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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this person in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the relationship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I'm not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna be that person. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>key thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>vocal about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what you want <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in a relationship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay with the other <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person having their own <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ideas. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what happened. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that was the deal breaker <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for us. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>together <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we were <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in our <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thinking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was gonna be a two <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person relationship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>versus <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>four <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a huge <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a huge person. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so hard when <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have so many <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people in a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>room <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just feel like you can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>share what you're thinking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because you feel like you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the only one <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>part of the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>problem or the solution. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Do you know what I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>saying? And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that's the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|> hardest part <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a marriage <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or a relationship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or a friendship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>someone who's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the public eye <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because you can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>put your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>stuff on <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the side because it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the only <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people who are <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watching. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the hardest part <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the reality <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>TV world <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are not alone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your feelings <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thoughts. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Right. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You can always <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be honest <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that's the thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that makes it so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>toxic too, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so easy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>honest with your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>friends about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the bullshit <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that their boyfriend <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Right. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just as it should <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be, you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a simple <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>simple conversation <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>him <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being an asshole, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's a lot harder <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to have that conversation <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trying to tell someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, look, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>babe, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being a great <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>husband, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or like, look, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not on <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your side in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this fight, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a whole different <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ball game <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when you're trying to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tell someone who is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>also the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>main character <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the fight <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that they're not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the right fight, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's like the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hardest part <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about being in the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>public eye <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is that like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>always be the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>victim to someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>else's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>bullshit. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>doesn't matter how <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>much you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, and it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just so easy. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's like the hardest <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>part <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the public <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>eye. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if you're gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be in the public <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>eye, you have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not liking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like the hardest <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>part <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can't control <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Right. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a big part of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>why it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the biggest <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>struggle we've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>had in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>our relationship.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Is like I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so afraid <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that he's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna choose <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me over his <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>friends. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm so afraid <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that my behavior <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is gonna hurt <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>him. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I'm so afraid <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I'm gonna hurt <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>his friends. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can't control <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>any <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Right. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's like the hardest <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>part <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the public <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>eye. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>choose whether <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people like you or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not. You can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can't control <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>whether your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>friends like you or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just a weird <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not a I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not a stage <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>five <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>psychopath. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the things. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>What is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it? What is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it? It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>opposite <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a stage five <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>psychopath. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's the opposite <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>stage five <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh psychopath. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's better, it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>more like being a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>stage two <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of a psychopath. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>What's a stage two? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, a better <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh a better <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>version of a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>psychopath. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not saying that my husband's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not a good person, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just saying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that he's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>more in front <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of me <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in terms of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>his feelings. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's more <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like we're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the same <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>category of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person in terms <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of our level <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being a psychopath. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Maybe a better <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>phrase is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he's more <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>open with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me in his feelings. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not like I have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to go find the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>villain in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my husband <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be mad at him <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or whatever. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know what I mean? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's it's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just a different beast. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Because like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I have my <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>friends, I have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my friends, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>husband's friends <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who are like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your boyfriend. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Right. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're they're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a different, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're a different <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>beast <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>husband's friends <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like represent <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your boyfriend <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your boyfriend is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like represents <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And so it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a whole <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>different thing. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think that's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the thing that makes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it so hard <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the same. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know what I mean? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so confusing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sometimes. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's so confusing. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like the hardest part <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about being in the public <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>eye. It's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sometimes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can't control <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the things <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say about you. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>control that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what it is. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But you can control <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how you deal with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. And how <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how you learn <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>from it and how you move <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>forward from it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And you can control <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>control <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what you look like. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>easy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing to do. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a very easy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the hardest <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the public eye. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are always <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talking about you. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's just like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just a different <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>beast. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the hardest part <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Cause you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>control <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Right. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just different. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's just different. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just different. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so different. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so glad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>had this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>experience. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>obviously, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not ideal. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>We <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't want to be celebrities. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>We don't, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, we don't want <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the reason <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>reason that a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good person gets <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>killed or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the reason that, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good person doesn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get the help they need <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>at the hands of a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>fucked up person. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like we don't, we don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>want to be the reason <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>also am <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so glad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to have had <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this experience <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so humbling. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so humbling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all over the world <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are like <|TIME_TOKEN|>
