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bit lonely on here don t seem to have many friend who actually use twitter oh well	[]	[ "bit lonely on here don t seem to have many friend who actually use twitteroh well" ]	18	Un poco solitario aquí no parece tener muchos amigos que realmente utilizan twitteroh bien
@ManuelViloria Thanks! I'm a bit scared with DreamHost, overall they're fine but I don't want overall! I'm heading out, have fun!	[]	[ "@ManuelViloria Thanks!I'm a bit scared with DreamHost, overall they're finebut I don't want overall!I'm heading out, have fun!" ]	42	@ManuelViloria ¡Gracias!Estoy un poco asustado con DreamHost, en general están bien pero no quiero en general!Me voy, ¡diviértete!
txt chat with jake lmfao it frikkin awesome i miss this effin boy so much awww hoping you would come back here na xxxx	[]	[ "txt chat with jake lmfao it frikkinawesomei miss this effin boy so much awww hoping you would come back here na xxxx" ]	37	txt chat con Jake lmfao it frikkinawesomei echar de menos este chico efino tanto awww esperando que usted volvería aquí na xxxx
i am year old junior in college i have multiple problem that i need to address to start i have gotten carried away with smoking weed i have been using it almost everyday since i wa and i can no longer control it im always buying it when i can t always afford it i spend a good amount of my time at home smoking weed or using thc product i have also been drinking a lot more than i used to and i have even picked up a nicotine habit from my friend i am not doing a well in school a i should be and i really need to be more proactive and motivated but i feel no motivation some day to even do anything school related i havent been eating well a lot of day been eating a lot of fast food and skipping meal some day there are night where i barely get enough sleep because i end up staying up most of the night being on my phone watching tv or playing video game i have set goal for myself that i want to workout more build myself up and eat better but i never stick to them i feel very anxious and depressed a lot of the time with the only relief i have felt come from hanging out and talking with friend i have some really great friend that i am very close with and a wonderful family that would do anything for me but i can t help but feel alone i feel a great need for companionship and i have been trying to get into a relationship for a long time going from one person to the next but nothing ever becoming of it and we become stranger again it ha taken away a lot of my energy and exhausted my motivation and drive me further into my loneliness and add to my anxiety i have been on an emotional rollercoaster the past several month talking and going out with multiple girl not at the same time and it ending the same i just feel a void in my life some day and lately i have been spending a lot of time around friend to try and fill that void more than i usually do which could also contribute to me spending le time on school and a lot of other important thing i have barely been home in the past week because i wa with friend i feel completely empty and hopeless somedays and feel like my life is over i see others living their best life exciting thing happening having opportunity connection with others is just natural to them and just having a great time with life and then there s me who wish i could be that way but i know i am different than them and no one will ever see me like that i will always be by myself wherever i go and i used to be such a happy child excited for life not afraid to dream big and wonder about the future and just live in the moment but thing happened that turned me into what i am today i feel like a shell of who i could have been and that my younger self would be dissapointed in me i wish i could go back to when i wa about and not taken it for granted and go through life again with what i know now some day i really do not like the person i am turning into i do not thing that i am doing what s best for myself mentally physically and emotionally i feel like i m on a treadmill walking through life but not actually getting anywhere while watching everyone else pas me by i really need to break out of this mindset and change my life around if i am going to survive in this world and live the good and happy life that i always wanted and not a wasted life	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "i am year old junior in college i have multiple problem that i need to address to start i have gotten carried away with smoking weed i have been using it almost everydaysince i waand i can no longer control itim always buying it when i can t always afford it i spend a good amount of my time at home smoking weed or using thc product i have also been drinking a lot more than i used toand i have even picked up a nicotine habit from my friend i am not doing a well in school a i should beand i really need to be more proactive and motivated but i feel no motivation some day to even do anything school related i havent been eating well a lot of day been eating a lot of fast food and skipping meal some day there are night where i barely get enough sleep because i end up staying up most of the night being on my phone watching tv or playing video game i have set goal for myself that i want to workout more build myself up and eat