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usually , he would be tearing around the living room , playing with his toys . but just one look at a minion sent him practically catatonic . that had been megan 's plan when she got him dressed earlier . he 'd seen the movie almost by mistake , considering he was a little young for the pg cartoon , but with older cousins , along with her brothers , mason was often exposed to things that were older . she liked to think being surrounded by adults and older kids was one reason why he was a such a good talker for his age . `` are n't you being a good boy ? '' she said . mason barely acknowledged her . instead , his baby blues remained focused on the television . since the movie was almost over , megan knew she better slip into the bedroom and finish getting ready . each time she looked into mason 's face , she was grateful that he looked nothing like his father . his platinum blond hair and blue eyes were completely hers . it was only his build that he was taking after his father . where megan was a diminutive 5'3 '' , davis was 6'1 '' and two hundred pounds . mason was already registering off the charts in height and weight according to his pediatrician . davis had seen mason only twice in his lifetime-the day he had been born and the day he came home from the hospital . after that , he had n't been interested in any of the pictures and emails megan sent . with his professional football career on the rise , davis had n't wanted to be shackled with the responsibilities of a baby . instead , he wanted to spend his time off the field partying until all hours of the night . he only paid child support when megan threatened to have his wages garnished . she dreaded the day when mason was old enough to ask about his father . she never wanted anything in the world to hurt him , and she knew that being rejected by his father would . with a sigh , she stepped into the dress and slid it over her hips . wrestling around to get the zipper all the way up caused her to huff and puff . standing back from the mirror , she turned to and fro to take in her appearance . she 'd always loved how the dress made her feel sexy , but at the same time was very respectable . while it boasted a sweetheart neckline , the hemline fell just below her knees . she put on her pearls-a high school graduation gift from her uncle aidan , or `` ankle '' , as she often called him . aidan was her mother 's baby brother and only son of the family . when she was born , he was only eight and a half . as the first grandchild , megan spent a lot of time with her grandparents , and that in turn , meant she spent a lot of time with aidan . he had devoted hours to holding her and spoiling her rotten . when it came time for her to talk , she just could n't seem to get `` uncle aidan '' out . instead , she called him `` ankle . '' it was a nickname that had stuck with him even now that he was thirty-four and married . while it had been no question that she wanted him as godfather for mason , she had been extremely honored when he and his wife , emma , had asked her to be their son , noah 's , godmother . she loved her newest cousin very much and planned to be the best godmother she could for him . as she stepped out of the bedroom , she found that mason had yet to move . `` okay buddy , time to go . '' when he started to whine , she shook her head . `` we have such a fun day ahead of us . it 's noah 's baptism , and then there 's a party at uncle aidan and aunt emma 's house . '' `` beau ? '' he asked . she laughed . `` yes , you 'll get to see and play with beau , too . '' as she went to the couch and picked him up , she could n't help finding it amusing that out of everyone he was going to see today , he was most excited about being with aidan and emma 's black lab , beau . one day when they had their own place again , she would get him a dog . he loved them too much to be denied . `` oomph , '' she muttered , as they started up the basement stairs . `` heawy ? '' `` yes , you 're getting to be such a big , heavy boy . '' when they made it to the kitchen , megan paused to catch her breath . she only had a second before her mother breezed in with sean , and her youngest brother , gavin . `` ready ? 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with a smirk , sean replied , `` like i 'm gon na let you drive my car . '' he then slid into the driver 's seat as gavin reluctantly walked around to the passenger 's side . `` we 'll see you there in just a few , '' her mother called . sean acknowledged her with a two finger salute before cranking up and pulling down the driveway . megan worked to get mason into the car seat in her parents ' land rover . once he was safely strapped and buckled in , she hopped in beside him . her parents rattled along to each other as they made their way through the tree-lined suburbs where megan had grown up . while some might look on her as having a mark against her character being an unwed mother , she had lived a relatively non-rebellious life . even though she 'd been a cheerleader and ran with the popular crowd in school , she rarely partied to excess . instead , she had focused on getting good grades . at that time , she had her heart set on going to medical school and becoming a doctor . from the time she was a little girl , she had wanted nothing more than to help people . she was always mending birds with broken wings or trying to resuscitate squirrels who had been hit by cars . she ditched playing princess for playing `` hospital . '' her desire to become a doctor was why she needed the best scores and best activities and why she generally shunned any temptations to lead her off the right path . she had even managed to bypass the usual freshman craziness when she went off to the university of georgia . it was n't until she fell in love for the first time in her life that she threw everything away . sadly , she could n't say that her first love was davis , mason 's father . instead , it was another football player , this time a running back at uga , who captured and later broke her heart a year later . carsyn ran with the fast crowd , and when she was with him , she partied and drank too much . he was controlling and possessive , and he wanted all of her time . when she was with him , she had little time for studying . with her grades already in the toilet , she was unprepared for the emotional breakdown she experienced when carsyn broke up with her . devastated , she stopped going to class and ended up flunking the semester . by the time she got back on track with her grades , she had abandoned any hope of medical school . instead , she decided that she would become a nurse , which would fulfill her need to care for sick people . of course , her relationship with davis ended up derailing shortly before graduation when she got pregnant unexpectedly . she had to take several semesters off after mason was born . she was a few years off from when she had originally planned on graduating , but she was excited after everything had that had happened , she was finally finishing . her mother 's voice brought megan out of her thoughts . `` here we are , '' she said pleasantly . leaning forward in her seat , megan eyed the clock on the dashboard . she was n't surprised to see they had arrived half an hour before the baptism started . one thing her mother prided herself on was being on time and lending a hand . as they started into the church , her mother reached for mason . `` we 'll take him so you can go see if emma needs any help . '' megan bent over to kiss mason 's cheek . `` see you in a little while , sweetie . '' he grinned and then happily dodged her mother 's arms for her father 's instead , which made megan smile . he was such a man 's man already . he loved sitting between her brothers on the couch and watching tv . while it was good that he had so many male role models , she only hoped he had n't inherited too much of his father 's personality . after megan watched them disappear in the crowd of family and friends waiting in the church alcove , she bypassed everyone by turning right and heading down the hallway . at the last door on the right , she knocked . `` it 's me , megan . 