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's just a good way to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of like get <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>them to stop talking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>over you. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tell <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>them that you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>over it or whatever. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know how <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's received. I've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>seen it receive <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>well for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>whatever you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get out of it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then try <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and get down to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>business. So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like the first step <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is like just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of like, hey, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>need to talk. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just kind of try <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and get down to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>business, which is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, what's going on? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>What are we here to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talk about? Like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is there <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is there <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>something that you want <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to talk about? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I would say <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>try and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh try and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get some kind of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>agreement about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what you're gonna talk <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about for a little <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>bit. Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>break <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it up into <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>bite-sized <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>bits that they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can actually <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talk about in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>their listening <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>time. So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you've just said, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I need <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>some things from <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you, then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your buddy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>friend may respond <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm going <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to watch the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>TV tonight. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay, well, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watch whatever I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>want. Okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>well, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm going to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>call my brother <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>at this time. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>well, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>whatever it is, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>whatever it is, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they can just kind <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of talk in their own <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>time. It's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like getting <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>them to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let it go <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and let it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talk about something <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>else. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so that's that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what I would say. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's what you do the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>best. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think, you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good, you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just trying to be like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good uh listener, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a good, you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a good friend <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>listens and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hears, and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when you're told.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your best to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out of them, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but you do it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in like a gentle <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>way, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be patient, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>understanding <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that sometimes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people just like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to talk about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>things at <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the same time, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's a different <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person, you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you just have to be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>patient and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>understanding, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>go <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>different direction <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>try and get it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the fuck <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know what I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>mean? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's just like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, sometimes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just have to let people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talk about some <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>shit for a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>while, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can still <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a friend <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>support them <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in a way, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but sometimes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you just have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to let people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do their <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>own thing. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>check <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You can check <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>check <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trying to think of things <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trying to think of things <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that can get you out <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of telling. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like you can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tell someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going to pick you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>up from your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>house at eight <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>o'clock. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can't tell someone that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You have to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let them <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do their own <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can't be like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>no, I'm going <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to do this. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You have to let <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do their own <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sometimes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you just have to let people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talk about some shit for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a while. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>control people. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And sometimes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>control <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but sometimes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can't. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what it is. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what it is. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have to just be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let this person <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talk about some <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>stuff for a while. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna sit here <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and listen. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can respond when <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel like responding, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going to let this person <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talk about some stuff <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for a while. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when they're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>done, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do whatever <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it is that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you said that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you wanted to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I mean,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I'm not<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>gonna lie,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>kind of wish<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I had<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>had<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>conversation sooner.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I wish I had<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>had that conversation<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>earlier<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>on.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Um<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>mean, I'm sure<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I would have been like,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I'm sorry, what?<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>You know what I mean?<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Like, I'm<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>sure I would have just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>been like, what?<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Like, what are<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you talking about?<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>But I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think it would have<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>helped us.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I think it would have helped<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>us.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I mean,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I don't know. It's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>fucking<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>wild.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>It's wild.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's wild. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wild. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hard <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're not controlling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a person. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hardest part. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've never <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been in a situation <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>controlling. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna cry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've never <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been in a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>situation where <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was controlling, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a person was controlling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my every <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>move or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>something like that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like I've had <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>relationships <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where I had to, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I had to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do certain <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>things. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I had to do whatever <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>whenever <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or however <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they wanted to do it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But it's never <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>felt controlling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to me. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>now <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm like, oh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>shit.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this person <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gets to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>one that's in control. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's not fair. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's not fair. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just what it is. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And that's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the reality <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of it. So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have to just kind <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of get your head around <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what it is. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what you just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do. You <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have to get down with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>their plan. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You have to get <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>down with their plan. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then once <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you get down with the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>plan, then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>make <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your decision and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then go from there <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or whatever. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, that's what you have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to do. And I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's the best that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can do. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then you just have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get out of the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>situation. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's all you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do. You can only do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so much. That's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all you can do. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then you just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have to. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's hard <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I mean, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've never had <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this happen to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me, but like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in situations <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where people are <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>controlling.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like it's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just so weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>also, I don't know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it just it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a weird thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to think about. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just a weird thing to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think about. It's a weird <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a weird thing to think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about. <|TIME_TOKEN|>It's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a weird thing to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>know.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>weird.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>A lot of people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say it, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've never heard <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there's a lot of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people that say it, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it I've never heard it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I just wanted to say <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think it's a lot <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of people that say it, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's absolutely <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wrong. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I was just like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. I feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's something that I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would like to do. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not gonna say where <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or anything, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um, I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>save it for a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>further date, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be doing something <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>never done before. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what's exciting. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I'm very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>excited to go <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to New York and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>see my husband <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just hang <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out with the kitty <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>cats while he's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there. Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just try <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be a good New <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>York girl <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>casual in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what I do, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>also not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>shy, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, I just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel like I've been <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>living my life like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've never been living <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>life, and I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just want to be like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good New York girl, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like a New Yorker. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's all I wanted <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to say. I don't know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what I was talking about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>at the beginning of the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>episode. I don't know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if I said it or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just excited to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>go to New York. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's all. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we can get into <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the juicier <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>stuff. Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I told <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my little situation <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with Will. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know that you told <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me about it too, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I'm gonna tell <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>exactly <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how I feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't want to give <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out too much detail, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>very important <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for me to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>want this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>situation to happen <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to someone else. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I am <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a firm believer <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in karma. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't want someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to go through this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>something that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>should ever <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be happening <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in a marriage. <|TIME_TOKEN|>No,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>absolutely not.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Absolutely not.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Absolutely not.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Um,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I also feel<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like if<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you have a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>history of being<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>with the same<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>person and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you're<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>not willing to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>bend, I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>feel like you're<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just gonna be doing the<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>same things, you're just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>gonna do it better.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And you're gonna<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>get what you put<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>out.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>You know what you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>want, and you know what<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you're going to get.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>You're just gonna<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>get it better.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it's just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>kind of like a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>well, I guess<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you could say like a karma,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like a cycle of<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like a karma<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>or whatever, because<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I do believe in karma.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I do believe that your<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>actions have a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>repercussion for<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>those around it<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>um<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>don't care what<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>type of actions<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that I'm doing,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>if I'm doing something<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>wrong, if I'm putting<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>something out, I'm<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>getting something<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>back.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I agree <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with that. And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people who <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>understand <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that, it's because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>different. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>something that people don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really think about. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have a different perspective <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>everything <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going on. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>see that, or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they don't like that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I'm just like, okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>well, this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is just the way that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I see things. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have to give <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>credit to those <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who see things <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>differently <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>than you do, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not everyone's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna see it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the same way <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as you. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sometimes, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not gonna say every <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>single<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but a lot of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people who are listening <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are gonna be like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh well <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know she's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the problem <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>should <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be compromising <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>should be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>listening to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>her husband <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not <|TIME_TOKEN|>I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>agree.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just think that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>sometimes<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>feel like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>people<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>are so quick<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>judge<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>someone<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>for<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>something that's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>not really<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a judgment.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>You know what I mean?<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I feel like people<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>are so quick to judge<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>someone on like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>what they're doing,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>what they're about<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and not like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>why they're about<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>what they're doing.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>well I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that that's where <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>most of the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>time <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it comes to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>most of the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>time it's not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a judgment <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>observation <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have to decide <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for yourself <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>enough <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>mentally <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and emotionally <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>right <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are compromising <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>making sacrifices <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>enough or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are you always <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna have to compromise <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and sacrifice <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do those things <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>run into <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trouble <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when they're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not willing to compromise <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or sacrifice <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ever <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and when in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>reality <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not enough <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>right <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I think<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that that's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>why<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a lot of<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>times 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<|TIME_TOKEN|>keep myself safe,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I don't want this<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>to negatively impact<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>my daily life.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>So<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you act<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>before you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>even like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>thinking about<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>what the other<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>person is<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>doing. And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>so I think that's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a huge<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>part of it.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Um,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I think<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>when<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>have a history<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>of being in relationships<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>with<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>the same person,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you're<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just like you're<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just always the<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>same.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And you're<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just gonna do<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>the same things and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>do it better.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>don't know. I just think that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it's crazy. And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I can only relate<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it to this<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>situation because it's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>the only one that I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>know.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Um, but I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>do think that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it is a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>part that goes<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>into<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>people<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>being<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>selfish<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and only thinking<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>about<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>yourself and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>what you want<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>not really thinking<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>about how<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>your actions are<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>affecting someone<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>else.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>No, I agree. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I definitely agree with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that. And I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's very, very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>important <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that love <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>someone to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be very self-aware <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>see where they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're doing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that might <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>affect someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>else.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a difference between <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being selfish <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>still taking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>care of your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>needs and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being selfish <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not taking care <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of other people's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>needs. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>very fine line <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that you have to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>walk. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know, I just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't want <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to say that I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>see a situation like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this happening <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>often, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>pretty common <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in a relationship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're doing the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>same thing over and over again <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and you have a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good relationship with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that person. So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're just doing the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>same things <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>doing them well, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but it's not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what I would say <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>better.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I agree with that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I I mean <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've been in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>situations like that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>before, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not doing enough. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what do you do with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that? Like, what do you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do with the feeling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not doing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>enough? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what do you do with that