better", "but i never stick to them i feel very anxious and depressed a lot of the time with the only relief i have felt come from hanging out and talking with friend i have some really great friend that i am very close with and a wonderful family that would do anything for mebut i can t help but feel alone i feel a great need for companionshipand i have been trying to get into a relationship for a long time going from one person to the nextbut nothing ever becoming of itand we become stranger again it ha taken away a lot of my energy and exhausted my motivation and drive me further into my loneliness and add to my anxiety i have been on an emotional rollercoaster the past several month talking and going out with multiple girl not at the same time and it ending the same i just feel a void in my life some dayand lately i have been spending a lot of time around friend to try and fill that void more than i usually do which could also contribute to me spending le time on school and a lot of other important thing i have barely been home in the past week because i wa with friend i feel completely empty and hopeless somedays and feel like my life is over", "i see others living their best life exciting thing happening having opportunity connection with others is just natural to them and just having a great time with lifeand then there s me who wish i could be that waybut i know i am different than them and no one will ever see me like that i will always be by myself wherever i goand i used to be such a happy child excited for life not afraid to dream big and wonder about the future and just live in the moment but thing happened that turned me into what i am today i feel like a shell of who i could have been and that my younger self would be dissapointed in me i wish i could go back to when i wa about and not taken it for granted and go through life again with what i know now some day i really do not like the person i am turning into i do not thing that i am doing what s best for myself mentally physically and emotionally i feel like i m on a treadmill walking through life but not actually getting anywhere while watching everyone else pas me by i really need to break out of this mindset and change my life around if i am going to survive in this world and live the good and happy life that i always wanted and not a wasted life" ]	202	Soy un estudiante de primer año en la universidad tengo un problema múltiple que necesito abordar para empezar me he dejado llevar con fumar hierba he estado usando casi todos los días ya que yo waand ya no puedo controlar itim siempre comprar cuando no siempre puedo pagarlo me paso una buena cantidad de mi tiempo en casa fumando hierba o utilizando thc producto también he estado bebiendo mucho más de lo que solía y he incluso he cogido un hábito de nicotina de mi amigo no estoy haciendo un bien en la escuela un yo debe ser y realmente necesito ser más proactivo y motivado pero no siento ninguna motivación algún día para incluso hacer cualquier cosa escuela relacionada he estado comiendo bien mucho día he estado comiendo un montón de comida rápida y faltando a la comida algún día hay noche donde apenas consigo dormir lo suficiente porque me quedo la mayor parte de la noche estando en mi teléfono viendo televisión o jugando video juego he establecido meta para mí mismo que quiero entrenar más construir y comer mejor
wait bunch videos learn languages sleep damn im going everythinglingual keep sleeping rates	[]	[ "wait bunch videos learn languages sleep damn im going everythinglingual keep sleeping rates" ]	14	espera montón de videos aprender idiomas sueño maldito im va todolingüe mantener las tasas de sueño
relationships last well mive break through relationships last teen years conversation gf future came realized nothing last hard accept falling love young age sucks wants move uk college states im staying explains wants experience new things sure enough new people coming realize pain relationship thinking end painful sure enough want ball cry	[]	[ "relationships last well mive break through relationships last teen years conversation gf future came realized nothing last hard accept falling love young age sucks wants move uk college states im staying explains wants experience new things sure enough new people coming realize pain relationship thinking end painful sure enough want ball cry" ]	55	relaciones último bien mive romper a través de las relaciones último adolescente años conversación gf futuro se dio cuenta nada último duro aceptar caer amor joven edad chupa quiere mover uk universidad estados im estancia explica quiere experiencia nuevas cosas seguro suficiente gente nueva que viene realizar dolor relación pensar final doloroso seguro suficiente quiero bola llorar
j xx is the white guy manager there the one that shout when you walk in i wan na go back and feast	[]	[ "j xx is the white guy manager there the one that shout when you walk in i wan na go back and feast" ]	25	j xx es el chico blanco gerente allí el que grita cuando caminas en i wan na volver y banquete
I'm so exhausted! Well the b shower was amazing and now it's time to party house party!!! Yay!	[]	[ "I'm so exhausted!Well the b shower was amazing and now it's time to party house party!!!Yay!" ]	26	¡Estoy tan exhausta!Bueno, la ducha b era increíble y ahora es el momento de fiesta casa fiesta!!!Yay!
