Sup.
Noticed the lack of model uploads? me too, man.
When life is good, well, you tend to enjoy it without thinking of the future much
and when things go to shit, life hits you even harder.
The past month and a half has been bad to me lol
relationship issues as per usual, you know how things go. then, bam, double whammy.
like two weeks ago, a routine day shift turns to shit, next patient was my own dad, imagine that. a major case too, had to standby the hospital and all.
Nerves had rattled me, struggled with the basics I had mastered. Thought I could handle it emotionally, be calm and treat him, turns out nope. not even.
Thankfully I had colleagues and seniors with me on call.
He's stable now, thank god.
I guess having understanding bosses help too, when I couldnt focus on anything for a while. had my break to focus and all.
anyway ill release models soon, or something