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as noah sucked on his bottle , he twirled a strand of emma 's auburn hair between his fingers . both father and son were fans of emma wearing her hair down . emma grinned . `` good , i guess . i mean , i do n't have a lot of experience with baptisms . '' megan laughed and motioned to the towel and noah . `` it looks like you 're taking all the proper precautions-nothing like spit-up on your dress or his . '' with a nod , emma replied , `` tell me about it . especially since his gown is so old . '' megan eyed the lacy baptismal gown hanging on the closet door . she recognized it from pictures of ankle 's baptism . he had worn it , and now it was being passed down to his son . casey snorted . `` i 'm sure aidan would n't appreciate you alluding to the fact his gown is an antique , thus in turn saying he 's old . '' emma laughed . `` no , i 'm sure he would n't . of course , he 'd probably argue that while the gown might not have held up , he still looks fabulous and much younger than his age . '' megan smiled . `` that sounds just like him . '' she bent over emma to rub one of noah 's hands . he grabbed her thumb in his fist and held on for dear life . `` aw , you love your godmother , do n't you noah ? '' emma asked . noah momentarily stopped sucking on the bottle to flash a quick smile , which warmed megan 's heart . `` he 's such a sweet boy , '' she mused . `` and a charmer , just like his old man , '' casey mused . `` that too , '' megan agreed . thinking about her position , she cocked her head at casey . `` are you sure you 're fine with me being the godmother ? '' casey waved her hand dismissively . `` honey , the last thing i need is the responsibility . i plan on spoiling noah rotten and corrupting him as only a good auntie can do ! '' emma rolled her eyes . `` i 'm very satisfied with both my choices , megan . you do n't have to worry . '' `` so who is the godfather again ? i know he 's not part of the family . '' casey gasped as her hand flew to her chest dramatically . `` you mean , you 've never met dr. mcdreamy bollywood ? '' megan shrugged . `` no , i have n't . i mean , i 've heard about him and how he flew aidan home in time for noah 's birth . '' she noticed the pleading look that emma exchanged with casey . `` why ? what should i know about him ? '' casey tapped her chin with her index finger . `` hmm , what should you know about the good godfather ? '' she winked at megan . `` first off , he is seriously delectable . i mean , the man is like sex on a stick . tall , jet-black hair , dark eyes , and he 's built like a brick shithouse . '' megan suddenly felt her interest piquing . she had n't imagined that the godfather would be good-looking . it had been such a long time since she had dated anyone . scratch that-it had been a long time since she 'd had sex with anyone . she 'd spent the last two years completely dateless since she and davis broke up . she could practically join one of the local parishes as a nun with how long she had abstained . `` really ? '' `` mmm , hmm . he reminds me of that bollywood actor john abraham , '' casey said . emma snorted . `` since when do you watch bollywood movies ? '' `` since one of nate 's friends asked us to an indian film festival . '' casey grinned at megan . `` besides the fact that he 's a serious looker , he 's also kind , compassionate , and caring-an overall wonderful man . '' `` really now ? '' megan questioned . `` and he 's loaded because he 's a doctor . '' this man was sounding better and better by the minute . `` is he single ? 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with a shrug , megan replied , `` dating him or just having some fun with him . sounds like he could use some . '' emma grimaced as she wiped noah 's face off . `` this is exactly why i told aidan not to try and fix you two up . '' `` what do you mean ? '' `` pesh needs a relationship , not a hook-up after all he 's been through . besides his wife 's death , he has n't had it easy on the dating front . '' `` what happened ? '' when casey snorted , emma shot her a death glare . `` nothing . it 's just he does n't need to get involved with someone who is n't interested in a long-term relationship . '' `` em , you might as well tell her , '' casey urged . megan glanced between the two of them . `` tell me what ? '' `` fine , '' emma huffed resignedly . she handed noah to casey . `` make yourself useful by changing his diaper . '' as casey got busy cleaning up noah , emma turned to megan . `` when aidan and i broke up- '' `` what you meant to say is , after you left aidan when he did n't show up for noah 's gender ultrasound because he was cheating on you ? '' casey interrupted , waving around the wet wipe in her hand . emma closed her eyes for a moment before shaking her head . `` yes , that 's right . thank you so very much for bringing up that aspect of our break-up on today of all days . '' casey gripped noah 's ankles and hoisted up his little butt to slide on the new diaper . `` you 're welcome . '' `` anyway , as you were saying , '' megan pressed . `` right . so it was when aidan and i were broken up that i met pesh . i was with your papa fitzgerald the day of his heart attack at the vfw , and pesh was the doctor who treated him . '' `` so ... you both struck up a friendship then ? '' megan asked . emma grimaced . `` not exactly . you see , patrick wanted to force aidan to really fight for me , and he felt the best way to do it would be for him to have some competition . '' megan felt her eyes widening in surprise . `` papa wanted pesh to date you ? '' `` yeah . '' `` did you ? '' emma was momentarily distracted by casey blowing raspberries on noah 's stomach . a smile spread across her face as noah kicked his legs and giggled at casey . `` want me to get him in his dress ? '' casey asked , as she glanced up . `` if you do n't mind . '' bringing her hand to her hip , megan huffed out an exasperated breath . `` um , could you please focus for just a minute considering the bomb you just dropped on me ? '' `` i 'm sorry . i did n't want to tell you at all . i mean , whatever was between us is all in the past . neither one of us really cared for each other like we thought we did . '' `` did you ... '' megan said . at emma 's confused expression , she wiggled her eyebrows suggestively . emma 's face flushed . `` no , of course not ! '' casey eyed emma as she took the baptism gown off the hanger . `` you did make out with him though . '' `` one time . and he certainly did n't get to second base , '' emma argued . with a wicked grin , casey added , `` pity . wish you could inform us on what he has going on below the waist . '' `` you 're impossible . '' she snatched the gown away from casey and then started wrestling noah into the yards of fabric . `` it was n't like we were in a relationship . we did n't really even go out together . he came to the house once to bring me dinner and check on me when i was on bed rest , and then he took me to the opera . that was it . '' `` was there no chemistry between you two ? '' without responding , emma pulled noah up into a sitting position and started fastening the row of buttons down the back of the gown . `` em ? '' megan pressed . she gave a heavy sigh before picking noah up . she stared into his face before she responded . `` we had great chemistry together . he was an amazing kisser who got all my senses up and running in all the right ways . besides the physical part , he is smart , kind , and intelligent-any woman 's dream . '' she shook her head . `` but it did n't matter because he was n't aidan . i could never , ever love another man like i do him . 