@jeraa2t that is a lot of money to carry on balance, I'd love to have the interest on that	[]	[ "@jeraa2t that is a lot of money to carry on balance, I'd love to have the interest on that" ]	28	@jeraa2t que es mucho dinero para mantener el equilibrio, me encantaría tener el interés en eso
fascinating yet unsettling look edith bouvier beale big edie daughter little edie aunt first cousin late jacquelyn kennedy onasis live rodent infested rundown mansion considered health hazard city becomes quite clear quickly two well past eccentric little edie seems acts mindset ten year old even though actually content pretty much made two things first conversations little edie lambastes big edie driving away potential suitors ruining aspiring career writer actress dancer discussions usually become rhetorical nonsensical often times amusing second part consists long bouts attempted singing parties course thinks singing perfect sounds bad one amazing scene big edie actually physically attacks little edie cane get stop warbling captivating yet one gets feeling serious exploitation going subjects far gone know it filmmakers seem treat like freak show circus coming day record and chuckle whatever bizarre behavior may come about ultimately sad picture shows world simply past two by hopes dreams decayed mansion live in despite bickering two need ever without would refuge loneliness amazing line comes big edie whose many cats relieve throughout bedroom response complaint smell simply unbelievable	[]	[ "fascinating yet unsettling look edith bouvier beale big edie daughter little edie aunt first cousin late jacquelyn kennedy onasis live rodent infested rundown mansion considered health hazard city becomes quite clear quickly two well past eccentric little edie seems acts mindset ten year old even though actually content pretty much made two things first conversations little edie lambastes big edie driving away potential suitors ruining aspiring career writer actress dancer discussions usually become rhetorical nonsensical often times amusing second part consists long bouts attempted singing parties course thinks singing perfect sounds bad one amazing scene big edie actually physically attacks little edie cane get stop warbling captivating yet one gets feeling serious exploitation going subjects far gone know", "it filmmakers seem treat like freak show circus coming day record and chuckle whatever bizarre behavior may come about ultimately sad picture shows world simply past two by hopes dreams decayed mansion live in despite bickering two need ever without would refuge loneliness amazing line comes big edie whose many cats relieve throughout bedroom response complaint smell simply unbelievable" ]	157	fascinante pero inquietante mirada edith bouvier beale gran edie hija pequeña edie tía primo primero late jacquelyn kennedy onasis live roedor infested rundown mansión considerada ciudad riesgo salud se vuelve muy clara rápidamente dos bien pasado excéntrico poco edie parece actos mentalidad diez años de edad, incluso aunque en realidad el contenido bastante hecho dos cosas primero conversaciones poco edie lambastes gran edie ahuyentando posibles pretendientes aspirantes carrera escritora actriz bailarina discusiones por lo general se convierte en retórica sin sentido a menudo divertido momentos segunda parte consiste largas peleas intento cantar fiestas curso piensa cantar sonidos perfectos malos una escena increíble gran edie en realidad físicamente ataques poco edie caña conseguir dejar de Warbling cautivante sin embargo uno se siente grave explotación va temas lejanos saber
im back days late clue im talking about click httpswwwredditcomrteenagerscommentshvgjim_leaving_discord_and_redditutm_sourceshareamputm_mediumios_appamputm_nameiossmf	[]	[ "im back days late clue im talking about click httpswwwredditcomrteenagerscommentshvgjim_leaving_discord_and_redditutm_sourceshareamputm_mediumios_appamputm_nameiossmf" ]	62	Im días de vuelta tarde pista im hablando de clic httpswwwredditcomnteenagerscommentshvgjim_leaving_discord_and_redditutm_sourceshareamputm_mediumios_appamputm_nameiossmf
saving posts fucked rn ya save somethng looks like save every new post u see unsave lookz like u save anything like plsz help	[]	[ "saving posts fucked rn ya save somethng looks like save every new post u see unsave lookz like u save anything like plsz help" ]	32	guardar mensajes follada rn ya salvar algo parece guardar cada nuevo mensaje u ver unsave lookz como u guardar cualquier cosa como plsz ayuda
seems people like steven seagal take look nomination list razzie awards nominations with one win him think earn anything it saw good movies steven seagal saw bad movies steven seagal patriot one best movies nearly good siege hard kill patriot shows activities protect nature surely movie great one must say violence like must seagals best friend l q jones die death victim role dr mcclaren one seagals best performances has always good charisma summary patriot good entertainmentand average rating points underrated movie timebr br regards hansdieter	[]	[ "seems people like steven seagal take look nomination list razzie awards nominations with one win him think earn anything it saw good movies steven seagal saw bad movies steven seagal patriot one best movies nearly good siege hard kill patriot shows activities protect nature surely movie great one must say violence like must seagals best friend l q jones die death victim role dr mcclaren one seagals best performances has always good charisma summary patriot good entertainmentand average rating points underrated movie timebr br regards hansdieter" ]	111	Parece que la gente como Steven Seagal mira lista de nominación Razzie premios nominaciones con una victoria él piensa ganar cualquier cosa que vio buenas películas Steven Seagal vio malas películas Steven Seagal Patriot una mejor película casi un buen asedio duro matar Patriot muestra actividades proteger la naturaleza seguramente película grande uno debe decir violencia como debe Seagals mejor amigo l q jones die death victim role dr mcclaren one Seagals mejores actuaciones siempre tiene buen carisma un resumen patriota buen entretenimiento y puntuación media puntos subestimado tiempo de la película br br references hansdieter
