 +I was not chosen for the All English class.,4 +"We always made a lot of noise during a certain lecture. This may +have been because we did not respect the lecturer. Finaly, the +lecturer could not tolerate it and he scolded us angrily and +pointed out our misbehaviour.",5 +"When I saw that I had passed an exam. It was the last chance and +there was a lot at stake.",1 +I reachad home to find that my baby had not been bathed and fed.,3 +"I experienced joy at a friend's 22nd birthday party. We had good +food, good liquid, good company, good music, and an overall warm +atmosphere. The birthday girl and I communicate incredibly well. +I felt very content, warm and inspired just talking with her +giving her a neck massage.",1 +"When a person whom I had invited did not come on the appointed +day and time.",3 +"Found out that my grandmother might have been misdiagnosed as a +psychiatric patient because the doctor did not know about +neurologism.",4 +"Telling friends about how my parents had been treating my +brothers and sisters unfairly.",2 +When I was dismissed from a job after having been accused of theft.,2 +"Once when I complained I caused a great discussion between my +parents.",5 +"When I failed an exam last Summer. I had worked very hard for it +and I was very disappointed thinking that it was hopeless to +continue at college. I did overreact.",4 +"One evening a friend of mine was telling a fearful story, nobody +took it seriously but I got frightened.",6 +"Some time ago a close relative of mine got off cheap with the +worst.",1 +"When I received a message that my brother was seriously ill and +was in hospital.",4 +When my dog was stolen.,4 +"After one year of searching, my friend and I have found a flat we +are able to pay for.",1 +"My father was very angry with me, and I locked me up in the +shower. Then my father knocked his fist through the door, I was +scared to death.",6 +When I passed my B.A exams.,1 +"I was talking to a friend and he said something which was very +funny.",1 +I received a letter from a distant friend.,1 +"My mother was stuck by an apoplectic fit, was hemi-paralyzed and +suffered an aphasia.",4 +"I was ashamed when I got the lowest result (mark) in class. All +the same I didn't worry too much because I knew I would have got +much better if I had read enough.",2 +A terrible fight that I provoked with my friend.,6 +Succeeding in helping others.,1 +"During an argument between friends, one of them accused me of +taking advantage of some other friends who usually come to the +university in my car, saying that I ask them too much money for +the petrol.",3 +"When I realised that I had rejected a boy, who was fallen in love +with me, rather bluntly four times.",5 +"I am ashamed of the way my father behaves with my mother and +sister, and with me too.",2 +"When I realized that I was far behind the others in the language +course and I could no longer catch up with the others.",3 +"Deliberately provoked by someone close. Angered by the +deliberation not the provocation.",3 +"When my friend, as usual, forgot the tickets at home for a +performance. We missed it.",3 +"We were driving a car of a friend of mine when we turned in the +wrong direction towards an unknown district, and nearly drove +down a precipice.",6 +"I had been drinking with a pal and I later (1 o' clock) had a date +with my fiancee. We were going to a Spanish lesson and I was +afraid that she would smell that I had been drinking.",6 +"Because I am the Captain of a basketball team I usually organise +a roster system so that everyone in the team can have a turn at +doing either a duty or a ref. A lot of the time the girls can't +be bothered or just forget - I usually have to fill in.",3 +"After an exam I was in a very bad mood as I had done it very +badly. At home, my mother took so long to ask me how things had +gone that I lost my temper. I overreacted and made my mother cry. +She still prepared lunch for me and did not scold me . Suddenly, +I thought that it was my fault and I started crying. +",5 +"A man in a car was following me when I went running early one +morning in a fairly secluded area.",6 +[ Depressions.],4 +"When I miss the train and I am late, and I have to wait half an +hour for the next one.",3 +I went to visit friends and it was very companionable.,1 +"I live outside Graz - so I have to go by bus. One day I went home +from the bus stop alone. It was dark, I had to go through a +forest and there was a dark figure behind me. I was very +frightened.",6 +"Death of paternal grandmother to whom I was very close - died of +cancer.",4 +When I called my boyfriend he asked me if I would live with him.,1 +"When not fulfilling any of my obligations to a person whom I +respect.",2 +"I realised that someone was insidiously attempting to shit me off +I was disgusted with him for doing so, because I afforded him +with no excuse to do so.",0 +Heard some ghost-like noise at night.,6 +Seeing a pornographic movie in which animals were used.,0 +When I demand too much from my friends.,5 +"With the girl whom I may be loved truly. When she refused to come +with me to an occasion (she was from another town).",3 +For the first time in my life telling someone I loved them.,1 +"A friend of mine often had difficulties with her parents. Once +she had a child she had a better relationship with them.",1 +"When I misled a person: I said that I would do her a +favour and didn't.",5 +[ The day I have not worked (academic) hard enough.],5 +"When I went to a job interview, I met a person who was very nice, +and his attitude made me glad.",1 +"When I was working in Delhi, I had gone alone to see the hostel +where I would be residing.",6 +When excuses are necessary and I get out of doing it myself.,5 +"I was walking outside the union refec after rain when I tripped +and fell.",2 +"When I am discussing something with a person and I realize that +the other person is thinking over her own argumentations instead +of listening, I become angry.",3 +"Last night, I dreamt that things that looked like monsters were +trying to kiss me.",6 +My grandfather's funeral.,3 +"I had cared for a horse for 2 years. One day it was sold and I +cried for several days because I was so sad.",4 +"I work at a day care centre, and one day when the children were +outdoors a four-year old boy disappeared from the yard. I was +not looking after them then, but as the manager it was me who was +responsible.",6 +When I passed the driving test (on the second try).,1 +"I felt happy at the settlement of our marriage, even though we +are from different socio-linguistic backgrounds our parents +agreed to the wedding without any conflict or discussion. We had +thought that they would object to the wedding but it did not happen. ",1 +"A lonely, neurotic, shy girl lives nearby. She has expressed a +wish to meet me, I have however avoided her (turned down an +invitation) as the crisis my partner is going through uses up all +my empathy.",5 +"A group of youngsters dressed in fads talked foul language on a +bus. They also insulted the pedestrians on the road and were +impolite to the passengers of the bus.",0 +When my mother died in August 1978.,4 +"On the train a drunk person touched my baby and I reacted very +disapprovingly. I felt ashamed later as the person had not been +aggressive though he could have been.",2 +"I needed a recommendation for something. I decided that the best +person to get one from was a professor who I had never talked to +before. I felt a lot of fear going up after class to ask him to +recommend me considering he had never heard my name before. But I +did.",6 +"I called my little sister to make her pick up her toy from the +floor. When she still refused after I had asked her for the +fourth time, we began to quarrel. At last the whole family was +involved in this quarrel and trouble was brewing.",5 +A friend asked for help and I was not able to help.,5 +"Being in a Malaysian city with my girlfriend coming out of a +picture theatre - seeing her rush up to a taxi that a very old +sick man was trying to get to. Seeing her take over the taxi.",0 +A mishap suffered on misinterpreting a girl's proposition.,2 +"I felt so afraid when dad fell ill, he had never suffered from +that disease since and I had never seen him as he was.",6 +"When I did not get admission in M.Sc after my B.Sc, I felt really +bad. When I started my journey to Bombay, after having accepted +my uncle's offer to come to Bombay, I was afraid, wondering if I +would succeed or not. ",6 +I was made a very sharp remark at a rehearsal.,2 +[ A chat on the telephone with a friend.],1 +"During a meeting I said something wrong and the others laughed at +me.",2 +"Sitting alone in a quiet room, concetrating on