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giving noah a kiss on the cheek , she added , `` neither one of us were really in a good place-i was trying to make sure that aidan really was the one , and after being pressured by family and friends , he was trying to date for the first time after his wife 's death . '' megan crossed her arms over her chest . `` i get that he does n't need to be hurt , but who is to say that having a fling is going to hurt him ? maybe it could give him the confidence he needs to go out and find the real woman of his dreams ? '' `` how could a man that looks like that have any self-confidence issues ? '' `` you never know . if he was married a long time before his wife died , he might find it hard to get back into the dating world . especially if the last woman he cared about loved someone else . '' emma shook her head . `` trust me , he is n't the fling kind of guy . he wants a wife and children . '' although megan had a son , she was n't quite ready for marriage . maybe in a few years but right now she just wanted to date and have fun . she 'd willingly sacrificed so much to ensure that mason could have all of her attention since he was short a father . after all , he was the greatest hurdle in her having a committed relationship . she did n't want to open her son up to any hurt that might come from him getting attached to a man she dated only to have them disappear when they broke up . `` ankle really wants to fix us up ? '' emma nodded . `` regardless of what happened with pesh when we were broken up , aidan does respect and admire him . he wants pesh to be happy . '' she gave megan a pointed look . `` most of all , he wants that for you , too . '' megan wrinkled her nose . `` but i 'm really not ready for all of that yet . '' `` then think long and hard before you agree to do anything about pesh . he is unknowingly very persuasive , and in the moment , you might forget your resolve only to have it come back later to hurt you ... or him . '' megan held up her hands in defeat . `` okay , okay , i promise . '' emma smiled . `` nothing would make me happier than if you were to fall in love with pesh . '' with a laugh , megan said , `` did you just hear anything that i said ? i 'm anti-love . '' `` so was aidan . '' just as megan opened her mouth to protest , aidan waltzed into the room . `` everything okay ? '' `` fine . just finished feeding and dressing him , '' emma replied `` good . the natives are getting restless to see the little man of the hour before the baptism . '' he strode over to them and took his son into his arms . `` you ready to go work the crowd , noah ? '' noah 's response was to grunt and reach for aidan 's tie . with a laugh , aidan announced , `` i 'll take that as a yes . '' he then leaned in to kiss emma 's cheek . `` ready mrs . fitzgerald ? '' she smiled before linking her arm through his . `` yes , mr. fitzgerald , i am . '' megan and casey followed them out the door and down the hallway . they entered a noisy room crammed with family and friends . she left aidan and emma 's side to seek out her parents to check on mason . she found her parents , but their arms were empty . in a panic , she demanded , `` where 's mason ? '' her father smiled and pointed over to where a pile of her younger cousins were . mason was on the lap of her aunt becky 's oldest son , john . mason was mesmerized with what whatever john was doing on his phone . megan smiled as she walked up to them . without taking his eyes off the screen , john replied , `` we 're fine . '' `` are you sure he 's not bothering you ? '' what she was n't asking was if john was actually keeping an eye on mason between playing on his phone . john glanced up . `` considering i have two younger brothers , i think i can handle him . besides , he 's really into this game . 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his wavy , jet-black hair was cut short , and his dark eyes took in all that ankle was saying . and while she may have been in a church about to stand up as a godmother , she could n't help the ni**les tightening and panties moistening reaction of seeing him . he was all the way across the room , but he had the same effect as if he were standing by her side , rubbing against her . `` see what i mean ? '' casey questioned . megan licked her lips . `` oh my , '' she finally managed . `` sure you do n't want to give him a chance ? '' fighting the urge to fan herself , megan quickly replied , `` i 'd like to give him many , many chances . '' chances at ripping off my clothes , chances at kissing and licking me all over my body , chances at allowing his hands , fingers , and the promising bulge in his pants to stroke me until i orgasm ... yep , many , many chances . as if she could read megan 's mind , casey laughed . `` oh girl , this has trouble written all over it . '' chapter three pesh paced nervously around the back of the cathedral . the fact he was in a catholic church was n't the only reason he felt out of his element . as he eyed the massive statue of jesus , he fidgeted absently with his tie . although emma had sworn aidan was fine with the idea of him as godfather , he was still a little apprehensive about seeing aidan again . the last time they 'd been together , pesh was the hero flying aidan from north carolina to atlanta just in time for noah 's unexpected birth . but that was six months ago . the euphoria of the moment now had time to fade , and to aidan , pesh could still be the man who almost stole emma away . a side door opened , and aidan stepped out . he immediately met pesh 's anxious gaze . when his lips curved into a wide smile , pesh exhaled the nervous breath he 'd been holding . `` well , there you are , '' aidan said , as he strode up . he bypassed throwing out his hand , and instead , he pulled pesh to him for a bear hug . `` emma was worried about you . '' `` she was ? '' `` yeah , she asked me to come out and see if i could find you . '' i was n't sure where to go , and no one was out here . '' `` do n't worry about it . '' aidan pulled away . `` so how the hell are you ? '' pesh could n't help laughing at aidan 's choice of words , especially in a church . `` i 'm good , thank you . '' he cocked his head at aidan . `` and what about you ? is fatherhood agreeing with you ? '' a beaming smile lit aidan 's face . `` i 'm absolutely fantastic . i never could have imagined that being a father would be this ... amazing . '' pesh nodded . `` i want you to know what an honor it is for me to be noah 's godfather . '' `` we 're glad to have you . '' aidan patted pesh 's back . `` and i do mean that . '' `` i hope you do . i have had my concerns ... '' aidan shook his head . `` well , do n't . i 'll admit i was n't too thrilled with the prospect at first , but em was able to make me see the light . you were there for us when we really needed you . i mean , besides my wedding day , i would 've missed the most important days of my life-my son 's birth . i can never thank you enough . so when it comes down to it , i do n't think i could ask for a better godfather for my son . '' aidan 's words touched pesh . `` thank you . that means a lot . you have my word that i will always do what is right by noah . '' after giving him a hearty thump on the shoulder , aidan said , `` come on back with me . i want to introduce you to everyone . '' `` do they ... '' pesh was n't sure how to ask if aidan 's family knew the story of how he and emma truly knew each other . aidan chuckled . `` let 's just say that pop 's the only one who knows the truth . the others just think you met us when pop had his heart attack . '' pesh could n't help the relieved breath that whooshed out of him . it would have been a nightmare to have most of aidan 's family hating him for trying to steal emma away . `` i see . 