yall call karma whore help im starting new account cause hate user ui_dont_clare need u know what wrong ask soooo ill tell u fortune u help trading begging	[]	[ "yall call karma whore help im starting new account cause hate user ui_dont_clare need u know what wrong ask soooo ill tell u fortune u help trading begging" ]	39	Yall llamar karma puta ayudar a iniciar nueva cuenta causa odio usuario ui_dont_clare necesita u saber lo que mal preguntar soooo mal decir u fortuna u ayudar a negociar la mendicidad
want join discord server pretty bored want join server preferably weird dm invite interested	[]	[ "want join discord server pretty bored want join server preferably weird dm invite interested" ]	15	quiere unirse a discordancia servidor bastante aburrido quiere unirse servidor preferiblemente extraño dm invitar interesado
many cool clothes smol pup ampxb httpspreviewreddituzvluhinpngwidthampformatpngampautowebpampseacbbbfdffeff	[]	[ "many cool clothes smol pup ampxb httpspreviewreddituzvluhinpngwidthampformatpngampautowebpampseacbbbfdffeff" ]	43	muchas ropa fresca smol pup ampxb httpspreviewreddituzvluhinpngwidthampformatpngampautowebpampseacbbbfdffeff
Remember when your mom said eating all that junk food was going to make you sick? Well, she wasn't wrong. Anxiety, depression, mental disorders are really gut #biome disorders. #LoveYourBiome https://www.bbc.com/news/health-43815370Â â¦	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Remember when your mom said eating all that junk food was going to make you sick?Well, she wasn't wrong.Anxiety, depression, mental disorders are really gut#biome disorders.#LoveYourBiome https://www.bbc.com/news/health-43815370Â â¦" ]	68	¿Recuerdas cuando tu mamá dijo que comer toda esa comida basura te iba a enfermar?Bueno, ella no estaba equivocada.La ansiedad, la depresión, los trastornos mentales son realmente trastornos intestinales#biomas.#LoveYourBiome https://www.bbc.com/news/health-43815370Â
wish days could go emotional void turn numb little bit fucking rest redflag makes hyper aware depression makes intense streak lows week today work redflag going fucking nuts least winning fight depression occupy mind brain feels like neurons firing fucking fast cannot function going break cannot breathe today need breathe cannot yet suppose function like normal adult public clients coworkers yet brain feels like circuits fry try go forward stuck perpetual rerun stuttering get thoughts order words formed come mouth need fucking breathe one else need emotional void days	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "wish days could go emotional void turn numb little bit fucking rest redflag makes hyper aware depression makes intense streak lows week today work redflag going fucking nuts least winning fight depression occupy mind brain feels like neurons firing fucking fast cannot function going break cannot breathe today need breathe cannot yet suppose function like normal adult public clients coworkers yet brain feels like circuits fry try go forward stuck perpetual rerun stuttering get thoughts order words formed come mouth need fucking breathe one else need emotional void days" ]	98	los días deseos podrían ir vacío emocional vuelta entumecido poco maldito descanso rojoflag hace hiper consciente la depresión hace intensa racha bajos semana hoy trabajo rojoflag va tuercas menos ganar lucha depresión ocupan mente cerebro se siente como neuronas disparando rápido no puede funcionar ir romper no puede respirar hoy no necesita respirar todavía no puede suponer la función como los clientes públicos adultos normales compañeros de trabajo sin embargo el cerebro se siente como circuitos freír tratar de ir hacia adelante pegado perpetua repetición tartamudez conseguir pensamientos orden palabras formadas venir boca necesidad puta respirar uno otro necesita emocional vacío días
posting number everyday till reach end day kskksidhhdjsjdgdvhsushwhsjsjshhshssjsjsnjsjsjsjsjsbdbdjxurvvdhx	[]	[ "posting number everyday till reach end day kskksidhhdjsjdgdvhsushwhsjsjshhshssjsjsnjsjsjsjsjsbdbdjxurvvdhx" ]	62	número de publicación todos los días hasta llegar a fin de día kskksidhjsjdjdgdvhsushwhsjsjsshshsjsjsnjsjsjsjsbdbdjxurvvdhx
