dendimaki/apeiron-locations · Datasets at Hugging Face

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suppression of peace	1	LOC2
stillness and movement at the same time	3	LOC4
no distinct sense of an eye that is thinking	1	LOC2
i was reading a book describing someones experience at the time that was a type of unity experience um i feel instantly when um when i finished that book that or midway that book that something happened that i experienced a stronger sense of oneness which was the focus of the book and i also experienced the absence of the boundary and that lasted for a few months until from march to september i think	1	LOC2
location two layer three you might find openings especially through that joy over to location three and you can see if that makes sense	1	LOC2
no sense of agency	3	LOC4
and then you know you describe the location five visual effects very very typical experience of that the sensory glitches you describe in terms of passing out and having the arms get paralyzed	4	LOC5+
could potentially be a later location	4	LOC5+
its there and location to layer three and then the personal side drops off and location three and then emotion itself drops off and location four and thats whats providing that richness you know of that experience and so its although there can still be you know a sense of presence found in the experience and stuff like that its like an alien type of presence compared to you know what someone experienced up to that and its going to you know youre typically speaking youre going to lose access to it in a matter of weeks and root more into just layer four and location four	3	LOC4
and so the freedom is so free	3	LOC4
there is a strong sense of divinity associated with the experience	2	LOC3
its more like location two layer one so mostly layer one as i am still very much in the world and not so out there doing stuff	1	LOC2
never arguing with anybody or anything	3	LOC4
layer two of location two	1	LOC2
i do have a fullness sometimes of more bliss yeah and it can be very little things i can see the sun coming up and shining through through a window and the sun the light catch something and it just it makes me feel really happy inside yeah	1	LOC2
more towards positive emotion than location 1	1	LOC2
or even location four	3	LOC4
expansion of energy	3	LOC4
individualized sense of self had been dissolved	4	LOC5+
so i decided that i needed to spend more time back in location two and really started focusing on deconditioning	1	LOC2
sometimes its so funny to see how no concept makes any sense anymore it brings the laughter sometimes i dont think there is this love there and theres really simplicity directness and peace kind of thing	1	LOC2
subtle duality	2	LOC3
an all pervading field of presence or beingness that feels profoundly rich complete full alive	2	LOC3
divine or a panpsychist sense	2	LOC3
then sometimes youre popping into location one and you know	0	LOC1
socially acceptable thing to do	1	LOC2
those are really not as real as this	1	LOC2
no creating or dissolving	3	LOC4
frustration	0	LOC1
minds seemed much quieter	0	LOC1
emotion that is kind of a meta emotion	2	LOC3
i remember thinking like location two again using this model was nonduality	1	LOC2
it would be around sort of the location to layer two type of attributes	1	LOC2
and theres some more notes here like the deepest part of this is is the back of my heart feels really sort of timeless spaciousness or or like like like a like a grand dimension um i feel like im behind myself im watching myself im feeling like im a field of awareness the body is still here and it still has sensations and pain but its happening within a field sometimes when im driving it feels like everything is moving through me and again feeling im not having a back or a heart or a head so that so so more the back the back of the body the back of the head im feeling emptiness and when i notice this this then fills up the room um and i feel im in in the rooms um so to speak and so this can have like an emptiness feeling but then the body is still there but then when i when i when i go into this sort of spaciousness feeling behind myself im the body	0	LOC1
everything just showing up	1	LOC2
love	2	LOC3
we havent heard anything i havent heard anything that you know sort of makes me think otherwise you know i agree it is a it is a bit of a hitch right because if you do mention that because of the strength of the habit and the system of the eyes and the looking out and the fact that that probably actually is how visual perception is working of course yeah um and all of that it becomes very easy to sort of reconstitute it but its its reconstituted typically in a situation like this in such a light way	1	LOC2
impersonal love sense merging	2	LOC3
in the merger	2	LOC3
single emotion	2	LOC3
from a location two perspective	1	LOC2
who doesnt believe in the divine	3	LOC4
impersonal or divine compassion joy and	2	LOC3
if these traditions are even partially aware of location 4 and realize the improvement in personal wellbeing it 127dr jeffery a martincan bring why isnt location 4 a higherpriority goal	3	LOC4
a wonderful place to have a certain type of dark night of the soul you know as you might imagine i mean imagine instead of sort of the fullness of the presence of god you have an empty god you know a distant divine that type of thing right its uh its its its more fun than you	2	LOC3
personal definition of compassion	2	LOC3
weve heard bliss weve heard pure bliss weve heard pure joy um	0	LOC1
heavily divine or pan psychic or massive amounts of joy or love	2	LOC3
like sometimes when i look at things like theres a an overlay or an underlay of like a kind of grid sort of like a flat three dimensional grid like theres theres more dimensions	4	LOC5+
or location four	3	LOC4
location three or possibly layer three	2	LOC3
ill channel jesus for you	2	LOC3
location four didnt seem appealing at all and it sounded well scary you could say like no agency being a puppet and no emotions and	3	LOC4
detachment from the things	3	LOC4
its its still its that very nondual sense	1	LOC2
the fullness the presence	2	LOC3
lack of emotion	3	LOC4
not being able to connect properly to my family	3	LOC4
silence and stillness	0	LOC1
your love for your wife	2	LOC3
layer three	2	LOC3