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she looked radiant as ever in an emerald suit . noah , however , did n't seem too thrilled to be outfitted in the lacy gown that flowed over emma 's arms and stopped mid-thigh . his tiny brows wrinkled as he waved his fists back and forth as if any moment he might let loose with a scream . taking him by the elbow , aidan guided him over to a group of men and women . aidan introduced him to his four sisters and their husbands . pesh smiled , nodded , and shook their hands before being bombarded by a hoard of aidan 's nieces and nephews . `` now i want you to meet my niece , megan . she 's the godmother . '' `` it would be my pleasure . '' aidan surprised pesh by leaning in and whispering in his ear . `` i 'm pretty sure over half of the people here are gunning for you two to get together . you know , a real romantic story to tell future kids about how you two met being the godmother and godfather of this sweet and adorable kid . '' pesh gulped . why was everyone he knew hell-bent on setting him up ? had emma harbored some secret , ulterior motive in asking him to be noah 's godfather ? `` i 'm flattered , but i do n't know if that 's such a good idea . '' pulling back , aidan surmised him before winking . `` normally i would agree because she is , after all , my niece-my favorite one if i 'm being honest . but as much as it pisses me off to admit it , you two would make a great couple . '' `` we would ? '' `` hell yeah . '' aidan swept his hand over his chin . `` megan needs someone strong and stable like you are , and then you need someone who is so full of life like she is . i can guaran-damn-tee you that you 've never been out with a woman like her before . emma is like , one tenths the sassiness that megan is . '' pesh could n't help giving aidan a skeptical look . `` just keep an open mind , okay ? '' with a reluctant nod , pesh replied , `` i will . '' `` megan , '' aidan called . when the tiny blonde turned around , pesh fought to catch his breath . everything about her from her sparkling blue eyes to her long blonde hair was just like jade 's . how was it possible for someone to remind him so much of what he had lost ? aidan grinned as he glanced between the two of them . `` i wanted to introduce you to pesh nadeen , the godfather . '' thrusting out her hand , megan smiled warmly at him . `` it 's very nice to finally meet you . '' he stared at it a moment before his good manners overrode his shock . he took her hand in his and shook it . `` it 's very nice meeting you , too . '' `` i 'll leave you two to get to know each other , '' aidan said . before pesh could protest , aidan turned and disappeared into the crowd . he turned to megan and tried clearing his throat of what felt like a wad of sawdust . he knew he should try to make polite conversation , but he was still so shell-shocked by the way megan looked . finally , she took pity on him . `` so , emma tells me you 're a doctor . '' pesh smiled politely . `` yes , i am . '' `` what type of medicine ? '' `` emergency services . '' megan 's face lit up . `` oh , how interesting . i 'm about to finish nursing school , and i 've asked for clinical placement in the er . '' pesh widened his eyes in surprise . aidan had failed to mention that they had the medical profession in common . `` i 'm hoping to get placed at grady , even though my parents would die a thousand deaths . '' he cocked his brows at her . `` i assume they 're afraid for your safety ? 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while she possessed a beautiful exterior , she certainly seemed to have a greater depth of character than he had originally expected . he did n't often meet someone like her . most of the women at the hospital who threw themselves at him possessed only surface beauty . he did n't have to be with them very long to perceive their true shallowness and self-centeredness . to them , he was a prize to be won . he could n't ever imagine megan feeling that way . she was n't the type of woman to care about a trophy man on her arm-she wanted to make her own way in the world . `` it is so good to hear someone speak with such passion about nursing . '' he nodded . `` we desperately need more people like you . i know i would love to work alongside someone who had your passion . '' she smiled at his compliments . he could n't help noticing what a nice smile she had . the way it framed her heart shaped face made her appear much less like jade than he had originally thought . maybe we 'll end up together . '' she licked her lips before adding , `` you know , at the same hospital . '' `` i would like that . but i 'm afraid that wellstar pales in comparison to grady . '' `` surely the suburbs offer some interesting cases ? '' `` they do . i 've been there since my residency , so i ca n't imagine working anywhere else . after all , i would n't be standing here today with you if it were n't for wellstar and your grandfather . '' `` that 's true . '' tilting her head , she gave him a very alluring smile . `` and what a pity that would be if our paths had n't crossed . '' he sucked in a breath at the directness of her statement . could she really be interested in him ? sure , it was common knowledge that aidan and others wanted them to get together , but he had imagined that she had not known their intentions . and while originally he had been turned off by aidan 's suggestion of fixing them up , he could n't help but be intrigued now . there was something so refreshingly different about megan , despite her physical similarities to jade . `` mommy ! '' a small voice cried . pesh glanced over megan 's shoulder where a fair-haired toddler came bounding over . he wrapped his arms around megan 's thigh . she gave him an apologetic look before bending over . `` what 's the matter , sweetie ? '' he grinned up at her . `` miss you . '' with a smile , she bent over and picked him up . when he sat on her hip , she turned her attention back to pesh . `` this is my son , mason . '' pesh could n't help noticing how megan searched his face to see if there was any judgment or even disgust at her having a son . he felt neither of those emotions . he had to admit he was a little surprised . aidan had failed to mention that fact as well . not to mention , she seemed young to be a mother , considering she was just finishing her clinicals . `` it 's nice to meet you , mason . '' `` can you tell pesh hi ? '' megan urged . `` hi , esh , '' mason said , with a grin . pesh could n't help laughing , and he was thankful that megan giggled as well . `` how old are you ? '' mason held up two fingers to which megan shook her head . `` he 's seventeen months . '' pesh smiled . `` you must be very proud of him . '' `` i am . '' she snuggled mason against her chest . `` he 's the sweetest and best boy i could ever hope for . '' `` you 're very blessed . '' `` thank you . 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`` please , please , do not scream in there and act like a demon baby . be the angel i know you can be . '' he acknowledged her request by sticking his tongue out and flailing his fists . aidan chuckled at emma 's plea . `` relax , babe . if he feels you getting all tense , he 's going to get fussy . '' emma sighed . `` he 's already fussy . he was fine until i put him in the gown . '' `` i guess he feels that wearing a dress is insulting to his manhood , '' aidan reasoned with a smile . when emma shot aidan a death glare , megan and pesh could n't help laughing at the two of them . aidan winked at emma before starting out the door . at megan 's side , pesh walked up the aisle . when they reached the baptismal font , the music ended , and the priest began speaking . he informed the crowd of what was about to take place and the significance of all the religious rites noah was about to receive . aidan and emma made the sign of the cross on noah 's forehead before megan leaned in to do the same . when megan elbowed him , pesh reached over to clumsily follow their lead . after he finished , he glanced at megan . she smiled and mouthed , `` good job . '' he returned her smile . he followed through the rest of the proceedings as aidan and emma pledged to raise noah in the faith . then it came time for him and megan to agree to stand by noah as godparents . the priest took a fussing noah from emma 