so i started having suicidal thought in april of last year and they lasted until around november in october i started hanging out with a girl and we started becoming good friend not romantic just friendship my mental health started getting a lot better after a couple month of friendship with her and it s kept getting better ever since a few day ago i made a passive aggressive comment that really upset her she won t text me back now i ve tried apologizing and trying to make thing right with her but i haven t heard back from her i m afraid i ve ruined this friendship forever and now my suicidal thought are back for the first time since last year i always hurt the people that i care about and i hate myself so much that i do this	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "so i started having suicidal thought in april of last year and they lasted until around november in october i started hanging out with a girl and we started becoming good friend not romantic just friendship my mental health started getting a lot better after a couple month of friendship with herand it s kept getting better ever since a few day ago i made a passive aggressive comment that really upset her she won t text me back now i ve tried apologizing and trying to make thing right with herbut i haven t heard back from heri m afraid i ve ruined this friendship forever and now my suicidal thought are back for the first time since last year i always hurt the people that i care aboutand i hate myself so much that i do this" ]	154	Así que empecé a tener pensamientos suicidas en abril del año pasado y duraron hasta alrededor de noviembre en octubre empecé a salir con una chica y empezamos a convertirnos en buena amiga no romántica sólo amistad mi salud mental comenzó a conseguir mucho mejor después de un par de meses de amistad con ella y se mantuvo mejorando desde hace un par de días hice un comentario agresivo pasivo que realmente la molestaba ella no me enviaría un mensaje de texto ahora he tratado de disculparme y tratar de hacer las cosas bien con ella pero no he oído nada de heri me temo que he arruinado esta amistad para siempre y ahora mi pensamiento suicida están de vuelta por primera vez desde el año pasado siempre lastimo a la gente que me importa y me odio tanto que hago esto
red jaguar blue barracuda green monkey orange iguana purple parrot and silver snake remember legend of the hiddent temple	[]	[ "red jaguar blue barracuda green monkey orange iguana purple parrot and silver snake remember legend of the hiddent temple" ]	26	rojo jaguar azul barracuda verde mono naranja iguana púrpura loro y serpiente de plata recordar la leyenda del templo oculto
wish could masturbate feelings also wish feelingsporn masturbate feelings get depressed	[]	[ "wish could masturbate feelings also wish feelingsporn masturbate feelings get depressed" ]	17	deseo podría masturbarse sentimientos también deseo sentimientos porno se masturban sentimientos se deprimen
old best friend relationship old crush weird huh dont really care havent talked years find awkward	[]	[ "old best friend relationship old crush weirdhuh dont really care havent talked years find awkward" ]	18	viejo mejor amigo relación viejo aplastamiento rarohuh realmente no importa no han hablado años encontrar incómodo
@bavster_twit yeah tried them... convenient uplift is the issue.. i think i'll take them to staples - never had any issues with DHL	[]	[ "@bavster_twit yeah tried them... convenient uplift is the issue..i think i'll take them to staples - never had any issues with DHL" ]	37	@bavster_twit sí los intentó... la elevación conveniente es el problema.. creo que los llevaré a grapas - nunca tuvo ningún problema con DHL
My #firstrecord was Beatles- Red Album. I think I was 12	[]	[ "My #firstrecord was Beatles- Red Album.I think I was 12" ]	17	Mi primer disco fue Beatles- Red Album.Creo que tenía 12 años.
know anymoreive never sure want die before ive reached avail amazing boyfriend deserves much better this think hes starting see deserves better this friends already gone theres one feel close anymore more know happened life suppose get better never has life swing making extra money ghost writing paying debt looking new place live suppose exciting not move back home failed cant stand anymore really failed miss boyfriend bad want physical affection cuddle ugh really sure much take	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "know anymoreive never sure want die before ive reached avail amazing boyfriend deserves much better this think hes starting see deserves better this friends already gone theres one feel close anymore more know happened life suppose get better never has life swing making extra money ghost writing paying debt looking new place live suppose exciting not move back home failed cant stand anymore really failed miss boyfriend bad want physical affection cuddle ugh really sure much take" ]	85	know moreive nunca estoy seguro de querer morir antes de ive alcance novio increíble se merece mucho mejor este pensamiento hes begining ver merece mejor este amigos ya ido allí uno se siente más cerca más sé que pasó vida supone mejor nunca tiene swing de la vida hacer dinero extra escritura fantasma pagar deuda nuevo lugar en vivo suponga emocionante no mudarse de vuelta casa fallida no puedo estar más fallida señorita novio mal quiero afecto físico abrazo ugh realmente seguro mucho tomar
ive lost gamei feel like every childhood ideal grew torn realities life everything cared gone world exists today nothing value enjoy bucket crabs	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "ive lost gamei feel like every childhood ideal grew torn realities life everything cared gone world exists today nothing value enjoy bucket crabs" ]	26	live perdido gamei sentir como cada ideal de la infancia creció realidades desgarradas vida todo cuidado mundo ido existe hoy nada valor disfrutar cangrejos cubo
flo rider ha sampled that blue song he messed that song up for me	[]	[ "flo rider ha sampled that blue song he messed that song up for me" ]	15	El piloto deflo ha probado esa canción azul que me arruinó esa canción.