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, oh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so I'm like, I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do it. I'm gonna do it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I'm like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't have a lot of stuff. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't have a lot of stuff <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to take with me. Like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not bringing like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so much medical <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>equipment. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm like, oh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I'm like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I have like a lot of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>toys. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I'm like, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not gonna be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>here on Earth. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm like, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I have a lot of stuff <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that is like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>meaningful <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like, maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I can bring some <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>stuff with me, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe I won't. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I can take it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all away. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I shouldn't. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'll just take <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the toys away <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>leave <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>everything else. <|TIME_TOKEN|>And then<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I was like, maybe I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>shouldn't done.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I should <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just take the toys <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>away. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I should <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not have thought <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, oh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know what's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>happening. 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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And it's like, okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>well, you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just keep being like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>super selfish <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and like just do whatever <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you want to do, and I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>care. 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their parents, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and so they just feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like they're on their own <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in this situation. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But I would <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talk to your mom <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and tell her <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tell <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your mom that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you would prefer <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to go with your boyfriend <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>than <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have nothing happen <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>between you guys <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and have someone come <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to the house and like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>arrest your dad, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like that's happened <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>before, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or your mom. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>aware of all <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would also say <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe there's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a way to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>dad to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be on board. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Maybe he's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just a very like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hard-headed <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you guys can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like convince <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>him to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be on board to like let <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>y'all hang out together. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Maybe he's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>jealous, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe he <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>has like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a hard time seeing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>his kids be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>friends because of like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>geography <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or time <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or whatever. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's just my <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>opinion. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you guys can convince <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>him to be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay with y'all <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hanging out together. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then the last thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I would say is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would definitely <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would definitely say something <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to your boyfriend <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I would definitely <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say something to your mom, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I don't know if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that would make <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>him more comfortable <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he doesn't want <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to tell his mom <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because he doesn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>want to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>make his parents <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be uncomfortable.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I said, maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he's just a hard headed <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>won't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be able to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>see <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>his kids <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be friends with his <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>brother. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would say <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>force it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not worth the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>risk to me <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>risk of your dad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going to jail <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not worth <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the potential <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>benefit <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of we being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>able to do fun stuff <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>together as kids. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just don't think it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>worth it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's a hard <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>situation, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's a very common <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>situation <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that happens <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot of times. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've known <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it happens <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot of times. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all I can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry that you're in that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>situation. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't think there's really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>anything <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be done <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>other than what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're already doing, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>which is being open <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and honest with your parents. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and telling your dad, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, hey, my <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>mom doesn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like you coming <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>over. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe your mom will <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be like, okay, we'll <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we'll talk <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about it. Like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we'll work this out. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then tell <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your mom that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you and your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>boyfriend can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>take turns when <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the other is out of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>town. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>dad comes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>over when your mom <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is out of town, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then when <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your mom is out of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>town, take <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your boyfriend <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>over when <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she's out of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>town, and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when your dad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>comes over, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you take <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your boyfriend over, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then you guys just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tell your mom, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just want to hang out together <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I don't want my dad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be mad. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would be a better <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>way to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>handle it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know if that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a possibility. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know if that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna happen. I don't know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how that would work <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out, but I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that would be a better.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Way to handle <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would also say <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tell your mom, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>want to put my kids in the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>middle of a fight. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your dad and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your brother can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or aren't thoughtful <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>should <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>consider <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know, like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they should consider <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how your kids <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in that situation. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And if they can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or aren't capable <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thoughtful <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people, I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>something that they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>need to work out <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on. And then if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they can, I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that they should <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>make up and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>better and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>more thoughtful. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But you don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>want your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kids to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they are being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the middle of a fight <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they weren't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>asking for, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like you said, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you don't know what goes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on behind closed <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>doors, but if your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kids are telling you that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>their brother is being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>mean to them, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>something that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your dad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>needs to consider <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot more <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>than your mom <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>affecting your kids. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know what I mean? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>lot of grown <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>men don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>boundaries because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're raised <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that way, you know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot of people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are raised <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>strict <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>parents, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you don't ask <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for anything, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, like you don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ask for help, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you don't ask <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for directions, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like you don't ask <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for anything, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>become a grown <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>man and learn how to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do for yourself, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>something <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that is a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>normal thing in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot of families, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and so I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that your dad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>needs to be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>more thoughtful <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that your mom, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>while <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she may not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be as thoughtful, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>also needs <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be sensitive <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the fact that he <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is her son.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And so she <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>has a little bit more <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>leeway <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as far as <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>being over <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there or not. <|TIME_TOKEN|>I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think that you're all right.