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lack social skills possibly unable watch one favorite youtubers due embarassed dmed youtuber bc like way edits videos hes pretty small like k subs k followers chances actually responding pretty good oh fucking god one awkward conversations ive ever and ive plenty uncomfortable convos asked wut uses edit told me made joke like my year old macbook cant handle lmao liked message respond texted friend complained lacking social skills told it showed channel asked old which fair vibe going u cant tell hes like idk ill ask ig like hour last dm good old idk sound like stalker asking old r u replied age polite everything im pretty sure thought psycho fangirl i fact dude feel rlly awkward whole thing im v sry wasting ur time u read whole thing lmao

told teacher use protection last accident didnt listen phone crack front back kept saying use case screen protector preferred phone unprotected look beautiful iphone pro max doesnt even single crack use protection

seem feminine guy necessarily way would think dont try feminine want be like dont change tone voice dont wear makeup dont wear dresses dont long hair well bit shorter version something similar jim morrisons hair ect muscles like alot masculine things dont like watching sports though like working out beer dont like beer prefer hard liquor stereotypically masculine things guess main way describe would list mainly stereotypically feminine things like live nature love animals im fascinated bugs like clouds sunsets sunrises read time love books obsessed self improvement ill buy healthiest best soaps best foods make art im photographer im emotional though still control emotions guess im type boy would take bug outside rather kill it would admire sunset pick flowers spend time reading day dreaming im going explain everything depth yeah also know many men like these common women

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stop giving cat milk cats lactose intolerant hurting cat enjoy drinking milk smell protein vitamins however lactose babys digest that anything kitten drink milk giving cat stomach pain probably diarrhea tell lactose someone wants

i wanted to share some of what i ve written because i find that writing is an outlet that help me to calm down sometimes i sit in a room full of people and stay quiet the loud chatter and the chaos of laughter will fill the room fill my head yet i keep my opinion and question to myself i keep my thought contained in my mind i watch a the girl who betrayed me smile and continues to talk i watch a my friend all happily converse with one another i watch a the boy throw their head back unable to control their laughter they ask if i am okay more quiet than usual and all i can say is that i am tired what they do not know is that i am not physically tired but mentally exhausted my mind is constantly racing overthinking every word that leaf my tongue every move i make and every awkward gesture that display itself during conversation with people i need a rest

yall know brentalfloss used watch brentalfloss like years ago hes making new videos im extremely pogging rn

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zero two pretty good anime character im actually sad dead tbh wish could lived longer ngl

feel like ive put wrong class mathematics im th set top higher ability ones arent im saying im best mathematics work easy like min time spend nothing like half year gotta prove worthy getting like tests

@JoLynneValerie thanks gonna try one this weekend

hello i would really love some advice support from the community all day long i ve been so anxious that i absolutely ruined thing between the guy i wa interested in and myself i really liked him and i got complete tunnel vision about it i feel like we just ended up talking too much that i wa trying to get serious too soon and that i ruined it all by not being the chill cool girl how do i come back from seeming like a clingy freak is there a comeback from this

total disappointmenti big big big test coming working years cant fully succeed fully im sorry everyone keep done life rn working years im sorry parents point total dissapointment friends nobody willing listen me bye

feel like ghosti want talk people im worried afraid approach people thinking theyll think im weird annoying stay silent hesitate say people ive got one talk real life thats want cant keep things boring dead im sure people classes would surprised waswas class

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@BananaAnna2008 @mikequad I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU, ANNA!!

My 1st ever tweet. I want to see how far this gets I'm struggling with severe depression at the moment. To look at me you wouldn't think it. Call your friends and family as a face can hide a hidden demon inside I'm getting help but to smile hurts #depression #notsmilingoninside pic.twitter.com/2Gh0H6aViX

for whom with health anxiety over a diagnosed health issue ha therapy helped

much worsebeing pessimistic complaining help optimistic help either already planned day redflag september

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know dolife difficult always past years gone steeply hill time mother died years back getting better know much take anymore really wish end want kill seems like way cannot take anymore think gets worse cause one talk to