tw moroccan sucide hotline number hhey hey name rayna need help please ive feeling pretty weak mentally physically past last months time would try vent family would simply ignore saying its phase growing up simply took away phone thinking letting talk friends eventually try vent them am writing small message laptop sucide slf hrm mental illnesses are sadly really taboo thing country concidered haram since moroccan people closedminded would like moroccan sucide hotline number even tho doubt theres one thanks taking time read im really sorry possible spelling mistakes english first language im still trying improve	[]	[ "tw moroccan sucide hotline number hheyhey name rayna need help please ive feeling pretty weak mentally physically past last months time would try vent family would simply ignore saying its phase growing up simply took away phone thinking letting talk friends eventually try vent them am writing small message laptop sucide slf hrm mental illnesses are sadly really taboo thing country concidered haram since moroccan people closedminded would like moroccan sucide hotline number even tho doubt theres one thanks taking time read im really sorry possible spelling mistakes english first language im still trying improve" ]	120	tw moroccan sucide número de línea directa hheyhey nombre rayna necesidad de ayuda por favor ive sensación bastante débil mentalmente pasado los últimos meses tiempo intentaría la familia de ventilación simplemente ignoraría decir que su fase de crecimiento simplemente se llevó lejos teléfono pensando dejar hablar amigos finalmente tratar de ventilar estoy escribiendo pequeño mensaje portátil sucide slf hrm enfermedades mentales son tristemente tabú cosa país haram decidido ya que la gente marroquí cerrado mente le gustaría moroccan sucide número de línea directa incluso tho duda Theres uno gracias a tomar el tiempo de leer im realmente lo siento posibles errores de ortografía Inglés primer idioma im todavía tratando de mejorar
hope all is well this is my first time posting but would like to first take the time to say that i have been actively reading in this sub for the better half of a year since my generalized anxiety started to take over my life a little backstory i am m 0 lb and went to texas tech throughout college i wa on a pretty strong dose of add med 0mg vyvanse which if none of you have taken add med is like the pinnacle of add med at the highest dose i literally felt like god when i wa on them i say this because i would drink a lot on them do cocaine i wa in a frat vyvanse wa amazing because you literally could never get drunk also i wa incredibly fit even though i drank so much i would work out all the time but never wanted to eat but i wa shredded i wa also super social and had this crazy fucking sex drive not lying i could stay rock hard for easy two hour and would be told to stop because the girl wa too worn out not tryna to sound cool but i am trying to paint this picture of how powerful this drug wa but after about year of that i graduated back in may and everything went downhill i started to have severe panic attack a rapid heartbeat crazy high blood pressure which sent me to the hospital finally went to the doctor and she said first that ny old doctor should lose her license forever prescribing me that high of a dose and that since i had taken the vyvanse for so long and binge drinking i have completely drained my brain of any serotonin diagnosis severe generalized anxiety disorder initially wa put on lexapro but that shit gave me really scary suicidal ideation especially coming from someone that had never once even considered that an idea i have moved to celexa mg then 0mg then 0mg finally now 0mg which is what i have been at for month and it ha been amazing i am perfectly fine i had discussed initially with my doctor that eventually i would want to get back on add med because i do have pretty bad add and wa about to enter nursing school she told me that once we get the anxiety under control then we can get add med so about month ago i wa anxiety free some minor episode of just feeling anxious but no panic attack and she had given me 0 mg xanax for emergency use which kill those few and far between episode immediately month ago i wa finally prescribed focalin mg ir x a day and wellbutrin sr 0mg x daily right when i wake up so i currently take 0mg celexa day focalin mg ir day welbutrin sr 0mg day everything is perfect except for one problem now i can not finish sexually and it is hard to keep an erection like i don t even think about sex anymore which suck because i am good looking have no issue with woman tinder bumble hinge but this is a serious issue because i am normally overly sexual sorry for the long rant but i wanted you all to have the best understanding possible of what is going on and if anyone can relate i am meeting with my doctor next week to discus but am just sad because in the past week different woman have asked me why i can t stay hard finish which hand down the most embarrassing thing because they all think it is because of them i would also like to say that i regularly work out am very fit lean build and do like to drink when i am with these woman the drinking just make it so much more fun for me so idk if the drinking ha any effect on this issue i haven t tried not drinking which i will