things happening +around you. Thoughts come into my mind which make me afraid.",6 +When a friend of mine was beaten for what was my fault.,5 +When a thief broke into my house at night.,6 +"When at school I thought that I was going to get the best results +in mathematics, but it was someone else who got the prize.",0 +Someone borrowed my textbook and deliberately did not return it.,3 +"When I was very young, one day, I kicked my grandmother and +caused her an injury which took a long time to heal.",5 +When my colleague spat on my face after a quarrel.,3 +[ I have not felt this emotion.],5 +"During 7th grade our class mobbed a famale teacher so badly that +she had a breackdown and was hospitalized.",5 +"When I broke a tea saucer. I felt ashamed. This was during the +birthday of my girlfriend.",2 +Failed to keep an appointment.,5 +Saw a father beating up his small child.,4 +"A class-mate answered (accidentally) the call of nature in the +class during a tough mathematics examination.",0 +Saw a dirty street.,0 +[ When I acted against my mind or conscious.],2 +"My daughter was 2 yrs she went up to a colt tried to hit it. It +turned on her and kicked her over the heart, sent her flying +through the air. I left my mother and sister to deal to her as +they are nurses. I felt I didn't want to know if she was going to +die, it was just too much.",6 +Death of grandfather (unexpected).,4 +"Feeling unable to preserve one's ideas and ambitions as innocent +as they are when you are young.",4 +"On my birthday, my closest friends were here at Berkeley pithched +in a lot of money each and bought me ten records to replace some +of my records that were stolen. They threw a small surprise party +for me too.",1 +"It was in a tramway-carriage: A stranger insulted a girl just +because she blew her nose. I detested his behaviour.",0 +"I felt guilty of revealing a secret to my in-law. I told her that +my brother and I had gone to disconight which is a thing my +brother didn't want to let her know. Later my brother was accused +of spending a night out.",5 +"When someone I love told me that she did not love me anymore and +that she wanted all the snaps that she had given me in exchange +for the ones I had given her.",4 +"A person whom I thought to be honest took and spend the little +money that I had and I had no way of getting any money in the +few following months.",0 +A child beaten up by his mother.,4 +"When my relationship with my family is very poor I often fear +being excluded from the group, a fear which is stronger in +situations when an argument is on hand.",6 +"When I listened to a conversation of friends talking about the +power of money.",0 +The same as in SHAME.,0 +When I heard the news that my grandfather had died.,4 +"After moving out of my apt. I took all the furniture and dishes +and everything. It was mine but I took it all just to spite my +roomies. We had a few (a lot) of disagreements. I felt guilt for +moving out for the bad reasons.",5 +When I met an old schhol friend (school love).,1 +"This is an event I will never forget. I am considered a good +mimic. This particular day we were waiting for a professor +to take her class. This professor had a peculiar accent and a +very horrible way of lecturing and to top it all we had this +class at the fag end of the day. So this particular day I got +into my element and started imitating the professor, and the +professor entered the class right in the middle of it . I was +unaware of her presence, some of my friends tried to warn me but +it was of no avail as I was too engrossed in mimicing. Then I +suddenly noticed the silence and turned around to see her +entering the class. I do not know till today if she actually saw +what I had been doing or she had completely ignored it. Through +out that lecture I died of shame. All the more shameful was the +fact that she gave me a character certificate. ",2 +"When I meet old past pupils of mine - and find they are all doing +well - I feel joy. Yesterday I met a young woman (20 yrs) I'd +taught her at 6 yrs, then at 12 yrs and hadn't seen her for last +3-4 yrs; she was no longer a waitress but a meter maid for +Council.",1 +I saw a friend's husband with another woman.,0 +"My patient died of Anaemia while I was organising blood +transfusion for him, so I felt guilty, because I thought that may +be I was slow.",5 +"Guilt at having pressed another person to expose/explore his +personal weaknesses/faults, to the extent that the other person +was made to feel terrible/defensive.",5 +"I had too much homework and examinations and I did not know how +to organize my work.",3 +When I married my wife and took her home for the first time.,1 +"I was so sick that my relatives thought that I was bewitched. I +felt like dying.",6 +"When I passed my driving test, as it was the fifth time that I +had taken this test.",1 +"When I was accused by my brother of having stolen a 5 kwatcha +note from my mother's bag. I was beaten up for this, the money +was found later.",3 +When I passed my MSCE Exams and was selected to go to college.,1 +"There was a cat on the street. It had been run over and its head was +open. We passed beside it.",0 +"I felt guilt towards my mother when I went to live on rooms in +Nijmegen where I study.",5 +"I was disgusted at the existing red-tape in the government +offices. I accquired my passport three months after having applied for +it and I had to go back five times to them to correct a minor +error.",0 +"I am ashamed when I am not prepared in a subject and I have to +answer in the presence of the patients.",2 +"One day, at an important place I met a group of girls and while +we were waiting for a bus these girls started smoking and +commanded me to smoke; I felt very disgusted. ",0 +"Joy for me is when all my family gather around home for special +occasions as Christmas etc. It really gives me joy to see my +family and relatives and to observe natures productivity process +which have been going on for centuries.",1 +"When my father found me in bed with a girl, we were deep in actioon +when he entered the room.",2 +"I wrote a difficult Exam at one time while in my Secodary School. +When the results were announced on the radio, I came second out +of 80 students hence I felt joy.",1 +"My sister won a scholarship to Norway and it was particularly as +she walked across the tarmac to get on the plane and she looked +back at us.",4 +"I felt guilty of having suspected my room-mate of stealing the +money last term.",5 +"I felt guilty when I was found to be the chief leader of making +noise in class.",5 +"I worked for seven months in a factory, and made friends with a +fellow worker. Later, I visited my former fellow workers and was +told that, while in the army, my friend had shot himself.",4 +"I didn't do very well on a midterm and I'm disgusted with myself +because I was prepared and thought I did well.",0 +"At one time while at primary school I lost a pencil case of a +friend and I didn't mention it to her until after a fortnight.",5 +"One night, my boyfriend expressed his love for me in the canteen in +the presence of my friends by giving me a present.",1 +"I tried after months to begin talking to my boyfriend again. He +ignored me. I felt I had lowered my pride and became his +""doormat"".",2 +When I insulted an elderly person for no reason.,5 +"When I received the higher level exam results, I mistook the +grade E in mathematics for a grade F and I was shocked.",6 +"My roommate liked to listen to some meaningless songs which had +melody but had no content. We lived together so when he played +the recorder I was forced to listen to them. I could not tell +him that I did not like to listen to the songs, as I had no right +to disturb the freedom of others. So I would find a pretext to +leave the room and go somewhere else.",3 +"Anger at doctors for their treatment of me after giving birth. +They left part of placenta behind and I bled heavily for twelve +weeks - due to this, I felt weak and emotional, and they said I +needed psychiatric treatment and give me no support.",3 +"One of the greatest sadness was when my grandfather died, because +I loved him very much.",4 +When my chief accused me of an error that I hadn't made.,3 +"Whenever my father smokes the smell makes me feel very +uncomfortable. He never listens to my complaints and I curse him +furiously in my mind. I cannot solve this problem by violence +because of traditional moral values. ",3 +"In March I was busy studying during the night I could only sleep +two or three hours only for fear that I would be weeded and sent +back.",6 +"At school I was bad in mathematics. Although my teacher had +admonished me to do my homework, one day I had forgotten to do +it. When