's arms . when the first trickles of water hit the base of noah 's head , he cooed and kicked his arms and legs . emma appeared relieved at how noah was n't behaving like a possessed baby as she had feared . `` thank god he loves his baths , '' aidan muttered beside pesh . once the baptism part was finished , the priest made a final talk , and then it was over . just as pesh sighed with relief and was looking forward to making a quick exit , aidan grabbed his arm . `` do n't go anywhere . we have to do pictures . '' inwardly , he groaned . he wanted , no he needed , a moment alone to process his thoughts . everything had been so overwhelming-being outside his usual world , meeting all of aidan 's family , and then having the prospect of megan thrown in as well . awkwardly , he stood around as a photographer came forward and proceeded to take several pictures of aidan , emma , and noah . then it was just aidan and noah or emma and noah . `` okay , i need the godparents now . '' pesh smoothed down his tie and allowed the photographer to pose him in the group shot . after they finished with the four of them , noah was handed to megan for pictures with just the godparents . as the photographer pushed megan closer against pesh 's chest , he glanced down at her . her reassuring smile caused his heartbeat to accelerate . for the first time , he noticed the sweet aroma of her hair as the long , blonde strands brushed against him . he could also make out the alluring scent of her perfume . he liked the feel of her against him a little too much . it made him want to draw her into his embrace ... maybe do other things that he should n't be thinking when he was in a church . glancing over her shoulder at him , she joked , `` jeez , you 're like a giant standing next to me . '' `` am i ? '' he had n't noticed the differences in their heights-he 'd been focusing on her too much . `` just a little bit . of course , it does n't take much for someone to make me look short . '' `` you look perfect to me , '' he said sincerely . craning her neck back to look at him , she gave him a teasing grin . `` do i ? are you flirting with me , dr . nadeen ? '' he stared down at his feet , trying to avoid the heat of her stare . he tried to hide the red flush he felt entering his cheeks . `` okay , now just with the godmother , '' the photographer ordered . reluctantly , pesh stepped away from megan . as the flashes went off , snapping hers and noah 's picture , he kept his gaze on her . as she focused on the camera , megan 's blue eyes sparkled as she stretched her face into a wide grin . noah 's tiny fingers wrapped around some of the strands of her hair , causing megan to yelp in pain . `` easy now . i got ta keep that , '' she said to noah . `` okay , that should get it , '' the photographer said . | [["please", 9], ["scream", 34], ["screams", 34], ["act", 51], ["acted", 51], ["like", 56], ["demon", 64], ["baby", 69], ["angel", 84], ["know", 91], ["knowest", 91], ["acknowledge", 123], ["acknowledged", 123], ["request", 135], ["requestest", 135], ["stick", 147], ["stickest", 147], ["sticking", 147], ["tongue", 158], ["tonguing", 158], 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`` here godfather , it 's your turn , '' megan said , as she handed noah to him . by now , noah was tired of being held and tired of being ensconced in yards of lace . he peered up at pesh before howling . `` i 'm sorry , little guy , '' he cooed , trying to bounce noah in his arms . as noah continued to cry , pesh looked apologetically at the photographer . just before he was ready to give up , megan came up and started clapping her hands and making noises at noah . the baby instantly stopped crying . `` that 's right , noah . give me a smile , '' megan urged , as she backed up to stand by the photographer . she continued making the noises , and she even resorted to flashing one of the strands of her hair at him . finally , noah 's quivering lips broke into a grin . `` there we go , '' the photographer said . pesh quickly plastered a smile on his face . after several flashes went off , the photographer put down his camera . `` got it . '' both noah and pesh sighed in relief . gazing down at him , pesh asked , `` bet you 're ready to get home and get out of that dress , huh ? '' `` it 's a gown , not a dress , '' megan countered with a smile . he laughed . `` regardless of what it 's called , i do n't think he likes it very much . '' megan brought some of the lace between her fingers . `` probably a little itchy for him . '' `` did your son wear this gown ? '' `` no , this is aidan 's gown . mason wore my mother 's , which my brothers and i also wore . '' `` in your culture do they do anything special like this for a baby ? '' `` we have the namakaran , or naming ceremony . it 's sometimes held in a temple . and like this , it 's all about offering blessings to the child-family and friends coming together in support of the new baby . '' `` i like it . '' they were momentarily interrupted by aidan and emma walking up . noah immediately reached out for emma . `` such a mama 's boy , '' aidan muttered , which earned him a glare from emma . he merely winked at her in response before starting down the aisle . pesh saw megan 's mother beckoning her with a wave . `` guess you need to go , '' he said . `` but i 'll see you at aidan and emma 's , right ? '' he swallowed hard . `` um , yes , i 'll be there . '' `` good , '' she replied , with an alluring smile . she gave him a small wave before walking off to join her parents . shaking his head , he mumbled , `` this is trouble . '' chapter four when megan arrived with her parents at aidan and emma 's , she was surprised to see a catering truck outside in the driveway . her surprise continued once she got inside the house . gazing out into the backyard , she saw where tables were set up alongside the pool . the tables were adorned with blue and white tablecloths and glittering blue and white centerpieces . a low whistle behind her got megan 's attention . turning around , she saw casey shaking her head . `` wow , this is one epic baptism party , '' she remarked . `` it 's impressive . that 's for sure , '' megan agreed . as emma breezed into the kitchen with noah in a more comfortable outfit , casey cocked her head . `` so , i was just wondering where the ice sculptures were ? '' pink tinged emma 's cheeks . `` i kinda got carried away . with me not working anymore , the old marketing and pr side of me let loose . and with my connections , i was able to get everything ridiculously discounted . '' `` everything looks wonderful . you waited so long to have a baby that it makes sense you might go a little overboard . '' emma wrinkled her nose . `` i never wanted to be one of those moms who threw the over-the-top parties . '' while casey started to open her mouth , megan smacked her playfully . `` it 's just catered in food , right ? '' `` they did the tables , too . '' `` then i think you 're safe from being a momzilla party monster ... for now . '' casey laughed . `` i 'll anxiously be awaiting noah 's first birthday party . '' with a scowl , emma mumbled , `` whatever . 