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mom buying happy meal want course im getting choccy milk fries doesnt want toy mine

michellepen immensely started playing with new site a i didn t want to mess up easter one paranoid moi

getting better tonightamy confirmed supreme court shes prolife anti lgbtq please dont argue post please dont argue jn post dont care disagree not shes many women lgbtq members rights shes might try overturn roe v wade want die dont argue fucking post im going delete unnecessary fucking comment point post improving feel like aneurysm dying leaving world

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blocked father dead childi want abortion forced getting one day recovery calls say my job done closure end us never pregnancy said help recovery said even though access resources still need communication leasti know describe it odd hormone bond pregnant makes want fathers care hung up blocked every way possible way contact him idea hack could atleast get hold someone knows im physically unwell already post op bleeding pain mentally cant stand child father gone easiest way go without pain take bunch pills

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i ate so many cooky that i think i m hallucinating

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want done lifei sit post lifes story wontin shorti want live anymoremy total situation insufferable saving little money towards car might take plan last week earth iti cant anymorei called redflag hotline back felt hopelessas time goes oni find less reason existima gonna get really drunk highthen end allthanx musa reference

parents standards weird like video games language obviously matter drugs matter violence matter single frame tit dick fucked kinda weird

cuddling weird lol one gets violently grossed cuddling anything romantic like idek thought bf like someone caring disgusting me need male attention affection grosses out idk rant whatever

advice intrusive thoughtshi m cutting it intrusive thoughts redflag days week kind creep thought process ill sitting desk work get daydreams walking door traffic example another example picturing driving sunset throwing severn bridge ill good time friends switch picture drowning cant stop it understand keeps happening someone suffered depression growing stressful disruptive childhood thats behind became fully independent moved messed childhood home trying really invest ever since socially friendships trying online dating not really gone anywhere serious economically im training low level lawyer personally taking music trying read more still struggle combat background feeling vapid apathy alive got better since becoming independent feel like im treading water mental health wise words wisdom would appreciated

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hotline didnt help muchits years since attempt years planning procrastinating best justify waiting another day years people telling gets better ive enough think im absolutely trapped situation completely detrimental whats left mental health im far home way get back nowhere go back to nothing cant trust anyone tried call helpline tonight amp appreciate someone talk things resources provided arent looking for job though wasnt expecting miracle dont know expecting dont know else do

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troubling time seeking someone talk gets worse preventative measureslong story short ass girlfriend dumped me friends really want back relationship her cant sleep dont appetite ive lost lot motivation feel like im falling apart months ago happened dating year thought one day would married children bright futures college work slipping first semester intentionally failed english advanced college rhetoric order grade replace thinking nothing it failed college algebra im dumb top a high school texas motivation work scaring me feel like ill never accomplish goals current gpa ill never get law school im losing friends dont necessarily best social skills branch meet new people drink go sleep rarely work im heavily addicted nicotine cant get juul go pod day pod pack cigs im afraid going catch hit once feel like would much happier someone talk to miss ex much want back her perfect match completely fucked everything took car payment adding stress took relationship destroyed everything mention also wrecked truck weeks ago perfect representation truck affected life complete wreck really need someone talk isnt going get tired this wont tell cut life move on need someone understands like everything fall apart know begin feeling better makes easier christian dont feel like god ever side want put end feelings evolve something worse family history clinical depression tldr life falling apart im trying feel better preventative measures reaches point return

im sufferingnothing helps im point take pills daily help ive tried many different medications nothing helps feel like depression wasting away brain body could many better things life reason cant truly wish never born know meant world

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took nholy shit tasted awful syrup barely improved anything good thing feel like puking wait idea long takes work like ask questions take eternal nap welcome plan backpedaling this yeah

@Stephscoo hahahahahahahah well as long as I do

yup i need to start being more independent since im getting my first job and my license all before june this year so doing these small thing will only help me

hit mum today first time long time deserve it never ever deserved it hate way treated wish could go back fix everything destroyed people say things me provoke already feeling low causes fly handle emerge someone despise episodes often think ending life think guts to unless one day badly hurt someone anger guilt would consume me sometimes cut episodes seems fair much do mum lovely caring woman everyone life treats like shit including stuck cycle know change need help fucked life

tried talk people nobody cares better end nownobody loves cares depressing nobody cares im feeling want find peace

Enjoyed see'n everyone last night! even tho it was a really bad night financially... Cant wait to kick it again @ the drive -ins!