i was you know felt just you know just really being in love with life and you know just you know had trained myself cognitively you know to do so and just really happy and in love with life	2	LOC3
compassion of location seven its just so touching and heartwarming	4	LOC5+
and location two	1	LOC2
as part of the transition process	4	LOC5+
location 3	2	LOC3
i just dont feel love like the way that it used to be its just this kind of its there all the time for everybody and everything and its you know it does intensify when you know my husband comes into the room lets say for example and theres you know a theres a like an impulse to smile right or when i see a close friend you know theres an impulse to smile um so theres a reaction there um but does it qualify as love the way that we used to define it i dont know	3	LOC4
deep sense of joy quiet joy appears and it feels like this joy is almost at the heart of everything that i perceive	1	LOC2
if you were in layer three of location two and you were in a spot that had you something like joy or love or whatever arising then that would be your experience and so it s gotten a lot more nuanced as weve released more and more information and detail and just sort of had time to do that	1	LOC2
single emotion and it feels like love and joy and compassion and maybe a couple of other culturally or religiously conditioned things	2	LOC3
i think in my write up i called it all arising so its just like you know if i look out everythings just there and its just showing up and its just this all ness of everything thats just happening and its happening continuously and theres no its its boundaryless there arent any partitions or boundaries within it and everythings interconnected and interrelated and its its not separable and there is no real	3	LOC4
it feels like a nondual location three like a super nondual three like a location three	2	LOC3
call 3d normal processing its also habitual it helps me make sense of other experiences and it feels really very grounding that i can im more think when im when im using the physical eyes instead of other ways of seeing i its easier to to be with other people and just navigate this existence but dont identify right it doesnt feel like the sphere is personal but it seems to be a way to to use this physicality	2	LOC3
this space	1	LOC2
goals can abruptly change or remain the same out of habit or after careful reanalysis	0	LOC1
if they want to go back to location three is theyve often spent a lot of time rooting in to nonduality	2	LOC3
the experience of present moment awareness inner peace and wellbeing continues to grow and deepen	2	LOC3
although their need for approval has lessened even further than location 2	2	LOC3
quality of an all pervading presence	1	LOC2
disinterest and lack of affinity with others	3	LOC4
all right so generally speaking when i hear something like that it immediately makes me think probably location two	1	LOC2
im going through all this is like in my mind to get me there is all is god is everywhere all is love love is everywhere there is only this right so thats my my mental loop to try to get me there and get me into feeling into that space um uh and then so thats three three and two three its more of taking the spaciousness of layer two and then feeling into the presence that shows up into layer two and not quite filling the space wouldnt be quite accurate but shifting the space from feeling the emptiness to feeling the presence	2	LOC3
location 4 individuals often use the word freedom to refer to their dominant ongoing experience	3	LOC4
right and i think youre going to see probably some continual evolution of that that will bring some more of this location for stuff	3	LOC4
me vastness and spaciousness feel equivalent um emptiness you know i just really like the sound of it i like the descriptions of it you know even im a long time buddhist practitioner and i wont say scholar but ive done a lot of study and i remember hearing teachings that if one feels a spontaneous joy and affinity to the teachings on emptiness and thats a sign that you have past life experience and thats thats considered a very good sign	1	LOC2
location two layer two	1	LOC2
the negative emotions are much more transient and do not have the power over them that they once did	0	LOC1
it really sounds to me like you might have had a transition to the celestial uh experience of things pretty recently you know the sex stuff fits obviously and it sounds like there were probably some movements in that direction even prior to whatever the last five days or something but youve had your whole in your document its just such a divine sacred you know um you know surrendering devotional constantly merging constantly dissolving sort of feel of a layer three experience and the one thing that we have the only thing that we have potentially correlated at this point with the transition to the celestial is essentially that type of sort of devotional surrender if you will and so you fit the bill for that you know perfectly your descriptions you know the minute i see something like exalted and crystalline its just like you know nobody else ever says crystalline	2	LOC3
you can experience our proto emotions like one would in location four so those are very brief sort of experiences of the what you could think of as the building blocks of emotion or some very sort of foundational experience of emotion	3	LOC4
sense of everything just arising and all sort of one thing including you visually auditorily you know other ways as well but those are the those are the ones that people most often have a differentiation around	1	LOC2
union with	2	LOC3
locations 5	4	LOC5+
it sounds very plausible i think being lonely is one thing if i just sit there in my apartment you know and become more and more still and around boredom or being boring	1	LOC2
there is one significant glitch that can occur a temporary phase may be experienced when approval is virtually unimportant	1	LOC2
my suspicion is that you probably are shifting between location one	0	LOC1
deconditioning and reconditioning	2	LOC3
when youre in location four you give yourself a little bit you know more likely access to path of freedom versus path of humanity	3	LOC4
this emptiness can also bring a sense of loneliness	1	LOC2
brings a more substantial change and is much harder to miss	1	LOC2
real sense of divinity	2	LOC3