test tonight when i see one of them thank you again for reading this far tl dr sex issue on celexa wellbutrin and focalin i do drink when i am having these issue but drinking make the sex so much more enjoyable lol	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "hope all is well this is my first time posting but would like to first take the time to say that i have been actively reading in this sub for the better half of a year since my generalized anxiety started to take over my life a little backstory i am m 0lb and went to texas tech throughout collegei wa on a pretty strong dose of add med 0mg vyvanse which if none of you have taken add med is like the pinnacle of add med at the highest dose i literally felt like god when i wa on them i say this because i would drink a lot on them do cocaine i wa in a frat vyvanse wa amazing because you literally could never get drunkalso i wa incredibly fit even though i drank so much i would work out all the time but never wanted to eatbut i wa shredded i wa also super social and had this crazy fucking sex drive not lying i could stay rock hard for easy two hour and would be told to stop because the girl wa too worn out not tryna to sound coolbut i am trying to paint this picture of how powerful this drug wa but after about year of that i graduated back in may and everything went downhill", "i started to have severe panic attack a rapid heartbeat crazy high blood pressure which sent me to the hospital finally went to the doctor", "and she said first that ny old doctor should lose her license forever prescribing me that high of a dose and that since i had taken the vyvanse for so long and binge drinking i have completely drained my brain of any serotonin diagnosis severe generalized anxiety disorder initially wa put on lexapro but that shit gave me really scary suicidal ideation especially coming from someone that had never once even considered that an idea i have moved to celexa mg then 0mg then 0mg finally now 0mg which is what i have been at for month and it ha been amazing i am perfectly fine i had discussed initially with my doctor that eventually i would want to get back on add med because i do have pretty bad add and wa about to enter nursing school she told me that once we get the anxiety under control then we can get add med so about month ago i wa anxiety free some minor episode of just feeling anxious but no panic attack and she had given me 0 mg xanax for emergency use which kill those few and far between episode immediately month ago i wa finally prescribed focalin mg irx a day and wellbutrin sr 0mg x", "daily right when i wake up so i currently take 0mg celexa day focalin mg ir day welbutrin sr 0mg day everything is perfect except for one problem now i can not finish sexually and it is hard to keep an erection like i don t even think about sex anymore which suck because i am good looking have no issue with woman tinder bumble hinge but this is a serious issue because i am normally overly sexual sorry for the long rant", "but i wanted you all to have the best understanding possible of what is going on and if anyone can relate i am meeting with my doctor next week to discus but am just sad because in the past week different woman have asked me why i can t stay hard finish which hand down the most embarrassing thing because they all think it is because of them i would also like to say that i regularly work out am very fit lean build and do like to drink when i am with these woman the drinking just make it so much more fun for me so idk if the drinking ha any effect on this issue i haven t tried not drinking which i will test tonight when i see one of them thank you again for reading this far tl dr sex issue on celexa wellbutrin and focalin i do drink when i am having these issue but drinking make the sex so much more enjoyable lol" ]	250	Espero que todo está bien esta es mi primera vez publicación, pero me gustaría primero tomar el tiempo para decir que he estado leyendo activamente en este submarino para la mejor mitad de un año desde que mi ansiedad generalizada comenzó a tomar sobre mi vida un poco de backstory soy m 0lb y fui a texas tech a lo largo de la universidad wa en una dosis bastante fuerte de añadir med 0mg vyvanse que si ninguno de ustedes han tomado añadir med es como el pináculo de añadir med en la dosis más alta me sentí literalmente como dios cuando yo estaba en ellos digo esto porque yo bebería mucho en ellos hacer cocaína yo wa en una fraternidad vyvanse wa increíble porque literalmente nunca podría emborracharse también yo wa increíblemente en forma incluso aunque yo bebía tanto que yo trabajaría todo el tiempo pero nunca quise comer pero yo también era súper social y tenía esta loca puta unidad de sexo no mentiría yo podría permanecer duro rock durante dos horas fácil y me dirían que parar porque la chica wa demasiado desgastado no intentaría sonar coolbut estoy tratando de pintar esta foto de cómo esta droga wa pero después de año de que me gradué y de todo
boys before flowers is AWESOME. specially so yijung and cha gaeul's story. try to watch it. it's great.	[]	[ "boys before flowers is AWESOME.specially so yijung and cha gaeul's story.try to watch it.it's great." ]	34	Los chicos antes de las flores es AWESOME.especialmente tan yijung y cha gaeul historia.intenta verlo.it es genial.