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i m missing you babe but a long a your alive i m happy yawwwnn i m tired my love imma try to sleep hopefully you had a headstart

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i m just tired of coming second to finding a partner and not being chosen over someone they say someone is out there for everyone but i don t think so they say don t go looking someone will come find you but i don t think so they say it will fall into your lap when you least expect it but i don t think so these situation have happened but they always fail i m just tired of not being enough

brokefor past years felt like completely lonely nobody else thought like liked things liked felt like everyone around people tried fit tried completely changing personality still felt lonely isolation got yesterday reached point couldnt take anymore soul poured body hard put way im feeling words felt hopeless felt like voice head wanted live completely gone

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works youim interested guys ever medication really worked period time it im currently prozac lexapro

i m currently an art student at university and i m trying to pas the year but my anxiety coupled with my low self worth ha made it dangerously difficult to complete any kind of task or face up to any kind of challenge it s already taking what i have to take care of myself everyday and to give myself break whenever thing get tough but my work demand a lot and i want to get through it but whenever i look at what i have to do the thing i need to do i shut down i can t imagine myself ever completing these task or accomplishing thing and this is my last chance at university or i have to drop out i don t think i could take that kind of failure i want to be able to sit down and work hard face the challenge and either fail and try again or triumph and move onto the next so much of me is tied to the confidence i have in a task on a good day i ll create something i never thought i d do on my own but those day are rare i ve tried therapy but i can t afford it anymore and free healthcare here mean waiting month for a chance at a session ha anyone felt something similar to this or know what could help so far just typing this out ha helped a bit

lmaooooo letsgoooooo im science class rn teacher didnt arrive contemplating leaving deputy head something like vice principal americans arrived letting us revise test hes letting us use phones revision help im tying clue lmao

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i started seroquel week ago and i don t feel like myself all i want to do is sleep i work hour shift a week and it s all i can do to get through them i keep reminding myself i can t quit because i need my health insurance so i can get my antidepressant i m so tired my parent deserve a better daughter my friend deserve a better friend my boyfriend deserves a better girlfriend

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judgemental friendsi met tom high school part good friend group partied lot senior year graduated moved across country school went military six years senior year finally decided go home tom home summer serving five years military discharged along girlfriend moved together go college summer taking working staying toms parents rentfree usually go drinking couple nights week always like get blackout drunk loud toms girlfriend usually puts glasses bar thinks cool purse tom thinks funny encourages say bars get glasses free matter were liberal state im lgbt girlfriend pride month tweeted care youre gay straight plenty friends both pls stop forcing us wanna left it find hurtful tweet stuff girlfriend also tweet slutshaming things like women theyve slept everyone still find love post men aint shit think funny like stuff tom single hell sleep anything walks hes known dog past hes talked hed slept lot women shout women selfrespect hes also caught sexting girls hes relationship understand puts promiscuous woman post social media always trying look like perfect couple want distance him tom longtime friend feel like asshole judging much asshole wanting ghost people feel emotionally drained stop friendship would make asshole

someone help courage kill myselfi feel trapped want hurt family friends girlfriend cant shit anymore im tired pain ive got pills alcohol someone please tell okay want die want suffer anymore tell okay see future myself

@TheDudeDean hmm, could be a gift card or a nice card I have not thought it through.

yesterday mom met friends told story like five something said something used say gay girls luckiest get kiss girls and girls closeted transbian ass sitting phone internally screaming fuck think cishet long did

need helpi while came ask advices friend bad state mind right worried her friends long time went lot always helping depressed suicidal meant still means lot got better last months really want die looking forward whats next happen life problem still make suicidal jokes depression statements funny even sick try help someone often joke start following jokes get scared dont know stop one started it like friend talking depressed state understand know help even ive went situation sometimes try start conversation bad joke mine trash meme dies fast seems want talk understand that ive experienced still want help know how u advices please type everything appreciated

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events wait forspent birthday weekend alone overwhelmed im heartbroken it work dehumanizing covid demoralizing instead ending life things happen future wait instead

@IsaChandra your spinach chickpea curry has been a dinner staple at my house since I bought Vegan with a Vengeance- my fav cookbook

anyone else focus best boring cooking video playing easy focus whats entertaining

wish friends would hug im female almost friends male maybe something it im sometimes scared people leave me last friendgroup did weird really want friends hug me think would feel less insecure probably think weird awkward thank reading did