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I think that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that's like a whole<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>ass whole<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>ass situation.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you're<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>being a great<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>mom<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>for trying to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>get your dad<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>on<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>board.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Um<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I think that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it's gonna be<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>hard because<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>he's gonna say<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>no.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Um<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I don't know if<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it's like a pride<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>thing, I don't know if<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it's like a ego<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>thing, I don't know<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>if it's like a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>lack of<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>not knowing<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>how to be,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I don't know,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like what it is,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>but I think<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that he's just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>not<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a thoughtful<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>person.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Um<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and I don't think<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that he's gonna come around,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and I don't think that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you're gonna have to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>live in<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>lifestyle.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I think that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>maybe you and your<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>boyfriend just need<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>to do it on your<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>own,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and then<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>maybe it'll<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>eventually<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>translate<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>to your<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>dad coming around.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Because I can<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>tell you,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I've had<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>situations<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>with my dad where<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>he didn't want to hang out<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>with my siblings and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I, and you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>eventually<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>they came around.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>You just kind of<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>do it on your own,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>eventually<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>he's gonna come<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>around.<|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>personal experience <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with this because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've never had a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sibling that has <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a partner <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's been in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like my <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>physical <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>relationship with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a child. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just thinking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>from a perspective <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Jackson was dating <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my brother.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I would <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be very uncomfortable <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that. Like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>said, my <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my boundaries <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are very, very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tight. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And so if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he was dating <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my brother, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would just be like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hey, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't want you coming <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>over. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's all I would <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say. Because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>want my house <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>invaded <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>regular basis. <|TIME_TOKEN|>
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm really curious <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about what you think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about this. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thank you. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>excited to hear <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what you think. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Well, I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good. I think we did <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have some good like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>discussions <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about different <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kinds of decisions <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>today. <|TIME_TOKEN|>Yeah.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>All right. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Well, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I should get <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going. I should get. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah, this is the second <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>week in a row that I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, oh, I'll <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>start a thread in the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Facebook group today, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get like 16 <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>messages <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about it. So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'll <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'll report back in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a week. Yeah, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think I'll do it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'll do it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. Well, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get to our guest. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Let's do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Ugh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>excited for this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because I didn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get to talk to Michelle <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>too much before she <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was a guest on the show. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but we had a lot <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of fun when we got to talk.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to her. Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but she's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>writing a book. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are talking with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>her Michelle Smith <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about why <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we should all be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>empathetic <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and what it means <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be an empathetic <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person. <|TIME_TOKEN|>Yes.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I feel like empathy<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>is something we've<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>talked about a lot<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>in the Forever 35<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>community. And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I'm very curious,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like, what did you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>learn from Michelle<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>about empathy?<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Well, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, she says <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>something interesting, which <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is that you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can be empathetic <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>towards <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you other <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people, but you can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be empathetic <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>towards you yourself. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>other people, you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can you know like talk <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about how you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feeling, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have to kind of like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just go <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on of its <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>course. Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of what we're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talking about today <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is how how <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can you like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>make <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>some room for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yourself to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what you're feeling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like kind of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just know that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's okay to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just move on. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. I thought that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was interesting. <|TIME_TOKEN|>Yeah, I I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I agree. I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think I think<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a lot of us struggle<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>with empathy.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And it's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it's a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>lot easier in our society<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>to be empathetic<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>towards<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>people on<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>the out,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>um, people<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>who are not the<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>same as you, people<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>who have different<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>lives than you,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>but really hard<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>yourself.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>It's harder for us<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>sometimes to be empathetic<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>towards our<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>own selves.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think that's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>something that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>can be developed.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah, and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like you're not always <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this exact <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>same way <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as you do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get to the point where <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you just sort of like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let it go <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and accept <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that like it's not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>always going to be there. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know, it's not like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have to be in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a bad mood for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it to be worth experiencing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's really true.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>important to talk <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to people about this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>stuff too. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like I think it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>important to share <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how you're feeling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with people and get <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to the point where you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talking to somebody <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and not like you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just complaining to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>somebody. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know, like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that's important, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I think sometimes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we just we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have this like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>weird wall <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>up towards <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ourselves. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Michelle just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talked about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that and how <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you have to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just like let it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>go and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be there for yourself. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>mean, I also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>practice of empathy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is really good for you, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like it's good for your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>brain. <|TIME_TOKEN|>Yes,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I agree.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And I think<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it's important.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I think it's an<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>important thing to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>do, especially<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>in these times.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I mean, I I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think we're all just kind<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>of exhausted<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>tired,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and it's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>hard to to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>know anyone<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>anymore. And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you know, I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I do think it's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>good to reach out to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>friends.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah, I agree. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So we will <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>cut it, we'll <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>cut it some serious <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>steak. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would love to hear <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>from you. 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We<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>do. And you can<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>also visit our website,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Forever35<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Podcast.com<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>for links to everything<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>we mentioned on the show.