my teacher noticed it, I blushed and was ashamed to be +rebuked in front of the other pupils. +",2 +"When a friend of mine was drawn into a fight because of the +stupid gang he belonged to. I felt angry with him and his +friends. They could not think about anything sensible, but would +fool around without taking into consideration the feelings of +other persons. +",3 +"When my boyfriend sat up half the night playing computer games +with a friend.",3 +I made my boyfriend so unhappy and depressed that I feel guilty.,5 +"A class-mate urged me to carry out a particular protest along +with him, and when the time came this fellow drew back while I +had to face the situation.",3 +"Girl I was fond of did not initiate conversation as I expected in +tutorial.",4 +"On holidays - just driving along a road beautiful scenery. Just +with my boyfriend - not really talking but just feeling +overwhelmed.",1 +"When I started a relation with a girl, with whom I have fallen in +love already some time ago.",1 +"When my sister took something that belonged to me without my +permission.",3 +When I had to leave my mother and my sister after a week's visit.,4 +When my grandparents moved to another part of the town.,4 +"My mother suffers from a mental illness. One night she was not +feeling well and was sent to the hospital. I was scared that +she would die, and all night I was very sad and did not dare to +close my eyes.",4 +When my mother had a nervous illness.,6 +"This happened when I could not get into the school I had +initially wanted, and ended up doing something I had never +thought I would do.",0 +Being told that I have not got a personality.,3 +"In the begining of teenage, on the matters of sex - speaking +about sex.",5 +When I heard that I had passed the second year exams.,1 +"I was travelling in a bus from school going home for holiday. In +the bus unfortunately I stepped on a bag in which there were +delicate things.",5 +"I read about a murderer who brutalized his victims by cutting +open their stomaches and taking out their bowels.",0 +"I reached the bus stop and realized that I had forgotten my bus +pass.",3 +"Being a spokesman for the union, I got into a quarrel with a +colleague who had been acting disloyally over a sustained period +of time.",3 +"In Southern Tyrol, I was gathering apples, it was a fine day, I +was not thinking about anything, I felt an overwhelming joy.",1 +Seeing a pornographic film when looking for a place to live.,0 +When friends try to put me down or hurt me. ,3 +When the gear broke on my car.,4 +"My boyfriend breaking up with me about 7 months after I had an +abortion. Just the fact that he was ignoring me and continued to +do so.",3 +"[ When I break someone's things out of carelessness, or do something +to make others feel unhappy or hurt the self-esteem / self-confidence +of others, especially if they happen to be friends or family members.]",5 +"Classes were over and I wanted to go home. A friend of mine +asked me to wait for half an hour to take him back home. I said +no. ",5 +I feel anger when things don't come out as I wish.,3 +"I saw a neighbour, from the same appartment block as me, lying +on the road. He could have been injured or ill. I kept 20 +metres away and did not go to help him.",5 +Overhear people talking about me and saying that I am stupid.,3 +"When once my mother asked me to do some work for her at home +because she was busy and moreover this work was to be done by a +man. But it remained undone.",5 +"I work part-time as a shop-assistant and a customer spoke to me +very loudly about an Indian man & white woman with children - how +horrible that was and would I want to have little dark children.",0 +My class winning against another class in a football match.,1 +"The same situation as with sadness. I was afraid about what my +parents would further do to distroy my relationship.",6 +"Some days ago I had a car accident. It was quite slight but +through my fault. I felt strong shame because I had the spirits +of a good driver.",2 +"There was a cup final match between Limbe Leaf Wanderers and +Silver Strikers and someone promised to give me some money for +admission fee to watch this game. Unfortunately he did not give +me.",3 +"We had arranged a beach party with 20 people. There my father got +drunk I felt very ashamed.",2 +"[ On discovering the red-tapism and the bureaucratic, corrupt, +decadent, degenerated infrastucture of every public utility, +office and service; and the rampant corruption at every single +level of education and other institutions.]",3 +"I wanted to take something from under my bed. While doing this I +felt a dead bird laying under my bed.",0 +When I failed the grade 7 exams.,0 +"I had known the girl for a few months when I proposed to her and this +put an end to our friendship, as from then on we started +withdrawing from each other. I liked her very much.",5 +Getting very low marks in mathematics.,2 +Not handing in homework in time.,2 +When my friend let my personal matters be publicaly known.,2 +"A person (a male) told me that he liked me. He has a problem, he +is a homosexual.",2 +"[ I feel a sense of joy whenever I complete a piece of writing +which is part of my work. Intense reading also brings me joy. I +also feel happy when I reminiscent about them.]",1 +"A close friend of mine was leaving for graduate school out of +state. I had arranged to gather some people together the day +before he left to be with him and have a good time, but I didn't +pay as much attention to him as I should have.",5 +One of my best friends was hurt by a girl he loves.,4 +"When a very dirty class-mate farted in my presence. There was a +terrible smell.",0 +"They wanted me to pay for a ticket twice because they said that +the one I had was out of date.",3 +"A friend of mine is having psychiatric problems because of his +mother's death ages ago. He is really quiet and because it +relates back to his childhood I feel sadness for him. He doesn't +lead a normal life and it just seems unfair.",4 +"After I had given the wrong answer to my students they pointed +it out to me and I had to correct myself.",2 +"Prolonged ""niggling"" of friend on a single theme which I +considered of no consequence.",0 +"When my father a 4th/5th generation colonial (from Eng.) attacked +me verbally about my chosen partner. A man whom he discarded +because his colour skin was not white. His ultimate disgust +saddned me.",4 +"Someone didn't show up at a meeting in spite of having agreed to +come.",3 +"One day I felt dizzy during a lecture. When the lecturer asked +us as to who had heard the fairy tale - I was the only one who +put up his hand and this surprised the whole class.",2 +"My girlfriend and I agreed to go to the cinema. However I +completely forgot our appointment. I remembered it two hours +too late when I went to visit her.",5 +"I feel shy to show all my worth when I work for the first time +with a conductor or a producer unfamiliar to me.",2 +I was very happy when I got an attractive Summer job.,1 +"My father got a slight heart attack after a telephone call of +mine.",5 +"The day I received the key of my apartment and we could enter in +it, for my fiancT and I had bought it yet in plans, and it seemed +to us that this was almost impossible to happen.",1 +"During the summer I received grade cards from my TA's. I expected +a B no better in Computer Science. I looked at the card - I got an +A - I was ecstatic.",1 +When I am walking on the streets and see a gang of thugs.,6 +"One day I was chatting with children at home. Then I took a lump +of soap and gave to one of them pretending that it was a sweet. I +thought the child would realise that it was not. Unfortunately he +did not and he put it in his mouth.",5 +"During a lecture, a colleague who did not know anything about the +subject, got on my nerves asking silly questions.",3 +A friend of mine came to see me when he was quite drunk.,0 +"When I was refused a transfer from my school to another, simply +because it was far away from my house.",0 +"When I was informed that I had been accepted as a student of +Psychology.",1 +"I ""snapped"" very abruptly at my mother when she said something +silly and stupid, (in front of other people) she looked so +defenceless & hurt & told them that I'm always doing that.",5 +I confused a girl with another.,2 +"One night, after having decided to finish our relationship, I +took my girlfriend home. While driving back home, I felt that I +had not handled the whole thing very well.",5 +"When I was accused of having impregnated someone's daughter, it +was the girl's cousin who had done it. ",0 +"I was about to share lunch with my aunt's husband when she told +me that I would have to wait and eat with my