text: Whatever youre thinking
  You better not say
  It might be the last
  You better be cool when I make no pass
  Im fighting the demons that live in my past
  They all coming back and Im letting them speak
  Speaking of me
  All the unspeakable things I seen in my brain
  Its hard to be good when you need to maintain a level of thought About sending em back, no time today
  If Im doing right or am I doing wrong?
  Im making my way to get back to the morn
  Im wondering if I wont be anymore
  Than a broke white kid in a burgundy donk
  I figured if there was a God then he would have showed me the way
  But I do not care about another soul besides myself anyway
  And now Im looking around and all I see is desperation to the level where making fake claims is normal behavior
  See but I dont fit into the model I was given at birth
  Sometimes I look into my eyes and see things not of this earth
  You talk like you in the struggle
  You thinking that you hot shit
  But what youre going through now is what I would do as a jit
  But now Im older and trying to see life in a positive light
  Until the clouds above my head
  This side is looking too bright
   the light
  I carry myself from the bottom
  Never been to the top
  I roll the dice when I make it, hoe
  Every time that I drop
  Seen a lot of dead presidents but not seen one alive
  But yet this man at the White House is still controlling my life
  So I speak clear to my children
  Told them this in they ear
  To just believe what you see and disregard what you hear
  I hope I leave here tomorrow
  See the world through a bottle
  Thats they idol like but yet I aint no role model
  Struggle hard for a dollar
  Aint no rapping, no eating
  Many nights stayed up late
  Im in the studio sleeping
  Time to wait for nobody
  In them houses you buy
  This life is no DVD
  There aint no hitting rewind
  What age will I be when die?
  What did my mothers to cry?
  And all the things that I did
  Cant look my dad in his eyes
   children was just some petty time wasted
  But now my new sign is here
  To give foundation
  All these black clouds in my life and I just cant get myself out
  And all the times I thought I was doing straight but I drowned
  I just sit back and Im thinking with a brass monkey on my side
  I would not change a thing even if I can go back in time