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the two of them sat at one of the tables underneath the shade of a massive umbrella . several of her other younger cousins sat around them , playing on their psps and other hand-held devices . `` we 're fine , honey , '' papa replied . `` let me know if he gets to be too much . '' cocking his head , papa demanded , `` are you trying to say i 'm old or something ? '' `` no , not at all . he 's a handful even for me . '' he waved her away with a hand gnarled with age and time . `` go on and enjoy yourself . i 'll keep an eye on mason . '' she smiled and leaned down to kiss his weathered cheek . `` thanks , papa . '' `` you know , while you 're enjoying yourself , you might go spend a little time with the godfather . '' megan 's eyes widened . was he trying to set her up with pesh like he had with emma ? he gave her a knowing look . `` be good for both of you . '' `` um , okay . whatever , papa , '' she murmured , before she turned away . although she hated to admit it , she had been looking forward to talking to pesh again . she had tried to kid herself that she had n't secretly been searching the crowd for him when she was taking in all of emma 's decorations . when she did finally catch sight of him , her traitorous heart skipped a beat . she did n't mind if her body gave a reaction , but it pissed her off that her heart was affected by him as well . he 'd ditched his suit jacket along with his tie . with the first button of his shirt undone , she could see a tuft of dark chest hair . she bit her lip at the sight . she was a sucker for chest hair . her eyes dipped down to take in how the sleeves of his white shirt had been rolled up to his elbows , giving just a glimpse of his defined biceps . casey had been absolutely right-he was built like a brick shithouse . megan wanted nothing more than to get better acquainted with his body , especially with fewer clothes on him . at the sound of emma 's voice behind her , she jumped . `` ready to eat ? '' `` um , sure . '' emma gave her a puzzled look before nodding in pesh 's direction . `` why do n't you ask pesh to join you at aidan 's and my table ? he does n't know a lot of people , and i would hate to have him end up with the kids . '' megan quirked her brows in surprise . `` are you sure ? '' `` why would n't i be ? '' with a shrug , megan replied , `` i do n't know . maybe because you did n't like the idea of me getting to know him . '' `` i never said i did n't want you two to get to know each other-i said i did n't want you using him for a fling . '' megan could n't help rolling her eyes . `` the day is n't over yet . i could still turn on my powers of seduction and lure pesh into a night of seedy passion . '' emma stared at her in shock before busting out laughing . `` seedy passion ? those words and pesh will never , ever go together in the same sentence . '' `` are you saying that you and aidan have never had seedy passion ? '' `` aidan and pesh are not in the same league of men . i love aidan , but he 's not necessarily a gentleman . pesh is . '' `` yeah , but you 're a lady , '' megan protested . `` maybe in the street , but she 's one hell of a freak in the bedroom , '' aidan said behind them . emma squealed before whirling around to smack him . `` people could hear you , '' she admonished . as aidan chuckled , megan shook her head . `` forget other people . me having to hear it was painful enough . '' crossing his arms over his chest , aidan said , `` i came over here to ask if we were going to eat or not ? people are getting restless . i had no idea i was going to interrupt such an interesting conversation . of course , i do n't think i want to know why the two of you are discussing emma 's and my sex life right now . '' emma waved her hand dismissively . `` we were n't . and yes , we 're ready to eat . let 's round everyone up . '' as emma walked off to call people to sit down , aidan grinned at megan before saying , `` total freak . '' megan closed her eyes as if in pain . `` spare me . please . '' `` just saying . because you never know if your gentleman might be a super freak too . 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and with a wink , he walked off to join emma , leaving megan to wonder why everyone seemed so concerned with hers and pesh 's love lives . as the sunlight started fading , most of the party guests began to trickle out the door . by the time it was dark , it was only a few of aidan and emma 's close friends left . megan had let her parents take a sleepy mason home , vowing she wanted to stay to help emma clean up . the truth was she wanted to spend as much time as she could with pesh . thankfully , she found herself sitting next to him at one of the poolside tables . somehow they managed to end up by themselves after some of the other guests had left . leaning forward in her chair , she asked , `` did you always want to be a doctor ? '' `` for my fifth birthday , my father bypassed the usual play doctor 's kits by giving me a real medical bag with tools from the hospital . i examined everyone who would stand still long enough , including the two dogs . '' megan laughed . `` i bet you were a cute little doctor . '' `` my mother has some embarrassing pictures , '' he replied , with a smile . `` so your father was also a doctor ? '' `` yes , he had a general medicine practice for forty years . he just recently retired . '' `` did he pressure you to follow in his footsteps ? '' he grinned . `` i 'm starting to feel like i 'm being interrogated . '' `` i 'm sorry if you feel that way . i 'm just trying to get to know you . '' `` you 're certainly a very attractive interrogator , '' he said . `` i think you 're avoiding the question by flattering me . '' `` there 's flattery and then there 's the truth . '' cocking her brows , she replied , `` and then there 's not answering my question . '' he held up his hands in defeat . `` fine , fine . no , i did n't feel pressure to become a doctor . my father would have never wanted me to pursue a profession where i did n't feel useful . '' `` so you 've always had a need to help people ? '' `` pretty much . as the oldest , i always looked out for my two younger brothers and sister . my mother has always called me an old soul . '' `` i can see that about you . '' leaning forward , he rested his elbows on the table . `` now it is my turn to be the interrogator . '' `` okay , i do n't mind . '' `` what about you ? did you always see nursing in your future ? '' `` yes and no . originally , i wanted to be a doctor . '' his brows shot up in surprise . when she nodded , he asked , `` what happened ? '' there was no way she was going to tell him the truth about her past and why she had been forced to abandon medical school . instead , she shrugged . `` life happened , i guess . i decided on the next best thing , which was nursing . '' pesh stared thoughtfully at her . `` was it your son ? '' `` excuse me ? '' `` was it your son who changed your plans about medical school ? '' `` no , it was before i had mason . '' `` does he ... are you ... ? '' pesh shook his head . `` forgive me . i was being too forward . '' `` no , go ahead . i told you i was n't afraid to answer your questions . '' he grimaced . `` but it 's rude to pry , and it 's not my business . '' `` just ask your question , '' she replied . after a resigned sigh , he finally asked , `` were you married ? '' `` no , i 'm not divorced . and no , mason 's father does n't have anything to do with him . '' anger flashed in pesh 's dark eyes . `` even though i know nothing of him , i know that he is not a man . a man does not abandon his children and his responsibilities . '' `` you would be right . he 's just a boy playing at being a man , '' she replied , glancing down at the table . when pesh took her hand in his , she jerked her head up in surprise . in a soft voice that vibrated with empathy , he asked , `` he hurt you very much , did n't he ? '' as she shifted in her chair , she tried downplaying the moment by wagging her free finger at pesh . `` now you 're really turning the heated questions on me , are n't you ? '' he quickly released her hand . `` i apologize . '' she sighed . `` no , it 's okay . '' she raked her fingers through her hair as she tried processing if she was really going to be honest with pesh . gazing into his eyes , she did n't detect any judgment or prying-there was only compassion . `` yes , he hurt me . he continues to hurt me each time i look at mason and realize what he 's being denied . 