cousins.",2 +Cannot recall the emotion with any force.,2 +"I could not meet my love, after having waited for a month, due to +illness.",4 +"Viewing the results of senseless vandalism to a local primary +school.",0 +At school - being whipped by the teacher in front of the class.,2 +I had a dream in which I was an African elephant.,6 +"The acts of brutal violence in generally disgusts me. Fights, +phisical aggrssion, etc.",0 +"I stayed for several weeks with a friend of mine before she moved +to live with her husband. One evening he came drunk and made an +awful scene, which I still remember.",0 +"When I was eight years old my father was run over by a car. When +I saw his body I was sad beyond words.",4 +"Christmas Eve: there was a tension between my parents, they did +not even try to restore a harmonic atmosphere. Mother stayed in +her room almost the whole day. I felt alone and was very sad.",4 +"I felt guilty when I was robbed of a friend's radio at Lilongwe +bus depot after promising that I would keep it safe.",5 +"A person walking his dog allowed it to defecate on the footpath +outside my house. Although it had happened before, this was the +first time I had witnessed it. All the skills I had learnt from +PY 263 were thrown out the window when his indifference to my +protestation was obvious to me.",3 +"I felt ashamed one day when my teacher shouted at me in the +presence of my boyfriend.",2 +"Without my permission, my son had made popcorn after coming back +from school. The consequences were a spoilt kettle and chaos in +the kitchen but what could have happened with the hot grease ?",3 +"Receiving understanding from within self of a subject I had +previously wished to understand better.",1 +Saw people spitting in public.,0 +When I won some coins in a small competion.,1 +"I was in a bus with my school material when I fell and sat on the +lap of another passenger.",2 +"I felt unfairly treated at an airport, being told to use a +different counter (for domestic traffic only).",3 +The physical appearance of a meal.,0 +"When a patient in the ward died (one who had been under my care). +I felt as if I didn't give the appropriate care to the patient.",5 +"I was happy when at difficult times I could find support in my +friend and my fiancT, I was happy because of their spiritual and +moral help which gave me new power to struggle. I was happy then, +I felt it in my soul.",1 +"[ When family mmembers or friends blame me for something I am not +responsible for. I feel very sad as it was not my fault.]",4 +"I felt sad when a friend of mine died and I felt that something +had irrevocably gone away from me.",4 +"A teacher gave me lower grades than I was entitled to, and was +hoping for.",0 +"I was disgusted by my paranoid attitude towards myself, my +homework at university and disgusted about my lack of retention. +Especially in learning another language.",0 +"The death of my guardian with whom I had stayed when I did my +grade six.",4 +"My mother told my uncle who is a Roman Catholic Priest +(Redemptist Father) that I had been living in a de-facto +relationship for three years. He was very, very angry at me.",2 +"I was carried away while talking about my visits abroad and I +tended to boast a little, till I realized that the listener was +amused.",2 +"When I am alone in a room with no contact with anyone - +loneliness drains me.",4 +"[ Any situation in everyday life has this emotional sense, in +class, in the street, at home, at the table..........]",1 +"When I thought that it was going to be impossible for me to start +studying (due to wrong information from the student advisor).",4 +My old friend visited me in the university.,1 +"During a football game I made an offence towards an acquaintance. +Later on this acquaintance also tackeled me and the game became +very rude.",6 +Someone messing up the room we share.,3 +"I ate very fattening food in front of my boyfriend who would like +me to lose weight. I am supposedly pursuing a modelling career +but first I must lose weight. I had been trying to diet.",2 +"The day I was told that I had been accepted as a student of +economics.",1 +"[ When I act thinking that I know everything and I then realize +that there were things I had not thought about, thus hurting +others.]",5 +Failing an examn.,2 +"Practicing wind-surf my body was caught under the sail. On trying +to get out my leg was caught in the lashing. I was afraid of +dying by asphixia.",6 +"I read a book about the situation in South-Africa, about the +terrible violations of human rights. I was disgusted with the +white population.",0 +"Making an unexpected talk with a professor in the canteen. This +made me shy.",2 +Because of the examination I had to study night and day.,0 +"When I was told that they had got tickets for me for a film +marathon I wanted to see.",1 +"I was at the corner shop, which I patronise regularly I had only +a $ 50 note and I purchased about $ 3 worth of goods that I +really needed - the keeper made sarcastic remarks to others about +people using him to cash notes.",3 +Finding out that a boy I do not like is in love with me.,6 +Spit and vomit.,0 +"I was in ILHA GRANDE with a wonderful sun, with wonderful people, +with a wonderful sea, with a wonderful boy.",1 +"I was travelling in the South of Brasil, near the end of the +year. I was well settled with 3 friends. At the evening of 31 M., +somebody, also with us, took from his purse pints of all colours, +and the 4 of us, and other friends, that were at the same beach, +painted each other and we went to the beach with champagne.",1 +"When I was a child: I had told my mother a lie and she found it +out.",2 +The death of a close friend.,4 +When I try to get closer at a person and she misinterpreted me.,4 +"I felt it when a girl who was dear to me lied to my face. I got +angry with the fact that she knew I didn't believe her but she +kept on telling lies.",3 +"When talking with my sister, she often ventilates prejudices, +which my father also adheres.",3 +When my flute-teacher was replaced by a new one.,4 +"My friend came to see me after she had stayed abroad. I waited at +the station.",1 +When my grandfather died.,4 +"I felt sadness when I notice that I'm not important for a +determinate person. We do many things for a friend, and we see +soon after, that he doesn't do anything for us, nor thinks of us.",4 +My friend had trouble and I was not able to help him.,5 +"My grandmother died over the summer. I knew her very well, she +baked great biscuits. She was in the hospital but expected to +improve and go home soon. She died in her sleep.",4 +"I told my friend about how I had calculated my salary by cheating a +little. When my friend remarked about it, I understood that it +was wrong to do so, and I felt ashamed.",2 +"One night,when I was in primary 5 or 6, I felt thirsty so I +fetched the thermos to pour a cup of water for myself. Then I +saw my brother lowering his head and I, jokingly, poured the +water on his head.",5 +"After joining my M.A in Social Sciences, I appeared for the first +semester exam. I failed one of the exams, and when I looked at +my results I felt disgusted and then I got angry.",0 +"When, after drinking a glass of water, I found a cockroach walking +out of the glass.",3 +"When the thing that made my friends and relatives sad happened to +them.",4 +When approached by a gang of youths in town at night.,6 +"I felt the emotion when I entered a certain ward in the hospital +to visit my relative who was sick.",0 +"My mother treated me unjustly as if I was a little child. I said +mean things. I was unable to defend myself adequately.",3 +"When Kanishka was blown up, I really felt disgusted at people +killing each other.",0 +"When I dropped a bottle in the state liquor store and everyboby +started laughing.",2 +"When I found out that my good friend and roommate did not pay the +phone bill and electric bill like he promised and let me down.",3 +When a friend died.,4 +"Sleeping with a girl on a Saturday night and then not contacting +her in later days.",2 +"I remember when I was a child of a storm that made me terribly +afraid. I thought that the house was coming down and that in the +next day I would be dead. Everybody was awake and I stayed all +night in bed without falling asleep.",6 +"When my mother entered surgery for a quadruple heart bypass. I +felt intense fear at the time she was actually wheeled away.",6 +"When I ""hated"" one of mmy flatmates who was nice to me.",5 +"When my younger sister, who was then 16 years old, was pregnant.",2 +My grandmother died.,4 +"One morning after breakfast I was still not satisfied. My nephew +(a small boy of 2) had not eaten his breakfast and just when I +was taking a bit of his share