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really love movie played final fantasy vii still loved movie really funny love job voiceover actors done visuals fantastic lines well donebr br i admit pretty good imagination able fill gaps movie presented suggest watch twice lots things suddenly make sensebr br also this pretty funny watch subtitles say subs say sometimes completely different really usually pretty funny sometimes helps u understand say betterbr br watch it love marnie
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let tell story relationship till day im love life pretty disastrous long story short long ass chain rejections mostly due revolting time cut late im ict assistant school things looking brighter me started focusing life girls less started joking friend mine who teaching cannibal corpse girl right next recognized band might seem like lot eyes practically heart shaped point started talking told shed fell long time ago bit later dated revealed pansexual all dated honestly ive never happier compatible intimate kids kids even started sharing hobbies all anyway turned exclusively lesbian months later knowing wasnt either hands accept it absolutely wrecked dated makes difference things stiff us month half talking like best buds again shes great hard feelings still emotionally scarred breakup like goddamn one time date shattered sense selfesteem turns lesbian and despite wanting move feelings someone else acknowledge im ready new thing wait moral story im really fucking revolting
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friends told bunch friends suicidality realy supportive j think ill still go attempt weeks ill chance surviving heads gaver
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uworstestgrammar amass many coins question how
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oliver stone always ready make politicallythemed movies makes another one here talk radio loosely based career alan berg radio talk show host denver murdered white supremacists case character barry champlain eric bogosian outspoken talk show host dallas loves nothing irk people call in is people call bunch pigheaded racists things may heating anyone realizesbr br bogosians performance brings light comical tone otherwise serious movie really liked scene jabs redneck calls in granted call oliver stones greatest movie ever good reference era media gets concentrated good performances ellen greene alec baldwin also help
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feel like hurting things getting worse lately
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tryed something end iti mixed feelings right now guess next time ill try something else someone end reading this make sure go it cause ive got cuts armslegs got deal that
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helpplease spent three hours today sitting roof four stories flat concrete please give reason stop hate am hate options future hate society live in inherently flawed theres reason anything else
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saw begotten last night im two minds filmbr br on one hand appreciate total invert michael bay film dialogue extremely stylized grainy bw photography genuinely horrific imagery ever set film compelling use sound which nobody else seems really picked yet reflection theme dares go filmmakers terms images production concept movie people understand read comments find lot people whose lack ability figure film results shrieking pretentiousness fervor gibbon rattling bars cage feeding time genuinely shocked disturbed me last time film managed agobr br on other thirtyminute short sprawls hour half understand might artistic merit using repetition monolithic pacing bludgeon case help everything hang together imagine approached ragged man street grabys shoulders says something completely confounds core being then instead leaving shattered gibbering wake keeps talking talking talking end movie found glancing watch again br br this entertainment people disentertainment deprogram people watched glitter watch movies entertained frustrate confound possibly anger you approach begotten like chocolate cake want eat tastes good approach like something menu never heard before something see furtive glances kitchen door something thats dark glistens twitches platter something order taste good know like
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wanted tell pm talking redflag redflag never option first all sorry umistakenbacon want apologise front members wanted post funny way memes umrcharisma thanks calling whore reposter greedy shit mind needs hear this hate gt good sir repost rteenagershttpswwwredditcomrteenagers given heading u_darthjarjar_ know called repost added joke image found internet meme making geniunely asking karma whore ok see things think better subreddit add touch sometimes dont greedy meaningless internet points promise reading repost thing shitty person inside respects words told members also want vent hate myself slapped myself no lunatic fucked teaching presentation class computer chose teach one topic whole class great opportunity right created good ppt time presentation got nervous fuck started stammering one classmate asked question able explain read till here thanks leave reddit december sorry umistakenbacon ampxb hate
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hi everyone im broke many people sub are im actually asking money money keep anyway already entered promo code need get bonus cash app dont bank account understand it someone send send right back
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nowi know think dying time ive planning something year really want soon can know im never going best anything smart talented want keep going know could go college good career everything but whats point though gonna like mediocre everything trying fit world thats skeptical hateful towards trans nonbinary person caught put dangerous situation yesterday felt like ready go it know im posting theres nothing say ill probably give anything though hurts anything soon im sorry worry know else do better worrying friends family sounds bad im good person guess thats fitting haha thanks reading this appreciate
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definitely worth watchingbr br ten different directors present segment based favorite opera aria need opera lover watch film although course hate opera really going bad time thisbr br not surprisingly segments range brilliant fair fuss seems godards contribution whether think hes brilliant pretentious segment change mindbr br some pieces clear narrative others montage connected imagesbr br none pieces minutes so happy whats screen wait next segment think much culture soaking upbr br keep eyes open performances buck henry beverly dangelo elizabeth hurley briget fonda tilda swinton john hurt the buck henry segment alone worth price admissionbr br
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you miss every shot take wayne gretzky live words remember whenever opportunity something life give shot work enjoy it remember think ready take again miss shot sport someone makes fun attempt anyway either tell yourself you miss every shot take
