I aint gonna care about what the future holds 
Why should I when its out of my control 
Everybody wants me to change 
They dont know that I wanna stay the same 
I’ve been to hospitals, they tried to fix my brain 
Ive been to rehab, bitch, I be stoppin chain- 
Reactions that Ive been having from the pain 
I hope you hoes still remember my name 
I love you
This time Ima break my back, and I
Cant risk that, I cant risk that
This time Ima break my back, and I
Cant risk that, I cant risk that
Bro put me on game and I did that
Shawty only want my fame but I hid that
Bro put me on game and I did that
Shawty only want my fame, only want fame
I thought I said I cant do nothin for you 
I thought I said that I dont wanna see you 
Maybe one day later Ill meet you 
Not in heaven cause I dont plan on goin 
Baby girl, weve been treated unfair 
Sometimes I dont wanna be here 
Sometimes I dont wanna be there 
I never thought I could make you care 
I never knew I was so unaware
Its the pain that you give me, bitch, I care barely
I never thought, I could make you care
I could take you there
Baby, Imma take you there
I never thought, I could make you care
I could take you there
Baby, Imma take you there
From New Orleans, I wrote letters of the way I felt, but
Lost in the mail
Just like everything youve ever tell me
Lost in the mail
All these messages youve ever sent me
Lost in the mail, lost in the mail