someone walked in.",2 +"I bumped my dad's car in a lamp post. He was not at home then, +neither was he home when I left for the campus. I did not tell +him about the accident and I will never tell him.",5 +Being alone in the room at night.,6 +"When I part with my friends I feel always sad for some time. I +can't remember a concrete example now. For example I have just +parted with a friend of mine and I am feeling sad.",4 +"I was supposed to meet my girlfriend at a pre-arranged place but +it took me an hour to find her.",3 +"My friend and I worked for the community centre by holding a booth. + One day my friend went off to another booth to play. This +meant that I was very busy and could not maintain order. His +behaviour disgusted me.",0 +"After studying a lot for my H.S.C exams, I could not make it to +the medical stream and I felt sad about this.",4 +Saw a dead rat on the street.,0 +My mother was ill and my father was not at home.,4 +"It was on 9th January 1983 when I received a message from home +telling me that my father passed away on the previous day with a +history of cancer of the oesophagus. This time I was doing my +third year of my Secondary School.",4 +"My boyfriend hinted over the phone about wanting to ""be free"". +He thus did not say it point blank, silence followed.",6 +"One night I did not come home without telling my parents and I +did not want to speak about it afterwards. My mother cried. I had +a bad conscience and felt guilty.",5 +"I did not attend a social studies observation class for 1 whole +week (I am a student trainee teacher). Anyway the other teachers +thought this was okay because the teacher I was supposed to +observe was not well liked. The teacher was in fact really nice +to me - but I wanted to get out of teaching a hard topic he had +given me.",5 +"I feel shame when sometimes, (unconsciously) I behave unethically +and without understanding the problems of the man I love.",2 +"When I could not attend the college picnic due to some +difficulties.",0 +When my grandfather died.,4 +"My 80 year old grandfather underwent three successive operations +during a single year. The third operation was risky and I was +scared that he would die and feared that my grandmother would be +very sad.",6 +On seeing a scene of an accident in a magazine.,0 +"My sister in law was about to have a child, and there were some +problems. They had to do a Caesarean. After a while, everything +was all right.",1 +"I found a human ""treasure"" that I desired and got immediately. I +didn't think about anything. When I touched him I imploded but I +am whole.",1 +That I would do bad in a class and not get into Bus school.,6 +"When my cousin passed away unexpectedly and tragically (a +murder).",4 +When my sister left home to go and live with her husband.,4 +"I was disgusted to find out that the water isn't filtered or +purified before it leaves Latimer Hall from the drains.",0 +"When I do or say something inappropriate which hurts people close +to me.",5 +"When I was told that I had not been successful in getting the job I +had been expecting. I was sure that I was sufficiently +qualified.",4 +"My sister borrowed some LP records for a party. She had left them +in the car on curatao. Due to the heat they were crooked, so I +couldn't play them again.",3 +"Went to a movie with a date, walked on the beach (in Alameda) +spent some time afterwards in her apt.",1 +When my grandmother died.,4 +When I got in jungle where there was a great number of snakes.,6 +"When my mum's brother passed away after having been involved in a +car accident. He was bringing me a present as I had passed my +form five exams with flying colours.",4 +"Like guilt - the most ashamed I have ever felt was when I began +to feel guilty about having sex with my boyfriend when it was +only ""the thing to do"", and not really an act of love.",2 +"I had to take care of my little brother. When I met a friend I +did not pay attention to him for a certain time and he was hurt +while he was playing.",5 +I had to change a baby's clothes for the first time.,0 +"One of these people who sell meat in town used a knife to stab +his friend and later carried on using the same knife to cut meat.",0 +Emotional reassurances by spouse.,1 +"Late one night I was pursued by gipsies who had no good +intentions.",6 +"At the death of my friend's father and especially as this +happened ten days before her wedding.",4 +"I feel disgust towards those who are responsible for the death of +others.",0 +"When my father was imprisoned for burning the house of his +younger brother.",4 +"I asked someone to bring some present to my father and found out +that he is not a reliable person. I was afraid if my father would +not get the presents he would be angry with me.",6 +In a party of friends I got completely drunk.,2 +"When I got the positive result of my examination to achieve the +Bachelor Degree in Plychology.",1 +"When I saw a fight I had a physical reaction of disgust and of +deep perturbation.",0 +"I was ashamed of being laughed at by my colleagues when I failed +to answer a question in the classroom.",2 +"When I met my boyfriend and we discovered that we shared the same +ideals and goals in life, and that we could share all our +feelings and thoughts and felt that the world's not so bad when +you have someone really close to share your life with.",1 +"When I broke up my relationship with my former girlfriend as she +would ask me irrelevant quetions about my past.",5 +"Found out that someone I knew well has been misunderstanding me +for 2 years.",2 +"My father had a heart attack when I was not at home (I was still +living with them). He recovered relatively well although he had +to retire (which implied relief from the stress of a small scale +enterprise).",4 +"When I was cycling past a parked car someone opened the door and +nearly pushed me off my bike and into the traffic.",6 +"I found a big black beetle in my coffee cup. It was alive big and +it was moving its limbs.",0 +"I went to the cinema with my friends, without telling my mother +about it as I had been to the cinema the day before also. When +she asked me where I had been, I lied.",5 +"It was some years ago when one evening some people came home and +told us my father was badly injured in an accident.",6 +"I felt afraid of losing somebody I love to another person because +I was an incomprehensive person and lots of time I fight with +this person.",6 +"When I was a teacher in an evening school, a girl raised a lot of +questions and expressed her opinions. She, very often, took a +stand which was different from mine and she thought that it +was better than mine. Her opinions were helpful academically, but +she did not take into consideration my position in public. Also +she seemed to be very talkative and so she disgusted me.",0 +When I got very drunk and really misbehaved at Christmas.,5 +"I felt fear when my friend and I broke into an abandoned military +base in Los Angeles this summer. I feared because I didn't want +to be caught.",6 +"I worked at a lawyer's office during Summer and I got a very +good reference from him.",1 +"My parents were out and I was the eldest at home. At midnight a +male stranger phoned us and spoke to me in a rough language. I +hung up and heard someone walking outside our door.",6 +"Once I spoke without thinking very much - it was quite a +nonsense.",2 +"An old woman was violently thrown down the stairs of the tube by +a group of louts.",3 +"[ Meeting some new (unpleasant) people or some new, demanding +situation.]",6 +"My sister and I were fighting as usual. She's older tham I am, +bigger built and stronger I couldn't win in a physical battle and +in a verbal battle I couldn't seem to get through to her to +really hurt her.",3 +"In a tram, the ticket seller was commanding, taking the role of a +leader, trying to emphasize her non-existent authority with undue +strictness towards a good-humoured drunk who could not find his +ticket at once.",3 +"I finished the relationship with my boyfriend, after having felt +myself very unhappy for a long time.",4 +Getting into this university.,1 +The possibility of having failed the examination.,6 +"When I left my boyfriend. I found another girl at his home but he +did nothing to relieve the situation.",4 +"I had to undergo an operation in Summer and so my family had to +stay at home during the holidays. I felt guilty, above all +because of my brothers.",5 +I was afraid before I went to the doctor's.,6 +"I came home from a party rather drunk. I said things I would +never have said normally. Next morning I was terribly ashamed +about what I had said.",2 +When I failed the grade seven exams.,2 +"I felt very happy when I heard I had passed the examination