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hurt around think better stay away them ruin every good thing around two hands always wanted end partner love convinced unlovable happens reason peace made peace fact ill end alone
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try to use skimmer by fallon for the first time like the overwiev and style would be cool ig you could browse the photo
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the only reason i havent killed myself is because i know i d hurt the people that are close to me but is it really to sacrifice my happiness for theirs
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real hornee hours rn wanna talk someone rn like fr
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option therehorrible horrible relationship woman even understand hates me live her get hired company works part time itll forever save enough money move out even would never able afford live city starting school septemberor least id like to attend community college around cant live area unless im willing stay relationship makes want drink bleach money family friends could take really help way thats significant real future real drive depressed like actually depressed sad whats point this want go sleep wake problems gone thats going happen stay asleep
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watching men in black on hbo right now
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i kinda miss when i wa completely apathetic at least then i wasn t anxiety ridden and constantly worrying about how much of a failure i am and how downhill my life is going i miss when i didn t care when i could watch my world collapse in front of me and be able to sleep at night when i didn t need to always doing something that release dopamine to keep my mind off of my severe procrastination should i even call it procrastination when the last minute already past i kinda miss when i wa apathetic when i simply didn t care
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im exhaustedi tried tried fucking hard best friend best daughter best person could be enough spent much time money trying keep friends many nights ignoring sleep keep company darkest hours hand whip whipped cream tweak recipies best friend like vanilla much time care effort something simple gift wrap what blocked explanation called wife pretends like even know am want know wrong fuck friendship myo mother hates me hear much bitch many times breaks me money taken many times realize respect me want love man hug mom friend appreciate much truly care im done extending getting spit face nothig bottle now much love wanted give yall broke me im tired getting hurt
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@poutkyuns I have depression too and I start counseling next month.All I want is to be happy again
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flat earthers mental illness something like antivaxxers autism know that do
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dont know im love background info cousin lives several states away mine see summer really close several years basically summer dog died cousin left back home really sad started texting left texting nonstop told felt super alone back home wanted stay here also told misses time whenever tell im sad always cheers makes feel happy shes person makes happy highlight day texting her make happy also told person opened to always tell problems shes going through feel like shes person cares actually listens me dont know love please help me
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Oh dear... And the left side of my face Maybe sitting in the sun was't such a good idea
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death venice movie need see every ten years always different always different stage lifebr br the movie art beauty longing death scenes painfully slow others simply annoying watch especially seem before yet would want miss single frame music repetitive main theme adagietto mahlers fifth used again yet would want miss single note last image fades last note dies left numb exhaustedbr br this movie monument film making really good movies saturday evening crowd stay away it simply best movie ever
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why am i always suicidal
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know write this searched redflag cameup sorry belongsorry english wall post accumulating feeling month feel like breaking apart wish could tell things know would make upset brother older brother suffers chronic depression also suffer it somehow less affected him due work move recently since then able sleep well see brother treated self harm multiple times even disappeared once refuses get treatment one would talk home gone going talk him scared nights days scared wont see anymore next time travel home breaks heart funny always end fighting hates put feet front car hate short temper adjust taste something talk him notices that try hard notices love him admire him wish sick one him always smartest one everybody admires including me always proud big brother instead always dumb stupid useless would waste notices sorry sometimes loose temper him feel lying time fooled mother truly loves us notices mother craves one hugs kisses always mentions it brother notice scared loose you liked called today sorry broke tears least seemed worried liked that truly did told missed you told thing hope miss too wish could speak often invite something like instead feel like keep pushing you cant wait go saturday know would like hugged you want know really miss you crying nights today worst thinking maybe didnt exist would happier die would miss me please brother smile bit want worried much please brother take care yourself
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thinking sureive depressed years always mind ive reason why someone came life world changed instant recently person left world changed back was im giving january im killing things get better already things planned everything hell might sooner tbh
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ever laugh say hahahahah it yall ever that
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@Hollywelch i agree it will sort it's self out in the end dress yet?? lol. i'm going out with my mom friday to look
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Loving @gilesbennet teaching style - like Dr Strangelove on meth. He's just cut himself http://twitpic.com/5olh6
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The #Grief Exception Is grieving the same as #depression? Should it be treated the same? DSM changes: http://wp.me/p34SkM-3vf  #diagnosis
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is making a pot of tea
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Today is Thunder Over Louisville - the start of the Derby Festival. I love being here for the festivities even if I'm not going.