It's all gray & thundery outside... i think we'll wait for walk 2. Recommend a good "inspirational" podcast someone pretty please

five days ago decided going today planned wrote note alli promised best friend go roadtrip him wanted time cuddle girlfriend go work it work night receptionist thought would give enough time space clear mind get itand keep climbing roof cannot it keep trying saying going back reception order cry uncontrollably mins continue working another found new meaning life would happy everything seems fucking desperate was feel like better was deserve want days ago planned outso point venting know happening want jump cannot make it feel stuck limbo whatever is thought going today

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im feeling stuck confused scared lonely dont know do keep thinking girl stopped dating months ago lot things mind im getting lot mixed emotions im worried father feels do cant go much getting cold dark curl think girl dont know do

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understand whyall ive ever wanted loved thought awhile marriage two beautiful children would again years could longer pretend everything jolly husband worked away home lot used time act still single kids inconvenience anything relationship year thought ready another lonely doubts anyone would want change that man came along online told everything wanted hung fear may never find anyone else want me short lived relationship long enough drive wedge children myself never forgive that since realised quite capable need man order survive children come back cant help thinking scar never heal us interaction far relationships go however never lasted one fellow visiting monthsyear told amazing beautiful woman wished hed met twenty years earlier faded away thats seem do fade away never seen again demanding woman im easy going like argue strong beliefs opinions defend expect man think everything attracting wrong type change right never pretended someone im hold attention me honest good communicator sense humour see positive things people yet sit alone tell wonderful person like first others also happen right feel like im old overweight ugly wanted anyone thats damn lonely place live ive suffered depression many years getting help that able keep smoother path occasional pothole turn bottomless pit anymore never seem able climb see horizon either tend self sabotage go doctor never wanted one complain give poor vibe play feel time hope getting rut tell crisis thing better always another crisis struggle get bed days cant see things getting better even bother whats point kids could fine without me fact take care way around makes feel like burden no felt suicidal many years understand everything take much effort fight everything nothing ever comes easy simple why me

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maybe sociopath wrong me grandmother died everyone seemed shocked funer simply standing dead inside always know maybe capable guilt everyone crying except me monster

i just took the pill i don t know how many it ll take but i m just going to keep eating them one by one until they re all gone i feel so bad for everyone i hope i really don t fuck up anybody s life by ending mine

for some reason i can t explain i know st peter won t call my name

everyone moved on became a better person happier get a career and a life meanwhile i m still the same stuck in the beginning

DEPRESSION SUCKS.

im gonna fail probably kill myselfyeah know posted last night im back im probably looking attention tried hard last night stayed late looking notes it even focus second math midterm one hour know im gonna fail know im gonna run home know im gonna fucking cry like loser cause loser im stupid pathetic loser say im gonna kill know probably wont never do closest ive ever gotten almost dropping toaster tub god wish badly close im sure today im gonna fucking set im gonna cry ill feel really guilty friend feeling bad ill pussy cause im pussy im gonna sleep wake up fail another midterm repeat im gonna fucking think christmas break hurts god damn much alive energy keep going ill lifeless corpse kind coasting life dont know even bother posting here im gonna end know it im failure every way wish would stop im failure school im disgusting hurts waste time waste flesh im sorry wasting anybodys time shit

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honestly feel like good idea thing starting discord teenage dating must submit pictures first verify theyre teenagers feel like could enforce being teenager thing would success

guys sitting weird position feet look scarily purple dead looking uhhhhhhhhhhh

boyfriend requirements male optional strongly recommended alien required

need normalize male hugging thing ache emotionally need support us males cant hug friends without labled gay inappropriate yet whenever girls situation hug regarded normal fine fell jealous fuck cant males that thank coming ted talk

soonive lost hopes ive reason keep fighting mental illness let consume me let pain engulf option end it never get better ive waited years years full hope shot happiness like everyone else around me making things worse illness perfect punishment someone ungrateful me either die live failure life

suck life suck dyingits frustrating dont want alive everything difficult dont find happiness life medication doesnt work nothing works im bad killing shitty im still here like world establishing im bad everything cant even let one thing want right ah fuck

also never relationshiplike me feel awkward people talk relationships constantly dont know feel around people keep talking past relationships makes feel like alien