to +move up to the second year course.",1 +"Having my personal objects rearranged by someone else without my +consent and having it arranged to their taste. Then trying to +find a particular object they rearranged for an hour or more.",3 +"In a dam lake, when the water was let flow to water the plants +and I and two other boys were near the water pit. We rescued +ourselves only thanks to the flippers and the tyre that was with +us.",6 +"A friend asked to borrow my notes and I did not give them away +(my notes too badly written)",5 +"I was forced to go to a party with someone I didn't love and he +was telling people that I was his girlfriend.",0 +"I felt guilty one day when I stole a slice of bread in a +cafeteria.",5 +"I spoke to my mother on the phone. She had skin cancer and was +waiting to be operated. I forgot to ask her the date of the +operation and just before finishing our conversation she gave me +the date in passing. ",5 +"On days when I feel close to my partner and other friends. +When I feel at peace with myself and also experience a close +contact with people whom I regard greatly.",1 +When I heard that my nephew had passed away.,4 +My boat running into another boat.,1 +"My father accused my brother of having bumped his car, and it was +wrong.",3 +When I pass an examination which I did not think I did well.,1 +Not being accepted by classmates in university.,4 +"I'm allergic to most foods - eating something that I'm allergic +to caused guilt.",5 +A classmate damaged ma iron and tried to hide the damage.,3 +"When, for the first time I realized the meaning of death.",6 +When my brother died.,4 +"I felt sad after having had an argument with my boyfriend. I felt +that he did not understand me and that there was no point in +carrying on with the relationship.",4 +"I had decided to propose to the man I liked to make a trip +together. One day, during breakfast I told him my idea. I was +afraid of his not accepting it and that the idea would end up as +a failure.",6 +"One of my friends asked me to go shopping with her, another +friend of hers was also coming along. During the outing they +kept talking to each other and I felt left out, even when I tried +to talk to them they seemed not to listen to me and did not pay +me much attention.",3 +Being sexually assulted in public.,2 +"The period when I was pregnant and when I gave birth to my son. +I can say those were the happiest months in my life.",1 +"In a rather important exam, when they caught me red handed +copying.",6 +T.V features showing the violation of defenceless people.,0 +"When I was stopped by plain clothes policemen because the car I +was driving had overturned on the Avenue. I had been driving too +fast, and I was afraid when I was stopped, questionned and then +toild to go. The situation ended happily since there were no +consequences.",6 +"When I thought that my high school love and I had a mutual +emotion.",1 +"I felt ashamed of my body in spite of knowing that it is more or +less beautiful and also knowing that my boyfriend considers me +beautiful, but this was only in the beginning.",2 +"I feared that I would have to describe my sexual life to an +older, strange woman.",2 +I am sad because some relations to friends are not very good.,4 +"Boyfriend ""chatting up"" another girl.",3 +"At an anti-pornography meeting, when samples from films and +magazines were shown.",0 +"When I received the result slip of the higher level examination +(an university entrance exam) and saw that I had a very good +possibility of being accepted into the university, I felt very +excited.",1 +"I don't know why suddenly I thought that what I was feeling for +my boyfriend was not really love. After almost three years being +together, this matter of fact shaked me and I felt a great sorrow +that I can call sadness.",4 +"When I met my girlfriend again in another town after a long +separation.",1 +"I was almost caught in the girls hostel by the security men, I +would have been expelled from school had I been caught.",6 +"I came home one day and discovered that my sister had borrowed my +car and had gotten into an accident with it. My entire front +bumper was destroyed.",3 +Doing unexpectedly well in an examn.,1 +"I felt much anger when my fahter interferred in my relations with +another person whom I liked very much, ending something that I +adored.",3 +"When I saw hundreds of snakes twisting over one another in a +movie.",0 +"When I had to talk to some strangers, from whom I was expecting a +negative answer.",6 +Whenever I see a spider or a snake I feel disgusted.,0 +When my grandfather died.,4 +After an exam which I failed.,4 +"Once in primary five, I had forgotten to take a book to class and +the teacher punished me by asking me to stand at the back of the +class. I thought about the way my mother would react if she saw +me being punished. My mother was very good to me and though she +did not see me punished, I felt sorry for her.",2 +"I sensed a strong feeling of joy when in the plant, at my working +place, I got a message that I was admitted as full time student at +the Higher Agricultural Institute.",1 +When someone lies to me.,3 +A boy in my class talking too loud in the lecture.,2 +My parents did not let me go on holidays with my friends.,3 +"When my middle child became very difficult to handle after the +birth of his baby brother and I did not have any patience with +him.",5 +"I had a very horrible dream one night, I dreamt that I had fallen +off a very crowded train.",6 +"It was a week before the higher level results were announced. I +had tried and failed many times and this was the last time that +I was taking the exam. I knew that if i failed again I woulld +have to enter the society. I imagined things during this period +- I dreamt that I had entered university and it was a nice +experience. When I thought about the future, an unexplainable +fear rose in me. I feared being a worker and not having a bright +prospect, I also feared the criticism of my relatives as my +brother had gone to university. Whenevr I thought of this issue +I could not eat or concentrate, and my heart beat increased.",6 +Getting a letter from a friend who did not write for a long time.,1 +"Being stopped by the police for a traffic offence which I don't +think I committed.",3 +"When I heard that my step-mother had treated my mother in a wrong +manner.",3 +Did not finish homework.,2 +"Car accident. Travelling as a passenger along narrow bitumen road +at night - trying to overtake semi-trailer. The truck pulled over +onto our side and we hit the wet dirt, swerved back into the +truck, back onto the verge, over a guide post and into a ditch.",6 +Made a statement that other people did not believe.,3 +When my mum learnt that I had beaten up someone in a fight.,2 +Not being a good host for a friend from a far away place.,5 +"While working as a domestic helper, one day I had not cleaned up +very well and they made a remark about it.",2 +"Receiving a very personal letter from a lady that I like, which +revealed that she was more enthusiastic about me than I had +thought possible.",1 +"After I had made my debut at Ullevi against IFK, Gottenburg and +got a good write up in the paper.",1 +"On New Year's Eve, when I went to the house of my girlfriend's +parents to meet them.",2 +"Some time ago a man tried to teach me something. ""Tried"" because +it is very difficult to teach somebody when you yourself are not +competent and cultured.",0 +"I stopped my car in front of a pedestrian crossing as a child was +crossing the street. The car driving in the next lane did not +stop and the child got hurt. Had I not stopped ...",5 +When I had to act alone a character for a public (40 people).,2 +"I slapped my sister's daughter and after several hours, she had a +high temperature and she ended up being admitted in hospital.",5 +"When I was in a Christian institution, sometimes the nuns would +send back the people who came to visit us when it was not the +visiting hours. This disgusted me.",0 +"When I received a positive answer from my appeal to withdraw my +registration at UNZA.",1 +When I failed the grade 7.,2 +When I shout at a colleague in classroom.,5 +"When my boyfriend almost had a relationship with a close friend +of mine.",4 +"When my grandfather died, I saw my grandmother crying against my +aunt's shoulder (I had never seen my grandmother cry before).",4 +"I was disgusted when my brother was arrested because of stealing +money.",0 +Failing in the English language exam.,2 +"Uncleaniness at my work place. The place is generally not very +clean, but when it reaches a point, I get angry at the person +who is supposed to clean the place and the people who are +supposed to supervise