More than 1 in 20 US children and teens have anxiety or depression https://ift.tt/2HMU2AlÂ	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "More than 1 in 20 US children and teens have anxiety or depression https://ift.tt/2HMU2AlÂ" ]	27	Más de 1 de cada 20 niños y adolescentes estadounidenses tiene ansiedad o depresión https://ift.tt/2HMU2AlÂ
@brianzwolinski good luck!! hope youre doing well out there	[]	[ "@brianzwolinski good luck!!hope youre doing well out there" ]	19	@brianzwolinski buena suerte!!esperamos que te vaya bien por ahí
im confused girl talking became valentines weve taking hugging cuddling see next hang today due parents fighting talking kissing asked shed girlfriend said ready im wondering something maybe ready	[]	[ "im confused girl talking became valentines weve taking hugging cuddling see next hang today due parents fighting talking kissing asked shed girlfriend said ready im wondering something maybe ready" ]	35	Confundido chica hablando se convirtió en valentines weve tomando abrazo abrazo ver próxima horca hoy debido a los padres peleas hablar besos preguntado cobertizo novia dijo listo me pregunto algo tal vez listo
lot talk made psychological westerns one truly genre big name stars perform well director makes good movie stewart granger loses british safari hunter stereotype play haggard retired buffalo hunter revered west one best robert taylor plays upstart in contrast usual young upstart taylors character middle aged too wants slaughter buffalo lures granger business him hire two big name actors lloyd nolan russ tamblyn skinners granger haunted buffalo killed knowing may blame become extinct knowing become extinct native american way life greatly suffer taylor soon reveals sadistic side realistic saidism unlike one dimensional sadists modern film created nerds dorks insecure needs human companionship still stop murder end pits two other startling conclusion psychological effects theyre well depicted	[]	[ "lot talk made psychological westerns one truly genre big name stars perform well director makes good movie stewart granger loses british safari hunter stereotype play haggard retired buffalo hunter revered west one best robert taylor plays upstart in contrast usual young upstart taylors character middle aged too wants slaughter buffalo lures granger business him hire two big name actors lloyd nolan russ tamblyn skinners granger haunted buffalo killed knowing may blame become extinct knowing become extinct native american way life greatly suffer taylor soon reveals sadistic side realistic saidism unlike one dimensional sadists modern film created nerds dorks insecure needs human companionship still stop murder end pits two other startling conclusion psychological effects theyre well depicted" ]	166	lot talk made psicologica westerns one truly genero big name stars performance well director makes good movie steart granger swatch british safari hunter estereotipo juego haggard retirado cazador de búfalos venerado west one best robert taylor juega upstart en contraste habitual joven taylors personaje medio envejecido también quiere matanza búfalo señuelos granger negocio él contratar dos actores grandes nombres lloyd nolan rus tamblyn skinners granger cazado búfalo muerto sabiendo que la culpa puede llegar a extinguirse sabiendo que se extinguen nativos americanos manera de la vida sufren grandemente taylor pronto revela sayismo sádico lado realista a diferencia de un sádico sádico película moderna creado nerds tontos insegura necesita compañía humana todavía parada asesinato final fosas dos otros sorprendentes efectos psicológicos conclusión son bien representados
cousin recently went search therapist find help depression admitted person spoke phone sometimes hits angry said need inpatient screening terrified forced go inpatient program lose job take care kids etc kids never witnessed thought would need unless immediate danger right last time happened weeks ago automatic inpatient	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "cousin recently went search therapist find help depression admitted person spoke phone sometimes hits angry said need inpatient screening terrified forced go inpatient program lose job take care kids etc kids never witnessed thought would need unless immediate danger right last time happened weeks ago automatic inpatient" ]	50	primo fue recientemente terapeuta de búsqueda encontrar ayuda depresión persona admitida habla teléfono a veces golpea enojado dijo necesidad hospitalización de detección aterrorizado ir hospitalizado programa perder trabajo cuidar niños etc niños nunca fueron testigos de pensamiento a menos que el peligro inmediato derecho la última vez ocurrió semanas internación automática
stuck using my verizon wireless card.. stupid internet at my apartment is not working. about to give up and go to bed early!!	[]	[ "stuck using my verizon wireless card.. stupid internet at my apartment is not working.about to give up and go to bed early!!" ]	29	atascado usando mi tarjeta inalámbrica verizon.. Internet estúpido en mi apartamento no está funcionando.a punto de darse por vencido e irse a la cama temprano!!
anybody play csgo so rank you	[]	[ "anybody play csgo so rank you" ]	8	cualquiera juega a csgo así que súbete
owen 90 who do british people still eat like there in the great depression era	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "owen 90 who do british people still eat like there in the great depression era" ]	18	deben 90 que hacen la gente británica todavía come como allí en la era de la gran depresión
check profile see currently hospitalized selfharm watch trying organize things yesterday found bunch notes different people really cared about read mine undoubtedly hardest thing ever do could get hold hospital called mom could inform doctor since supposed see right now mom nearly demanding turn notes really wants read them refused saying something anyone ever read read sure addressed me question is asshole giving notes right thing found exgfs suicide notes	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "check profile see currently hospitalized selfharm watch trying organize things yesterday found bunch notes different people really cared about read mine undoubtedly hardest thing ever do could get hold hospital called mom could inform doctor since supposed see right now mom nearly demanding turn notes really wants read them refused saying something anyone ever read read sure addressed me question is asshole giving notes right thing found exgfs suicide notes" ]	74	Revisar perfil ver actualmente hospitalizado autolesión reloj tratando de organizar las cosas ayer encontrado montón notas diferentes personas realmente se preocupaban por leer el mío sin duda lo más difícil que nunca se puede hacer podría llegar hospital llamada mamá podría informar al médico ya que se supone que ver ahora mamá casi exigir turnos notas realmente quiere leer se niega a decir que algo que alguien alguna vez leyó seguro se dirigió a mí pregunta es imbécil dando notas correctas encontrado exgfs notas suicidas