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@Callie06 WOOOOOOOOOO for school being out. Luckyyyyyyy im jealous
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welp bird threw cucumber slice cant find playing decided try cucumber threw im stuck crawling floor find
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@King_Styles But, man, what a pretty implosion it would be.
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dont see purpose livingi male med school student third world country recently mi grades kibda low friends parents always yell not manly enough gf much ibto church etc recently routine consist waking up stealing food fridge avoid contact anybody hace considering redflag since long time ago like year so want belive things get better someday everything change cant see how life gets worde everyday fights parents work failuresi want end pain
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ive thinking now think im pansexual im still figuring tho wanted see guys thought cuz im gonna get support family
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dont like alivei tried kill today failed im disappointment
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telling jokes corona gone day theres joke today im sorry come back tomorrow edit ok ill tell joke httpswwwredditcomrteenagerscommentslsxetelling_jokes_until_corona_gone_day__theres_a
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zen sushi for lunch today look like it s raining outside
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title interesting day great life nowhere get useless fucking completely also cool something you read
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overwhelmedim starting college weeks im scared part wants run away it family issues getting hard like half im bridge between theres much head needs sorting big things coming driving crazy cant cope every time close eyes sleep quiet time think needs done whats coming know shouldnt say wanna give desire go college anymore want everything stop worry anything anymore plus feel like shit time go know theres probably easier ways cope excited college days lately getting overwhelming
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julie brown hilariously demolishes madonnas attempt rockumentary gut ripping humor truly original catchy songs rival madonnas own cinematography sets top notchbr br kathy griffin chris elliott offer injections comedy enhances compliments film appearances bobcat goldthwait wink martindale themselves added bonusbr br its hard tell browns performance meant insult playfully tease madonna though hardly think material girl would find humor itbr br my favorite line why come to phillipines eat dog im vegetarian
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giving upim point care anymore im twenties broke make own cant live home situation toxic job rent greater paycheck license car commute work bus desperately want place want happy safe matter what ill never it im stupid get good job one pays decent salary degree im skilled im competent enough cant take this
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got attacked im much pain turkey gerard attacked feeding chickens wanted seven different states new name gerard christmas dinner pack shit
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the description mood movie may considered spoiler much action factbr br great onebr br is peculiar interest dystopias utopias atmosphere movie magic yes sure utmost human onebr br this film is doubt extremely artisticartificial depends taste imagine people hate watch slow movies and tsai ming liang who enjoy times one slowest know suffering movie yes people unable slow let time pass watch without feeling waste it one take piece torture therapybr br the topic surface lack communication even live rabbit cages one next really together people tired sick something unable describe want meet touch talk confront others like disappeared big block flats looks void rain falling constantly evokes strange melancholy inside sometimes must something abnormal unexpected unwanted decay hole floor concrete allows us reach otherbr br one possible ways look this survey inner world characters consider whole moviespace inside yourself ask there could depressive states moods come form place them right here search answers if need them among walls halls block instead inside hardly transparent mind manbr br the key understand nottounderstand let movie borrow us subject study inside end safely return us colorful normal looking realitybr br then maybe reach like feeling real possible nonpathetic hope core still humans state mind help one much live world
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@LPGthatDude anytime
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loved movie cute funny lauren holly wonderful funny believable role costas mandylan also good nice look too brenda vaccaro usual pleasure watch great job character pleasure watching movie funny interesting watched whole family difficult find nice wholesome movies anymore thank goodness hallmark movies wonderful wish could buy it anyone knows could purchase movie please let know purchase several hallmark movies happy them hope buy one
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the great depression prolly the best album for me to listen to right now
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didn t pas the first part of the cset i missed it by effing point
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dont convince toi need end it depression false hope even depressedthe cycle goes on everytime get up next time fall hurts even greater cant anymore
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changed mind love bot love
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seriously thinking redflag know balls it crushed student loans know never go away minimum wage job ugly fat shit knowing one want methere point anymore cant get ahead life one want credit score k debt ugly im im done everything fuck it
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that wa it folk spring s gone and winter is back it s snowing outside