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Follow us on<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Twitter at Forever 35<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Pod on Instagram<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>at Forever 35<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Podcast. And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you can join the Forever<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>35 Facebook group<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>where the password is<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>serums. And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>if you sign up for our<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>newsletter, the<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>link is<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>in the show notes<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and on Forever 35<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Podcast.com.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And we're the<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>first time.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It is the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>new and improved. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>glad to have that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>goal. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Me too. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, Dory. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yes. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>might have mentioned this a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>couple weeks ago, but I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going to go back to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it because I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just think it's so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>important that it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be brought back <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>into the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>conversation. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And by <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talking about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>having an <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>inordinate <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>demand for children. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Oh. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just want to share this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really great interview <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I heard on the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>podcast Forever <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>35. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's just a conversation <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a woman <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>named Marissa <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Franco, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we could all learn <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>from in so many ways. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>She has <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a company called <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>The Great <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Now, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>which <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>helps <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>parents <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>organize and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>create more <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>joyful experiences <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with their <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kids. And she has this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>great line in the interview <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where she says, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a parent's perception <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of time is always <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>incorrect <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because a child's life <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is 10 times <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the speed at which we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>live.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thought that this was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just such <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wise <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>perspective, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I thought it was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just going to be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>useful <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>conversation <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>time <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is such <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a currency <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that we're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all thinking about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in this in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>these different ways <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>these days. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I thought that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she kind of like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>brings some <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>perspective and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>color to the conversation. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So I just wanted <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to share <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I hope <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if you're a parent <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feeling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a little bit <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>overwhelmed, or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if you have smaller <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kids, or you have kids <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of different ages, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that you will <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>listen to this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>episode. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>She's just really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>smart and just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>has a
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know if this is a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing. And then I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>remember <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I need to know what's going <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on with this girl, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>right? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>looked at it, I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay, cool. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I just started <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watching it, and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, oh, this is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really interesting. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay, I need to know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>more about this girl. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I Googled <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like actors that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>were in it, and I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>found this other show <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that the actors <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>from this show also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>appeared on, and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, I need to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watch this other show, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's what this is. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>This is a show <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that the same <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>actors will play <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>two different roles. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're like in charge of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like the entire script, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but like they'll <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>play two different <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>characters on <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the same show, and they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just have to like know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a little bit <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of like the back <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and forth between <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the characters, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>interesting. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really invested <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in this. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just watch it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna watch <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watch it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna watch it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watch it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watch it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watch it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>why the fuck <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, hmm, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>interesting. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>set this to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>one episode to watch later, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna set this to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>one e one episode <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to watch later. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is a thing. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I put <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>episode <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>two.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I see <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I see <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like this show. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wait <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a minute. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've been watching <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a show that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>these fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are in. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I didn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tell you this. I texted <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you. Remember <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when we were talking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about how like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>said that you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like on the edge of your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>seat when you're watching <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a show? Yes. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I was like, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like I'm on the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>edge of my seat <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like they're like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>planting <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>things. Like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wait a minute. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>This is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watched it, then I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I went <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I watched <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the full <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>podcast <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>episode <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the first season <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this show. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been watching this shit. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've been watching <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this shit for like the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>past two weeks. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Oh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my God. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've been watching <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this shit. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, oh my God, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Casey. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that they're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>obsessed <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with Busy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Phillips. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're like, okay, let's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do a little bit of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this. Let's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>plant a little <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>seed. And Busy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna feel it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then she's gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>guys, we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>were on the fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>edge of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>our seats because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we saw what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you did to my <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>friend's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>dog. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we're just gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like do a little <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>bit more of this. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the entire second <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>season <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they basically <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like set <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>up the rest of the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>story. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh my God, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wild. That's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wild. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, how did <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I not see? I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, I know. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, how did <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I not see? Because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I literally watched.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Watched an episode <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like see what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they were up to. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna keep watching. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I'm gonna keep <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watching, which is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so weird. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so weird. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so weird that I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>did that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But it's also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really interesting. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm really enjoying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the second season. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wild. And I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, oh my God, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Casey. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I had to tell <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Mark about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of weird. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh, you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on drugs? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Because I've been <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watching a fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>show. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, no, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not on drugs. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>invested <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>show. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he's like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>well, that show <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do very like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>very like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like a lot. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there's a lot <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going on. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I'm like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just love <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that fucking show. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>why have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I not been watching <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this shit the whole <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>time? I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think I've said before <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on this podcast, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I have a hard time <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watching TV. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like, I don't like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>cable. I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the constant, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the constant <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ads. Like, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hate that. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hate <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've tried <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to watch <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>some shows <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on Hulu, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on Netflix, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and it's like not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for me. So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've just like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been ignoring <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the TV, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh my God, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm in this show. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wait, what? And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I was like, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna watch this shit. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh my God, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>too late. But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know what? They're already <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like six <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>or seven episodes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>old. So like<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just in time <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to season one. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I'm so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>excited because it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so good. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Mark was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>honestly, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not bad. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so good. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so good. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>fuck you. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>keep watching. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh, guys, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good. And it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so good. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really enjoying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the second season. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's wild. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so happy that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I found this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because I was like, oh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's what the hell I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>watching. And then I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, oh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>show about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a girl <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who works at <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a pizza place <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>has a crush on the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>owner of the pizza <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>place, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really funny. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>makes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a deal with the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>owner of the pizza <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>place to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>work at the pizza <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>place so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that she can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>live with her <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>grandmother and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like pay for her <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>way through college <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>by like working at <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the pizza place for a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>couple of years. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, oh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh, that's why she's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been there for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so long. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Because she <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like she's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like in the middle of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>her pay. She's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like in the middle of her <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>way. Like she's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been there for so long <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because she made a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>deal with him. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh, that's why she's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been fired <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so many times. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I was like, oh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's why she <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>keeps going <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>back. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh, that's why she has <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that weird relationship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with her mother <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because her mother's the owner <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of the pizza place.
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You're like, I don't know, I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know what I was doing, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I was doing it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just remember <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feeling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>most important thing. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's why I just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like have such a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>love for like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>medical <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>mystery <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>fiction, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as opposed to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>other stuff. Cause <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just feel like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the most useful <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's the thing that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gets me out of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my bed and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>into the real world. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And like that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the thing that makes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me feel like I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>doing something, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that's why <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I've just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've just I've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>always been like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>drawn to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that type <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>type <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of storytelling. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's also why I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the Zodiac <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and Bourne <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>programs, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's useful. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean? Like it, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like those things, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you get <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>an active <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>participant <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the solving <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of a case. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>funny. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>funny thing for you to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say, but I'm also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like it makes <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sense. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just feel like those <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>things always have like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a really interesting, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like thirdhand <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about them. Like, I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. I just I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I love those things. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm fascinated <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>by them. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like I just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like they're like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a good <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>escape. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trying to think back <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to like what I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like when I was a kid <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and if I had any.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Any favorite books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I read. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was probably <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>too young <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be reading <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>those kind of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>books. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my all-time <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>favorite books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are either <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>zodiac <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>books. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Oh, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>zodiac. I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>mystery <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>zodiac. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>zodiac <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that are <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a reporter <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>investigating <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>serial <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>killer. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like that. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like the mo the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>most famous one is probably <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the black dahlia, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know that I've ever read <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>black dahlia. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like that. I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the mo I like the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>most famous one <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I can think of is the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>black Dahlia. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like the Zodiac <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ones. I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the one <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't remember the name of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it, but it's by a different <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>author, but it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>also a zodiac <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>one. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the uh the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>one <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh my god, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm totally gonna get <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it wrong. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>The one <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>called like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wait, the one that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>called like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the autopsy. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Autopsy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is a great one. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like that one. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the one that's called <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like the autopsy. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah, those <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>are some. And then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I also like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the one <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>oh my god, what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do they call that one? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like the one <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that is called like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the crime scene. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>always I always <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like those. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then I also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like the one that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>called like the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>one of the one, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think it's called like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the one on <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what's that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>city called <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Alfred <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Hitchcock <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>directed <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>horror <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>movie <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that like I don't know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>those zodiac <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a zodiac <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>book <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thrillers <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like those are <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a little <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>too <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>serious <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for me <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like those <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>zodiac books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm trying to think of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what else I used to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when I was a kid <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and if I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>still read <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>probably didn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>read like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I probably didn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>read like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>historical <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>fiction book <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when I was a kid <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I probably <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>didn't read like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>some <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know I just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like those <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>those books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>too I feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know I was just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like a different <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>reader when <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was a kid <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just didn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know I just didn't like read <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>those <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>those kinds of books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as a kid <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I still like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>them <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I still <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>read them <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know I guess I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just like those <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know what it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I do think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's probably <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like people like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to read those kinds of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>books because they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>an active <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>participant <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the solving <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of a case. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like I've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>always been <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>interested <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>cases <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>true crime <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>case, like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a a famous <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>true crime <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>case. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel like I've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>also always <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been interested <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in those kind <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're kind of reading <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>between the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>lines. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like, what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do you think is happening? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And like you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kind of getting <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like clues <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've always been <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>interested in those <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kinds of books. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're probably just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who are <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who are interested <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in those <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kinds of books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like read those kinds <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of books. That <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>makes sense. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know why I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like why I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like having such a hard <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>time defining things <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>today. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just trying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to think back <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to like what I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>doing when I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a kid, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just having a hard <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>time. I'm having a hard <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>time. I don't know. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just trying to think of like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what I was doing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when I was a kid, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>remember <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>reading <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>those kinds of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>books. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know, it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just like a weird day. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Oh, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say, like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they probably <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do exist, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like books <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that they're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not my favorite <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>books. <|TIME_TOKEN|>Yeah, I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>mean, I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>definitely<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like I like a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>thriller,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>but I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>don't really like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I don't really<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like like<|SPEAKER_SEP|><|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>A crazy<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>murdered<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>girl<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>who is like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>the main character<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>who is investigating<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>the case. Like I just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>don't really like that.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I mean, there are<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I like I love<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a zodiac book.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I love a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>bosha.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I love<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>bosha.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I love a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Sherlock<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Holmes book.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I love<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>any kind<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>of like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>uh<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>true<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>crime book.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I love anything<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like that.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>But I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>don't really like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>the kind where you're<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like actively<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>following<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>along.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>mean I get <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. I just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just like not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>having <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a great <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>day. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And then there's a third <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>extremes. And I'm not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>saying one of them is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wrong. I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there's something to be said <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about living a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>life that is intensely <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>pleasurable <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and deeply <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>satisfying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in those places. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think that's something <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that we've all <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not thought <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about in the same <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>way. But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know that I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get there. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'll just keep <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>living my life <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as I see fit. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think that other <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people need to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how that might <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>work for them. Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe they don't want to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sex toy. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's fine. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like maybe it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay to have like a sex <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>toy that's like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>dildo that looks like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>toilet seat. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>fine. Or <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's not fine, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just saying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>maybe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there's something <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that somebody <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wants to try that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not gonna try, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but it's like okay <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to let somebody <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>else try. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know what the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>answer is. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess what I'm saying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just not gonna be the one <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to answer a question <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>other people should <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do with their <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>lives. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's fair. I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think I'm the one to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>answer that question. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think people should do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>whatever they want. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And if you want to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>live a life that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>extremely pleasurable <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>at the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>extreme, like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Who am I to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tell you that you can't? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I just don't think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we need that kind <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of pressure. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's just what I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna be. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna be that kind <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of person. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Wow. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't think it's a bad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing. I think it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a interesting <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just kind of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sitting in it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just sitting <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Who knows? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've talked about this before, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in middle <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>school and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>high school, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I did <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>things, like I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, I was like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a cool girl. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>did things that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know, that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like people that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>were like my peers <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>liked, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and that I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like wanted <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be, and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>relationship with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a person, like I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like in a relationship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with a person, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>had a crush <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on a person, like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>into a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person, was like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>into a person, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>wanted <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be with a person, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like did things <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thought showed <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I was like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>into this person, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>did things that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I thought showed <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I was like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>into <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>him, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>whatever, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then he dated <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>someone else, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really upset <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about it, and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he dated <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>someone else, and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then I was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me, it was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I guess it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I can't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have no right <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be mad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person dating someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>else. Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess this is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what life is, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I can just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sad about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know how to do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>anything about it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just gonna sit <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just gonna sit with it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess I'm just gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sit with it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Wow. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess I'm just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna have to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sad <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sad. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all I can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the answer is. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just know that I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this person that I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not able <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>date this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>friend. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's all. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's all. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all. That's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all. I'm sorry <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to you. I'm sorry to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>everyone who this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>happens <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's like to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>A person on the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>inside of this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know what <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's like to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the person <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on the inside of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this thing. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sorry. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what it's like. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know what it's like. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know what it's like. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess I'm just gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sit with it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess I'm just gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>sit with it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Wow. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not fucking easy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for anyone. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not easy for anyone. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And it's just not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>easy for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm sure it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not easy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not easy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you either. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not easy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>anybody. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not easy for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>able to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>understand it, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess. I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. I don't fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>fucking know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Well, I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trying to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trying to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let it wash <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>over me.<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So I can sleep <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>okay tonight. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's what we have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to do. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Is that what we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have to do? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know if I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>actually know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>even sure where to begin, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be honest. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just trying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trying to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>trying to like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let myself <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like need to feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and also not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don
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