him.",3 +"I was very happy when I received the year end results as I was +worried about how well I had done. I was very happy to know that I +had passed.",1 +"I was inside the car with my husband and we were assaulted with a +gun at 10 o'clock in the evening.",6 +When my little sister was born.,1 +"I feel disgust with my first boyfriend who made fun of our love +in an abominable way.",0 +"I confronted with this feeling at the Institute quite recently, +the pedology lecturer was the cause.",3 +"Following an argument with my brother, he broke my golf clubs.",3 +"I feel ashamed every time that someone makes me a positive or +negative critic.",2 +Class leader getting me to do things he did not want to do.,0 +"When I unexpectedly received birthday greetings from a person I +like.",1 +Some people not cueing in the dining hall.,0 +"The day I was nearly stabbed to death by ruffians who wanted to +take my money. I refused to give them any money and they started +running after me, I ran into somebody else's house to save +myself.",6 +"My old boyfriend - yes the same one - asked me out. We had a good +time. Then he asked me out the following week. He actually took +interest.",1 +"I told someone that I still had a relationship with a boy +although it was finished already 3 months before. That person +seriously discussed several things relating that issue. Then I +felt very miserable because I had told lies.",5 +"I had worked very hard during my vacations to raise some money +for a few major items (e.g a radio). but when I arrived at the +inter-city bus terminal, my hard earned money had been stolen +from me.",3 +"During a party I overheard a conversation about china. When I +wanted to give my opinion one of the people came out to be Chinese +and his opinion was right of course.",2 +I got separated from the man I loved.,4 +When I gave my boyfriend a brush-off.,2 +Failed to do what I had promised.,5 +With self at losing an important game that I should have won.,3 +When I was admitted to the Higher Institute.,1 +"When the results of the part I exams came out I felt tremendous +joy in my heart. The results came out after a long period of +worry and anxiety, so it gave me endless relief and joy.",1 +"Going away for the weekend, leaving my College room open - when I +returned several friends had had a party there, leaving the mess.",3 +"One evening, I was with a group of friends having a talk. There +was a very trustful and joyful atmosphere.",1 +Noticing my flat had maggotts !,0 +"When the dean of UNZA asked me to vacate a big flat I was +occupying and take up a smaller one as I was becoming a full time +student at UNZA.",3 +"When I woke up after a night of drinking I couldn't remember and +discovered several untoward things had occurred.",2 +"My car had been towed away by the traffic police because it had +been wrongly parked. However the sign had been put up only after +I had already parked.",3 +"[ I feel disgusted at people who talk negatively about a person +without knowing the person well.]",0 +"When being made look a fool by the teacher in front of the class +during a turn.",3 +When I read a lot and did not remember anything.,4 +"When I was cycling through the park late one night, two people +jumped out of the woods and tried to stop me. There were +shouting something at the same time.",6 +"When I found out that I had passed the last two exams by a +margin of three marks.",1 +"I made an appointment to pick up someone. However I arrived +too late and she had to wait a quarter of an hour.",5 +"I am the secretary of an association, and during the last meeting +I forgot to take the minutes.",5 +"When I was 10, I got busted for stealing a candy-bar.",2 +A close person lied to me.,3 +"When a girl said in my back that we were in love, and she had +actually refused me. When I confronted her she started insulting +me.",0 +"In my penultimate job I was responsible of a sections with +several employers, after several years of dedication I was +dismissed by a new chef, saying that I was incompetent.",4 +"When I received my U.E. accredited as I was totally unexpecting +it and I was so happy.",1 +"I look up to my Karate-teacher. When I came to a training lesson +after I had not trained for one week, I was totally stiff. I was +ashamed.",2 +"No really strong such emotion. Just falling off to sleep when I +caught sight of a 5 cm diameter spider crawling onto the pillow +beside me.",6 +"I learned that a class-mate had given a list, of peolpe who help +each other in exams, to the professor.",3 +"When my sister left to go home, in Sweden, after the Christmas +Holidays.",4 +"I felt fear when once I was asleep and dreamed that I was dying +asfixiated by a cardiac attack, I was afraid and woke up +desperate. Altough I wasn't afraid of death I was afraid.",6 +"Quite unconsciously I offended a girlfriend of mine. It was +really worthy to pass this fact over in silence, but I acted so, +because I believed I was right. In fact it often happens to me to +feel guilt, after I have already done the deed.",5 +"I read a story in the newspaper about butchers treating their +animals very badly. They disgusted me.",0 +"I had studied for almost one week for my physics-examination. +With difficulty I passed the examn. I was angry about the teacher +and also about myself because I had not remembered enough during +the examn and because the time that I spent studying was wasted.",3 +During a meeting.,2 +"When I stole money from my mother and she asked me later if I was +responsible. I never admitted it.",5 +"I knew a girl so lovely that everyone would like her. But she +refused to accept my Christmas present and I tried to forget +her.",4 +Death in the close family.,4 +"At primary school, when I vomited in front of others in the middle +of a lesson.",2 +When I proposed love to a girl and she turned me down.,2 +"When I patronized a certain tavern which had prostitutes, it was +almost a brothel.",0 +"After having quarelled unnecessarily and without any reason, and +having been stupidly cross in every way.",2 +"When my present boyfriend asked me initially to go out with him I +had waited a long time for this to occur.",1 +"One evening, while going to meet a friend of mine, I had to cross +a meadow by a dark road. There were bushes on the other side of +the road. The weather was damp and a bit foggy. I heard steps +behind me and kept speeding up my steps all the time.",6 +Before an oral examination - which I did not take eventually.,6 +"I was in love with a very beautiful girl and when I went back for +my holidays I found her wth another guy who she said was just a +friend. Later I found them together and was convinced that there +was something fishy.",3 +"At having an argument with a stranger, in the street.",3 +"When I entered a brothel and saw two sailors with a young +prostitute who was not older than 18.",0 +"Once I had to go home on foot at 5 a.m. I had to pass through a +forest and I was going alone.",6 +"When I get something that seemed very hard like getting a job, a +boyfriend, etc. A specific sutuations, was when I started to date +a boy whom I liked for a long time.",1 +"I felt very guilty when a student, sitting in front of me in the +exam, asked me a few questions and I did not show him the answers, + though I knew them. +",5 +Misunderstood by friends.,3 +"When I sided with my mother in a quarrel she had with my father +before they briefly separated.",5 +After the death of a girl who I disliked.,5 +"When I was in the 12th standard, I could not speak English. One +day, while talking with my relatives I used a wrong word and +my cousin corrected me, believing that I did not know English. I +really felt ashamed then. +",2 +"Last week, my organization summoned an executive meeting and one +of the executive member's pointed out a loop hole in the +committee's administration. He could not suggest any +improvements, so I quarrelled with him.",3 +When my term paper was evaluated.,1 +"My father had been involved in a car accident two years ago. I +was then very scared thinking that he would die as he lay +unconscious in hospital for two weeks.",6 +"While intoxicated I damaged my sister's car in a minor way and +someone elses in a minor way.",5 +"I felt guilt to have come back from home without seeing my father. +When I went home he was at work.",5 +"The juniors in our dormitory at school started to complain and +make a lot of noise about the duties assigned to them by the +prefect who was my class-mate and was very cool and dull.",3 +"One day in the TYBA class the teacher asked me a very simple +question which I could not answer. Finally the teacher himself +gave us the answer and my friends started laughing at me as I had +not been able to answer a