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need people talk to ps im high hell might od fronta you wanna help yall im fucked hmuhit looser lmao fuck me ever deserve this h self like legit pleasetake aeay god nanugrandpa daddy im sorry yoy got sepsis possible sepsis dont know im finna live without you grandson ishaan here loves you youre like daddy maybe youre daddyno incest loves failed yes failed nanu failed bad sick year one raised me everything mama nanigrandma struggling aswell im sorry im yo fuck up health went hill year id kever thought id see nanu like this sorry im alpraxz drank booze aswell im low imma kill self soon tho knoe failed nanu ishaan failed failed hard wish son instead mama daddybastard never there nanu youre nos youre old now im proud grandson grandson army officer ill kill vv soon deserve know forgive im crying grandma tough hospital wyou ill die dw soon infact today need mgs juxssss
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reviewing intense martial arts movie first time nearly years must say lose mysticism eyepopping martial arts action remembered youth story dying martial arts instructor sending unfinished pupil find past members poison clan seek fortune masters friend keeps hidden afraid last pupil enough training instructs befriend one five venoms defeat fourbr br i cant say enough choreography camera work fine film right quite possible one best martial arts movies ever made classic
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why use AI anyway? once they get the power they are going to use us as their batteries...................
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tried everything exercise medication calling friend vent problems calling suicide hotline getting psych guard group therapy psychologists meditation eating healthy owning emotional support animal nothing absolutely nothing works alone life friends grew tired problems cannot blame them lost inside mind thought asking help could way mysery turns never was basically used every single person ever close could fix broken soul feel guilty wanted have even want happy wanted okayi lived past expiration date stopped trying long time ago want last words make everyone knew feel depressed opposite actually hope understand it cannot find happiness cannot find stability looking years got tired trying please put shoes sanei got point realized gone crazy depression took left me used be person everyone knew died long time ago left remainsi want know understand best needed free pain going through today finally restwhoever reading this wish best love you understand pain going through really do wish could free you wish could hug right nowmom please feel guilty dad take care her love both keep young memories find lived past expiration date
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fucking hate every second im still breathingi hate every morning still woke instead dying
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im leaving reddit great funny all theres depressing stuff really need right now along things still favourite subreddit though thank that cya around
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im going make spaghetti tonight hope good ive never done know
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yknow see art post want say something besides wow great artwork cant think anything leave it feel like one experiences this
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mean mom came room tried tuck bed started telling stories toddler would tuck in like u remember said obviously like oh left
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@kg86 Thanks The elephants look magnificent This is what we miss due to stupid restrictions - 3G pleease and cheap!!
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continuefor recurring thoughts redflag longer feel drive im either angry depressed feel weight things im tasked payout end
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redflag hotline hung memaybe sign worth trying find hope
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opinions abortion im bored fuck im curious please respect peoples opinions asshole
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hospital convince friend stay get helpive got friend always heavy drugs worst ive seen today called hang crying heard buddy showed work completely fucked up drove work mg xanax mg percocet drove hospital cause damn eyes going different directions barely coherent falling asleep talking earlier determined completely get help hes afraid able see girlfriend also user able sleep bed ive hospital system told everything could hes point hes refusing budge telling give one week starts using daily xanax cant stop obviously hell call hell get admitted obviously going work convince him people hospital try convince well thank you
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you enter a store looking to buy a particular thing you browse around and realise that they do not the item you came in for so you buy something you don t really need because you are afraid that the staff at the store may suspect you of shoplifting
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want disappeari health anxiety every week think something new something would kill me would good anxiety knows it somehing consequences im tired wanna sleep wanna go bed ill alone already overwhelming thoughts ill stay living room tv sleep
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i am so low on energy that i don t even have word enough for this post i can not finish grad school and the job i m qualified to do i hate it i also can not talk frankly with anybody now given that i have suicidal tendency right now and that sound like emotional blackmail to everyone else if i express my wish also if i were to continue living it would be an embarrassment living a that middle aged woman who wanted to khs i m tired i don t want to fake anymore and i don t think i m even good at faking it either people can tell this is a sad loser
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Study: Sexual minority adolescents have higher rates of depression http://sbne.ws/r/zAhg 
