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curious people went trough similar experience also sometimes wonder behind blue self inflicted deaths stands similar urgei try make tight possiblei mid twenties married traveling eastern hemisphere stops photography happy life care free lots funone morning woke small appart sidney husband already left work he is photographer wella quiet fairly normal morning remember took coffee first went directly shower showering felt monstrously strong sudden never felt desire grab razor nearby sink cut veins bit prehistory would like give bit depth previous life beautiful calm childhood loving understanding parents sibling adventurous successful early adulthood working enjoying profession still till unpleasant encounter abusive boyfriend four years ago constitute biggest crise ever trough underestimate subsequent redflag enough time help time get it never depressed suicidal time vent happened usual good mood great energy excitement future working really good images remember welltill today cannot figure camestanding shower feeling like possessed fought hard knew real god wildly strong remember strange almost metal like taste mouth stopped shower went front mirror started slapping self strong took minutes urge started dissipate felt stabilized dressed went out walked sunny street nearby shop bought first snickers reason never one previously big one peanuts tasted like heaventhe feeling gone went lab husband printing work told story bit shocked think got truly happened quite afraid urge might hit again never did took years self observation slightest reminder taste else now wonder urge happened dark moment would strength resist much later life sharing moment close friend told story friend his middle aged woman visiting new apartment buy entering salon felt insane desire hang ceiling lustrelampes beyond fear strong barely contained herselfcould explanation sudden suicides ones person happy hours taking hisher lifewhat it hit me precise moment like mental virus externalor encoded brain psychics biding timeif anyone trough similar experience feel like sharing welcome thanks reading totally unexpected desire kill self warning fight mn went happen years ago never came back

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hellish year life amp constant suicidal ideation still here writing tell can get better even currently feel like embodiment hopelessness long post apologize encourage read it thanksthis journey pit hell began last summer around june time broke could barely afford rent take nightshift job grocery store make ends meet lost exhausted want live anymore remember pacing room thinking hanging make problems disappear felt like unrecoverable failure one evening way work get frantic call mom get place asap explain why terrified me sped there get house cop cars driveway go inside take seat next mom one officers explains verbatim your brother involved shooting died im going delve specifics brothers death following months mindnumbing confusing heart breaking months life listen dad openly grieve more like scream console mom shattered pieces explain friends made feel like weirdo failure live guilt ie i could prevented happening first death id experienced know cope nature brothers death completely fucked emotionally mentally completely disconnect order preserve last iota sanity left selfisolation depression disassociation anger world began dark messed things while monsterish behavior contributed even suicidal mindset guilt amp shame literal voices head would tell kill daily basis deserve live months able get different job remember one day overwhelmed everything going simultaneously felt like getting running door planted mind day had kill myself even texted friend abroad tell going last rest year probably going hang myself fightflight response insane took everything keep going daily routine without harming running away new city car died permanently final straw me already felt backed corner even means running away wanted to damn near lost mind broke front dad cried openly felt like it money brother dead even car point make hardest decision life go get help want to either kill continue living hell reach someone started going therapist mom seeing time unloaded everything honestly felt bad endure say immediate improvementin fact airing problems someone actually seemed justify redflag times continued going started implementing things help cope shitstorm in eventually decided needed even help requested put antidepressants ive mg lexapro months undoubtedly saved life medication therapy able start climbing depths hell start moving forward life easy last months shittiest time years existence im still here like damn im proud that cant believe actually went made end course still days life perfect year since brother died im still emotional it suicidal thoughts crept times overall im alright might getting different job soon pays little more ive started hanging friends again feel like pieces slowly falling place so thats story im going sit bullshit saying get better know situation say absolutely can get better redflag isnt always answer answer getting help realizing external assistance way id get this set aside stigma fear medication put footwork finding people could help me worth end even another tragedy strikes near future absolutely could know take it fuck ive already trudged hell made out feel like take anything thank reading

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really really wanna die right nowive feeling suicidal long time im sick it hospitalized days weeks ago feeling better thoughts back ive tried many coping skills im different meds ive like months im therapy nothing working im fed want die im sick tired feeling way want end dont see another way feel like option

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recently came realization two different people me one guy genuinely make people smile laugh make people feel comfortable heard important guy kind awkward little nerdy goofy hes earnest loves smile see others smile that told makes vulnerable realthen guy hes dead serious speak others want spoken to waits closest hurt him happened past immensely lonely feels like burden others sometimes indulges alcohol food numb pain inside headthat second guy winning lately could describe depression would it feels like someone else inside me know truly am feel like burden so love her hurt life loved ones expect always meit sucks know treating depression involves recognizing sorts things still feel like living unbearable cross bear sometimes feel like losing smile

i don t know how much longer i m gon na wait could be a few day or a couple week or month definitely by the end of the year though it all depends on if it get even worse and how much worse it get if it get better then i won t do it but i don t see that happening given the pattern it s like every month i lose someone else every day i get a bigger workload and enjoy the thing i like a little le i m an alcoholic and i m not even old enough to drink i ve promised it to myself so many time because it s comforting feeling like the way out is close even if it s not happening but this time is different this time i really don t think i can go on maybe i m just a baby maybe i m over dramatic maybe i m a piece of shit who deserves to die or deserves to live miserable it doesn t matter anymore the reason i have aren t gon na go away or get better just because people tell me they aren t good reason sorry to everyone i m glad i made a new account so they won t see this specific post at least i m probably gon na post the note to instagram right a it s happening just so it s out there and people know and i don t just disappear from everything and leave anyone worrying