simple question. I knew the answer but +feared that my response may be wrong. All this made me feel +ashamed of myself. ",2 +"I received a phone call from a high school friend whose younger +sister studied with me at the University and gave me a lift every +moning. She was going to get married to a guy whom I knew too and +who had died when he fell from a building, I was afraid to lose +somebody since I had already lost a brother in an accident.",6 +"When I could not pass my exams with good marks. My wedding was +to take place 15 days after the exams and I tried to convince +myself that this was the reason for my not having done well. +However, I thought that had I really put my mind to doing well at +the exams I would have done well.",2 +"When my sister took my things without having asked for my permission +first.",3 +Breaking an implicit promise.,2 +"When my pet dog,who was to us a family member, died. He had been +vomitting for the past three days and we had not found the time +to call a vet, finally when the vet came it was already too late.",5 +"I was driving and a deer suddenly appeared in front of the +car when there was a lot of traffic behind me.",6 +A close friend died.,4 +When my cousin passed away.,4 +[ After an examine I had been satisfied with.],3 +"I lied to someone and some time later this person found out that +I had not told him the truth.",2 +"When one of my relatives went out at night leaving me and my +friend alone, I cheated my parents that she didn't go out, after +they had heard that she was out, I was afraid that she might have +beaten me.",6 +"After a pleasant evening with friends in my flat, one of them did +not want to leave, because he wanted to sleep with me. He said +that he had fallen in love with me, that he felt alone and so on.",0 +Class leader told me to collect homework for him.,0 +"I went on a picnic to the country side park. The beautiful +scenary made me feel relaxed and every worry disappeared , thus +the picnic was worthwhile.",1 +"I had to decline an appointment which had been very important for +the other person. For this reason we even got into trouble.",5 +"I got lost in a foreign town. I did not know the language of that +country and it took me hours to meet my friends again.",6 +In the morning just before going to the dentist.,6 +"In secondary school I had a class-mate who talked too much. +Once we went to the cinema after school and she sat next to me and +commented the movie throughout - very disgusting.",0 +"I felt disgust with a man I had trusted and respected, to whose +problems I had always shown deep understanding.",0 +"When they put the blame on me when I scored the third goal at the +match.",3 +"Yesterday, I was just about to cross the road when a country guy +who was ahead of me spat out a mouthful of betel juice on the +road. It was very windy and had I not checked my speed I would +have had a very good shower of his saliva. Though I was not +angry, I felt that these people were very indecent.",0 +"An accident happened to my little cousin because I had not taken +enough care of her. She fell on the floor and her hands were +hurt.",5 +"I was to meet one of my friends (girl) at the library at 8:00 +already dark. She would be walking alone. She was 45 minutes late +but I kept waiting, calling her room and other places she could +have been.",6 +"In my village there was this tax collector who used to cheat +people and collected more than was wanted, the surplus was for +his family and himself.",0 +"Thinking that I had been seen smoking at school by a teacher - +waiting to be summoned to the headmaster's office.",6 +"Being sexually assulted and told my friends about it (we cried +together).",4 +When I first came to the campus.,1 +"When I met again a great friend and talked a little while with +him. When I see again another I miss.",1 +Spots on the seat covers of my husband's car.,2 +"I was very sad when I heard that my brother had failed the +standard 8 exams for the third time.",4 +When I forgot about a meeting at work.,2 +"I destroyed my step-brother's bedsheets by mistake, they were the +only ones he had.",5 +"Leaving Melbourne to move interstate - leaving relatives and +friends behind.",4 +"When I was going to bring back my girlfriend to LA to meet my +parents.",6 +"It was extremely sad to me when I heard that a patient who I was +taking care of in hospital had passed away. He had some abdominal +pains.",4 +"I was very sad when I could not take the M.A (I) exams due to +illness, and a relative of mine disheartened me about it.",4 +"When I first heard ""I like you !"" from my boyfriend.",1 +"Sitting in a bus, I heard behind, the voice of a girl I was +friendly with. After her talking for some time with another girl +I decided it wasn't her in fact that someone miming her, which it +was when I finally looked. I was talking to a friend at the time.",4 +"I had a feeling of shame when I found myself unable to answer +some questions from my tutor simply because of a lack of +preparation.",2 +"Climbing a mountain where the rocks were very loose. When we +realized the danger, we were very high up, but still had a long +climb ahead.",6 +"I'm glad when I have good relations with my colleagues and most +of all when we are at a party.",1 +When my husband stays late at a meeting and I have to be alone.,3 +"When I do not succeed in making myself clear to other people. +When they do not understand what I say.",2 +"As I was in a ward one man died and I was instructed to watch the +last offices. But this was my first time to see a dead person - +fear came.",6 +My article not chosen by the college newspaper,2 +When coming up for trial because of shop lifting.,2 +"My grandmother's brother had taken active part in the resistance +movement. He had been in prison many times and there he lost his +health. He became an invalid. When we phoned to First Aid the +nurse on duty behaved quite unkindly when she understood how old +he was (79).",3 +"I was in Sierra Nevada, climbing a peak over 3,000 metres high, +without any light and with many other problems. I was afraid for +my life.",6 +"I once felt that my last hour had come when I was unexpectedly found +in the hands of.",6 +When I was charmed by my relatives.,3 +When I won an unexpected sum of money.,1 +Talking about someone behind their back.,5 +My roommate boasting about her English lectures.,0 +"When I watched the T.V programme called ""The living planet"" and +saw the far reaching environmental destruction caused by man.",4 +"When I was told a friend's baby had been born with only partial +sight. This was her first child and she was not young (the mother +that is).",4 +"When I did not do well in the PG310 test I, I got only 4 marks +above the pass marks despite my effort. I felt bad because quite +a number of friends did better.",2 +"I was disgusted at myself when I dropped a vital catch, while +playing a cricket match, and we lost the match; though the catch +was difficult. ",0 +"A lady I live with had not bothered to clean up before she went +on holiday (I live in a collective).",3 +When I was accepted for a course on finance and accounting.,1 +"Recently, I left my bag in the car of someone who picked me up +while hitch-hiking. I spent some effort to find out where he +lived (I succeeded).",2 +"I felt afraid just before receiving the question paper of the +part II exam.",6 +"When I saw a drunk man urinate upon himsellf and he seemed to be +thoroughly content with it.",0 +"When I was responsible for getting my friend run-out in a vital +cricket match.",5 +"When I saw a man hitting a child of 2 years without any consideration, +simply because the child had been leaning against a window.",3 +"When my parents quarelled over something I had done and which was +wrong.",5 +"The trick was really intolerable. They hid it, and I was worried +and restless all day. When I saw them I really wanted to slap +each one of them.",3 +"When some friends and I get acquainted a guy during vacations I +thought he was disgusted and ""a friend"" of mine for whom I feel a +little disgust wanted to stay with him.",0 +"When I am alone and listen to a song which I like very much and +which I had listened before together with friends.",4 +Watching a horror movie with friends.,6 +"I was walking from my friend's house, a few blocks from my house, when a +car began to follow me. He waited I passed by it rotateed a little and +stopped on my way. I changed completely my way and the car went +on following me until I turned at a corner and running I hid in a +garden of a house, waiting for the car to pass by. I went back home +terribly afraid.",6 +"It was when I stepped on a python (snake) unknowingly while it +was sleeping near a baobab tree.",6