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dear community ever feel like emotionally blackmailedi know little guys like idea redflag legal think understand why just know myself hate here choose myself feel forced living resent people try stop dying resent people tell cause others pain seems like stupid thing say pain matter what people say thing head is their well important yours existence choice unwell woman chose keep thought could provide love denied life beautiful thought it unloved unwanted woman holding tiny baby someone loves is aw baby machine providing validation growing human needs go unaddressed big surprise abused woman one loves shit load psychological issues prevent fit mother fucking baby grown adult dealing result neglect wants die tells people wants die unfair chastise it met hatred even here sub met hatred suggesting allowed life wants commiserating others say want same people belittle challenges tell neglect reason want die mean whatever worst thing happened im saying right now life forced upon want it emotionally blackmailed staying hate it fucking hate it im monster want people care pain guess stay here continue mutilate myself body soul else do
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think feel emotions right making nutsyup again still thinking dying according parents always relatively happy child age so started noticing something emotions just off really hard describe happiness just brief almost unpleasant anger feels like impulse something sadness like wanting cry recently cannot seem even get reduced feelings everything made happy anymore ive also tried new things also dont make feel happiness cannot reiterate much hate this enjoy anything again suffering just plain suffering torture even thing sort enjoy sleeping even getting old want anything anymore anything old hobbies serve distraction suffering know anymore also sorry hard understand english native language describing issue really hard well
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ready endi intrusive thought runs head throughout day at least ill dead soon ill dead weekend recently ex dogs came visit sine theyve ive called manipulator piece shit vareity different things obvious person isnt good im tired really considering taking benzos tn along bottle rum taking uber park something let find morning
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i m sorry sometimes i don t feel much i wish i did i wish i wa better for you i wish i could always try my hardest and make thing better i wish i wasn t bad i d do anything to make myself better for you i m sorry i ve cried more than i d like and felt a lot lately i wish i could feel a lot a lot of the time i truly am sorry
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@stevyncolgan Eeew! You actually deserve to be stuck indoors until 3 pm, blergh!! #badbreakfast
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suicidal catfishi girl wasis girlfriend live supposedly fucked clings me morning went good morning baby good day love you dont take goodbye granted nothing wrong told working turned around shes offline nearly hours might come back done before many times actually supposedly shes hospital many times dont know holding on real know exhausting dont know do friends who might might real responding im grown man im worried scared
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only two more day until holiday all my friend are in public school so we can t hang out on thursday then disneyland omg
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trying to find a binder to put my finished project in eep, i'm so happy
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know feel livingim thought living next years makes anxious potential terrible things could happen horrible things could could done me financial worries country like years im uk family dying things regretting later justim struggling cope emotionally moment get overwhelmed want kill stop experiencing bad things happen forget things time im tired im useless recently quit job alone time work cope it want go sleep ever
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http://twitpic.com/6cxe7 - 0h! Yeah! the New Moon poster! great
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Also! the Inbetweeners is Class!
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.@sirajdatoo Thank you. Will give it a look. If I'm honest, I quite like the 140 char challenge
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@ScarletSass Yay! Making good progress
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againback feeling extremely suicidal again made post rdepression days ago hoping get suicidal again tried kill weeks ago not way see hospital never told anyone real life it family knows im really depressed wish could help me mother tried hard make feel little better work all many repressed memories im sick basically stuck bed cant go things yet alone go school job im alone well im alone many people around me im lonely dating guy like me left me would get better thought dragging more one made feel better miss lot months still feel way him im tired people telling you get it telling find someone better wont never felt attracted anyone ever whole life except him leave love anymore usual breakup reason cant forget him breakup loneliness combined problems things keep getting worse day day feel lonely wish still him needed cant get alone cant much knowing nobody else give kind support knowing post replies make feel better seems impossible
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oh and my agent had me booked out the wrong day x 000000
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ive made decision end lifejust need get chest today officially made decision kill myself likely happen later next month things keeping want get personal affairs order im visiting family soon may well see one last time go funny thing life even bad cheesy sounds death waiting doorstep think theres getting around it thats want say right now needed avenue release postdecision musings
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