want die cant find courage kill myselfi nobody right ill probably delete five minutes like everything post im probably writing attention sense somebody might listen me maybe let out ive laying bed past week lot sleeping crying crack pressure college yet again ive thinking lot it various methods always excuse too painful risk brain damage living dont want family find body like that etc think devastated family would gets cry old friends would sad too resistance even much affects everybody else fucking hate brain convinced everything life worthless got shitty draw life everybody even slackers knew graduated started careers kept stopping anxietydepression wish could murdered hit car get violently ill something could die without family living redflag walking dark unfamiliar street yesterday thought hey getting stabbed dying street bad course even glorifying pain since im coward thinking lying floor life leave body strange idealize that times get disgusted thoughts sometimes walk outside wish could fall floor lay cold concrete forever even dead still motionless peaceful like im sleeping eternity fantasy nobody even notices everything else world keeps going see subway trains feel impulse second want painmess instead ride train similar thought floor before man wish could sit train nestled plastic corner eyes closedforever fantasize death like sleep scenarios feel like failure life fucking dropped college twice happening again im live parents im virgin never relationship woman friends anymore terrible social anxiety im ugly overall wasted potential future fucking point anymore thought could beat depression matter what never long depressed maybe im depressed enough yet overcome fear killing myself know whats worse idea things get worse fact im stuck cycle misery yet unable end already kinda hope spiral control finally point end fucking misery wish could fucking normal seem possible

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@kristibice hahaha.. You'll be fine.

fuck everybodyive posted many times nobody ever says anything thats fine add list ive struggled years thought would get better long series ups downs im still fucking back feeling set deadline gone turned turn today nothings changed shouldnt given chance therapists ive either dont understand basically venting never enough time crisis text lines try help moment say understand dont theyre talking strangers theyve volunteered do every time close eyes think jumping highest parking ramp know knife held heart land itll go straight in want increase chances success much possible fall head trauma doesnt stabbing will im going fail theres way im going keep going hate everything much

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id leave me tooive hard deal lately ive manic angry manic breaking things throwing things screaming sobbing ive hospitalized many times year ive slowly pushed everyone love away me thinking it maybe thats im suicidal im tired me too want leave me too im tired shit im sick me im sitting here typing darkas one talk and well nothing left say anywayi realize it keep praying tonight night close eyes dont wake up sure maybe itll get better bother cant even stand look mirror anymore whats point anything dunno sorry weird pointless rant usual wow hate shit today really hard im gonna go drink bunch nyquil get sleep im refreshed another day ideation disappointment

keep waking upits demoralizing keep waking dead joy brief feeling nothingness wake emotions come rushing back me im really tired im sure much longer this

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birthday depression just ha an extra level of spice to it

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struggles selfesteem reaching helpfirstly know post right place forgive me also want sound like kind dude complains able get girlfriend im going sake clearing mind im lbs attractive whole body region however physical appearance altered vigorous work hardcore determination both things motivation do focus post selfesteem know low selfesteem depression different things one lead other now lot posts ive reading subreddit people seem say showing low selfesteem huge turn women question is change view feel pathetic hopeless already ive trying wrap head around long time like couple years ive hated long something needs change really want change appearance mental health hopefully gain love wonderful woman someday also love myself however find extremely difficult improve physical mental health im looking guidance advice thanks read

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uncomfortable ill die lateram one weird coping mechanism like something upsetting uncomfortable happens like someones yelling calling things even something little small awkward situations way dealing repeating head cool could kill later worry anymore ill dead tonight dont even waste energy feeling upset this obviously ive never killed one times unless severe enough situation dont think would knowing end comforting expecting happen makes moment feel less intense anyone else too

keep trying find way able keep living doesnt seem like options need kill myselfi dont really know im still trying pretty clear need kill myself im huge burden parents want gone go dont friends family id homeless im disabled basically impossible extremely dangerous try homeless illnesses ive trying look help really none sucks friends family wouldnt situation id somewhere go help get disability medicaid housing stuff like that birthday rd guess thats im going

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hoping would lasti went like year without feeling depressed alone recently today come back feel like year ago

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heres night im sitting airport waiting flight leave everything behind disappeari deal anger fear episodes panic disorder anxiety disorder etc family everything today bad episode mom yelled makes pull hair scratch bleed unknown rash thats spread arms starting way back chest fear hurting mother today attack after took everything packed decided leave decided im safe meds havent helped whole year breaking point theres nothing world thats heartbreaking telling little brother loves anything last time youll see other im still crying noises airport making shake uncontrollably making itch bleed spots later today go say goodbye everyone love home grew up dont feel safe wouldnt live hurt someone loved control

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@jonnysun oh its okay?! i had a solid week of feeling 'normal' and good and positive. then i slipped back into it and now feel terrible- and in the deepness of the depression. you swear you'll carry on feeling good and you won't slip back into it. and then you do and you hate urself 4 it

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@CarpeNoctom this is either adam and eve reversal or the fakeout pump between anger and depression ...

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@NiaBassett How is the health these days ?

my chest feel so heavy and tight im having trouble breathing im nauseous and my head hurt so much

@nyneofuturists Thinkin' bout it. I've got a friend in town and need to check with him first...

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im sorryim sorry must go im sorry waste space im sorry cannot anyone im sorry one trust me im sorry everyone hates me must go carry leave life behind make everyone happy going away im sorry wont graduate college im sorry person people look too im jackass im sorry life short people like me im sorry wasting world resources im sorry living wasting away m today day go one stop today well leaving morning might change mind highly doubt cause everyone hates me goodbye everyone must go live somewhere else good night

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hi i have always been concerned about not being normal because i have anxiety i realize that everyday is a struggle to survive to be mostly fine fearing so many thing i am so tired of feeling like this i wonder will i ever feel normal not being afraid and just live thank you for reading

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It's so hard to move on when you have depression

im devoting life hedonismim sick waking crying think day turn im gonna go canada fucking drive mexico drink smoke fuck get killed dont like alive dont things make feel physically good eventually ill dead

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