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she jerked her chin over to where aidan cradled a sleeping noah in his arms . as the others talked and laughed around him , aidan stared down at his son with such love in his eyes and adoration on his face that it cut a jagged hole in megan 's chest . her chin trembled as she replied , `` i want that for my son . '' pesh 's dark eyes pooled with empathy as he once again took her hand in his . `` it is n't the same pain , but i do know how you feel . i experience it every time i see a husband and wife sharing a loving moment . it drives home what i do not have ... what i have lost . '' megan wiped her eyes with the back of her hand . `` emma told me about your wife . i 'm very sorry . '' `` thank you , '' he murmured . nibbling her bottom lip , megan then hesitantly asked , `` what was she like ? '' by his raised eyebrows , pesh seemed surprised by her question . megan hoped she had n't stepped over a boundary in asking . he leaned back in his chair and drew in an agonized breath . `` she was my world-the sun , the moon , and the stars . '' he met her intense gaze , checking to see if she really wanted him to continue . after she gave a brief nod , he began to talk . he told her how they had met and all the little attributes that jade possessed that made her special . as megan listened to him speak with such reverence and love about his late wife , she could n't help feeling just a little bit jealous . she 'd never had a man possess such intense feelings for her . she could n't imagine ever being loved so completely by a man that not even death could lessen his feelings . `` what you had with jade , what you still feel for her , it 's really beautiful , '' she murmured when he finished . pesh jerked a hand through his thick hair . `` it 's interesting to hear you say that . i think most women are turned off by what they perceive is a man who ca n't let go of his dead wife . '' megan shook her head . `` i do n't think so . who would n't be turned on by a man who feels so deeply that he did n't stop loving his wife just because she died ? '' pesh 's eyes widened at her statement , and he sucked in a harsh breath . `` most women do n't want to share your heart , '' he challenged softly . `` then they 're obviously insecure . all of us have the ability to love people in infinite capacities . i love my son with all my heart and soul , but there will still be room for a man ... someday . '' he stared at her for a moment , unblinking and unmoving . `` i have to say that i find your reasoning absolutely fascinating . '' `` you do ? '' `` yes . '' the intensity of his gaze caused her to laugh nervously . `` i do n't think a man has ever called me fascinating . '' `` that 's a pity . '' before she could try changing the subject , aidan came by their table with noah in his arms . `` after i put him down , i 'm going to make some drinks . emma wants one of her margaritas . you game ? '' he asked megan . she nodded . a drink would certainly help cool her off after the conversation she 'd been having with pesh . `` sure . i do n't think i 've had one in forever . '' `` neither has she . i may be peeling her off the ceiling tonight , '' he teased . `` you have seriously got to stop with the innuendo . you are my uncle , and it is mortifying and disgusting to have to think of you in that capacity . '' `` i am so terribly sorry for scaring your sensitive mind . '' grinning , aidan turned to pesh . `` beer okay with you , or would you like something fruity , too ? '' `` i 'm fine with a beer , '' pesh replied . aidan bobbed his head . `` be right back . '' after aidan headed in the house , pesh caught her staring at him . `` what ? '' `` just surprised you wanted a beer , that 's all . '' `` and why is that ? '' she shrugged . `` you just seemed a little too refined for beer . '' he tilted his head at her . `` what other preconceived notions do you have about me ? '' `` none really , '' she lied . in her mind , she could n't help thinking how she wanted to make him be dirty just for her . she wondered what other surprises he might have up his sleeve . `` for some reason , i do n't believe that . 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you think that i 'm a 'refined ' man who drinks wine , would never think of cussing or have inappropriate thoughts , organizes his underwear drawer , and who considers doing the crossword puzzle a fun friday night ? '' megan could n't help snorting at his summation . it was a good distraction not to focus on how he had mentioned inappropriate thoughts and his underwear drawer . at the moment , she was having inappropriate thoughts about his underwear ... or hopefully lack thereof . of course , she could n't help judging him as not being the commando type . `` no , that 's not what i think of you . '' `` i would hope not . i know that since i 'm a little older than you- '' `` just a little ? '' the corners of his lips turned up . `` obviously you think i 'm an old man . '' `` no , i do n't , '' she blurted . `` how old do you think i am ? just shy of adult diapers and a walker ? '' she scowled at him . `` i was not insinuating that at all . i think you 're probably close to ankle 's age . '' pesh 's brows furrowed in confusion . `` ankle ? '' she laughed before explaining where the nickname came from . `` i see . so just how old is ankle again ? '' `` thirty-four . '' `` hmm , '' pesh murmured . `` are you younger than that ? '' `` older actually . i 'm thirty-seven . '' damn , he was a lot older than her . twelve years to be exact . `` did i shock you ? '' he asked , with a teasing lilt in his voice . `` i 'd hardly call thirty-seven old . '' `` it 's considerably older than you are , right ? '' `` i suppose , '' she lied . he grinned at her as he leaned on the table with his elbows . `` and just how old are you ? '' `` twenty-five-i 'll be twenty-six in a few months . '' `` twenty-five going on twenty-six . '' `` i must be positively ancient to you . '' he held out his hand and examined it . `` i might have a liver spot or two . '' she smacked his hand playfully . `` shut up . thirty-seven is not old . '' `` see any grey hairs ? '' he asked , bending over to where his delicious head of hair was in front of her face . her fingers itched to run through the dark strands . her mind ran straight to an illicit image of her fingers tugging on his hair as he went down on her , jerking too hard when he sucked and licked her until she came , and then stroking the damp hair back from his forehead as he rose up to cover her body with his . she cleared her throat that had run dry . `` no , of course not . '' he jerked his head up to wink at her . `` then there 's hope for me yet . '' `` i would think so . '' aidan appeared then , carrying all the drinks on a tray . `` i expect a tip when you guys finish , '' he teased . `` i 'll remember that , '' megan replied . after jerking his chin toward the table next to him , aidan said , `` why do n't you guys come over here with us ? '' she fought the urge to slap him . she was enjoying having pesh to herself . `` um , sure . okay , '' she said , reluctantly rising out of her chair . when they changed tables , she was glad to see pesh take the empty chair beside her , rather than across from her . once she got settled in , she was n't lamenting her seat change too much . between casey , and emma 's other best friend , connor , the table was kept in raucous laughter . it was good being with a group of friends . after she had gotten pregnant , she did n't have much in common with her sorority sisters anymore . then when she became a mom , she rarely saw anyone from her old group . her life moved in an entirely different orbit than theirs now . the conversation and laughter flowed as easily as the drinks . megan found herself halfway through her second margarita when she started feeling funny . a flush filled her cheeks at the same time she felt clammy . as aidan came back with another beer , she asked , `` did you put something different in this one ? 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i did n't realize it . i just thought it was the better stuff because it was white tequila . that 's your drink of choice , not mine . '' oh god , she was in so much trouble . she 'd barely consumed any alcohol since she got pregnant and had mason . now she 'd had one regular dosed margarita and almost a full one of straight alcohol . a gentle hand landed on her thigh . `` are you all right ? '' pesh asked . she opened her eyes to see two blurry images of him staring at her with concern . `` not exactly . '' `` would you like me to take you home ? '' `` yes , please . while i can still walk . '' as she rose out of her chair , she swayed a little in her heels . after taking two steps , aidan 's apologetic face appeared before her . `` i 'm sorry , meggie . '' `` it 's not your fault . and i 'll be fine . '' she wagged a finger at him . `` but when i get shit for coming home drunk , i 'm so telling mom it was your fault . '' `` i 'll gladly take the blame and fear angie 's wrath . '' he leaned in to hug her . `` thanks for today-you know , for being noah 's godmother . '' `` you 're welcome . thanks for me asking you . '' `` i mean , thanks for asking me . '' god , this was bad . after exchanging hugs with emma and reassuring her at least twenty times that she would be fine and that she did need to go home , pesh led megan out the front door . he slid a strong arm around her waist to steady her as they went down the porch steps . as she staggered to the car , she moaned . `` i ca n't go home yet . not like this . '' she stared up into his face . `` i ca n't let mason see me like this . '' he pushed a strand of hair out of her face . `` do n't worry . i 'll take you to my house then . '' `` just so i can sober up ? '' she questioned , although she really did n't mean it . she wanted to go to his house for a lot more , especially after being so close to his fabulously built body . `` yes , of course . i 'll make you some strong , black coffee . '' `` thank you , '' she murmured , trying to still the spinning of her head . always the gentleman , pesh opened the door for her , and she collapsed onto the seat . once he made sure she was comfortable , he closed the door and went around the front of the car . megan gazed around at the plush interior of the jaguar with its leather seats and sleek console . after pesh slid into his seat , he put the key in the ignition and cranked up . as they started backing out of the driveway , she glanced over at him . `` do you have to come to the rescue women of drunken . '' `` i mean , drunken women a lot ? '' wait , was she slurring ? he cut his eyes over at her and smiled . he seemed to be trying really hard not to laugh at her . but i 'm always happy to help a damsel in distress . '' megan giggled . oh god , now she was giggling ? she never giggled . she eyed pesh suspiciously . `` got a hero complex , huh ? wan na be every woman 's knight in shining armor ? '' `` not every woman 's , '' he murmured . `` mmm , pesh , you wan na be my knight in shining armor ? '' as soon as the words left her lips , she fought the urge to slap her hand over her mouth . alcohol always had this effect on her-it left her completely without a sensor . pesh 's jaw clenched , and he did n't reply . pitching her upper body over the armrest , she got as close to him as she could . `` you did n't answer my question . '' taking his eyes momentarily off the road , he pinned her with an intense gaze . `` i 'd be anything and everything you wanted me to be , if you would give me the chance . '' momentarily dumbfounded , she could only stare at him . `` oh wow , '' she replied , as she collapsed back onto the seat . the motion caused her to feel dizzy . mumbling almost incoherently , she said , `` mmm , hot as f**k and anything i want . lucky me . '' `` i have a feeling you would n't have asked the original question if you were n't intoxicated . '' with a snort , she replied , `` drunk or sober that woulda been a helluva line to hear from a man . '' `` i 'm glad you think so . 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`` do you mind ? '' `` go ahead . '' humming along with one of the songs , she laid her head back on the seat . `` i wo n't hurt your ears by singing . '' `` do you not sing ? '' `` oh , i sing , but i do n't do it well . emma 's the one with the voice . '' `` so i 've heard . '' turning to look at him , megan asked , `` did she ever sing for you ? '' `` sadly , no . '' megan harrumphed as she crossed her arms over her chest . `` she made out with you , but she would n't sing for you ? that 's just rude . '' pesh made a strangled noise . `` emma told you ... about us ? '' `` mmm , hmm . '' she grinned at him . `` i hear you 're a great kisser . '' cutting his eyes over to her , he gave her a pained look . `` it really was n't like that for us . i mean , we were n't in love with each other . '' `` yeah , that 's what she said . course , she did admit that you got her all hot and bothered . '' `` s-she did ? '' he stammered , embarrassment coloring his cheeks . `` hey , the ability to get a woman hot is nothing to be ashamed of . hell , i got turned on when i first saw you today . like my panties got wet . '' `` megan , do n't , '' pesh warned , gripping the steering wheel to where his knuckles turned white . turning in her seat , she eyed him before licking her lips . `` you do n't want me to say how you got me hot in a church ? how you still get me hot acting all bashful about the sex talk ? '' `` please . just do n't . '' `` fine , '' she muttered , before flouncing back in her seat . she did n't speak to him for a long time . instead , she closed her eyes and laid back with her head cushioned on the head rest . when the car started to slow , she snapped her eyes open . she did n't know if she fell asleep or passed out . sitting up , she peered out the window at the posh houses of the subdivision they were in . as they pulled into the driveway , megan could n't help staring up at the house . `` holy shit , this place is beautiful . '' pesh chuckled . `` i know you think it 's just the alcohol talking , but i 'm serious . you have great taste . '' `` i hope you 'll like the inside just as much . '' `` i 'm sure i will . '' after he came around to open the door , she hopped out of the car a little too fast . her wobbly legs wavered , and she ended up crashing into pesh 's chest . staring up at him , she gave an apologetic smile . `` sorry about that . '' `` it 's fine . need some help ? '' with the alcohol fueling her libido , she replied , `` if it means having your hands on me , then sure . '' pesh grimaced , but his arm still came around her waist to steady her . she loped along beside him . after he unlocked the door and punched in the alarm code , she followed him inside . her blurry vision took in the expansive kitchen with his gleaming stainless steel appliances . she followed him as he made his way into the living room . motioning toward the couch , he said , `` why do n't you have a seat while i fix you some coffee ? '' while it was a nice idea to sober herself up , she did n't want any coffee . she just wanted pesh . grabbing the lapels of his suit coat , she pulled herself flush against him . `` when did you put this back on ? '' she wondered aloud . she felt so tiny against his massive chest . it was a good feeling though-one of safety and protection . it also lit her even more on fire with lust . cocking her head , she glanced up at him to survey his expression . even in the semi-darkness , she could see his dark eyes burning with desire . she ran her hands up his chest to his neck . she tugged him down to where his face was inches from hers . fortified with liquid courage , she brought her lips to his . she could n't help the little moan that came from deep in her throat . pesh 's mouth was warm , soft , and inviting . the brief connection made her want him all the more-for him to devour her . tentatively , she slid her tongue across his bottom lip , beckoning him to open for her . almost instantaneously , the warmth of his tongue met hers . they slid against each other , tasting , searching , and seeking . | [["mind", 14], ["minding", 14], ["go", 25], ["goest", 25], ["ahead", 31], ["hum", 44], ["hummed", 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