suppression of peace

1

LOC2

stillness and movement at the same time

3

LOC4

no distinct sense of an eye that is thinking

1

LOC2

i was reading a book describing someones experience at the time that was a type of unity experience um i feel instantly when um when i finished that book that or midway that book that something happened that i experienced a stronger sense of oneness which was the focus of the book and i also experienced the absence of the boundary and that lasted for a few months until from march to september i think

1

LOC2

location two layer three you might find openings especially through that joy over to location three and you can see if that makes sense

1

LOC2

no sense of agency

3

LOC4

and then you know you describe the location five visual effects very very typical experience of that the sensory glitches you describe in terms of passing out and having the arms get paralyzed

4

LOC5+

could potentially be a later location

4

LOC5+

its there and location to layer three and then the personal side drops off and location three and then emotion itself drops off and location four and thats whats providing that richness you know of that experience and so its although there can still be you know a sense of presence found in the experience and stuff like that its like an alien type of presence compared to you know what someone experienced up to that and its going to you know youre typically speaking youre going to lose access to it in a matter of weeks and root more into just layer four and location four

3

LOC4

and so the freedom is so free

3

LOC4

there is a strong sense of divinity associated with the experience

2

LOC3

its more like location two layer one so mostly layer one as i am still very much in the world and not so out there doing stuff

1

LOC2

never arguing with anybody or anything

3

LOC4

layer two of location two

1

LOC2

i do have a fullness sometimes of more bliss yeah and it can be very little things i can see the sun coming up and shining through through a window and the sun the light catch something and it just it makes me feel really happy inside yeah

1

LOC2

more towards positive emotion than location 1

1

LOC2

or even location four

3

LOC4

expansion of energy

3

LOC4

individualized sense of self had been dissolved

4

LOC5+

so i decided that i needed to spend more time back in location two and really started focusing on deconditioning

1

LOC2

sometimes its so funny to see how no concept makes any sense anymore it brings the laughter sometimes i dont think there is this love there and theres really simplicity directness and peace kind of thing

1

LOC2

subtle duality

2

LOC3

an all pervading field of presence or beingness that feels profoundly rich complete full alive

2

LOC3

divine or a panpsychist sense

2

LOC3

then sometimes youre popping into location one and you know

0

LOC1

socially acceptable thing to do

1

LOC2

those are really not as real as this

1

LOC2

no creating or dissolving

3

LOC4

frustration

0

LOC1

minds seemed much quieter

0

LOC1

emotion that is kind of a meta emotion

2

LOC3

i remember thinking like location two again using this model was nonduality

1

LOC2

it would be around sort of the location to layer two type of attributes

1

LOC2

and theres some more notes here like the deepest part of this is is the back of my heart feels really sort of timeless spaciousness or or like like like a like a grand dimension um i feel like im behind myself im watching myself im feeling like im a field of awareness the body is still here and it still has sensations and pain but its happening within a field sometimes when im driving it feels like everything is moving through me and again feeling im not having a back or a heart or a head so that so so more the back the back of the body the back of the head im feeling emptiness and when i notice this this then fills up the room um and i feel im in in the rooms um so to speak and so this can have like an emptiness feeling but then the body is still there but then when i when i when i go into this sort of spaciousness feeling behind myself im the body

0

LOC1

everything just showing up

1

LOC2

love

2

LOC3

we havent heard anything i havent heard anything that you know sort of makes me think otherwise you know i agree it is a it is a bit of a hitch right because if you do mention that because of the strength of the habit and the system of the eyes and the looking out and the fact that that probably actually is how visual perception is working of course yeah um and all of that it becomes very easy to sort of reconstitute it but its its reconstituted typically in a situation like this in such a light way

1

LOC2

impersonal love sense merging

2

LOC3

in the merger

2

LOC3

single emotion

2

LOC3

from a location two perspective

1

LOC2

who doesnt believe in the divine

3

LOC4

impersonal or divine compassion joy and

2

LOC3

if these traditions are even partially aware of location 4 and realize the improvement in personal wellbeing it 127dr jeffery a martincan bring why isnt location 4 a higherpriority goal

3

LOC4

a wonderful place to have a certain type of dark night of the soul you know as you might imagine i mean imagine instead of sort of the fullness of the presence of god you have an empty god you know a distant divine that type of thing right its uh its its its more fun than you

2

LOC3

personal definition of compassion

2

LOC3

weve heard bliss weve heard pure bliss weve heard pure joy um

0

LOC1

heavily divine or pan psychic or massive amounts of joy or love

2

LOC3

like sometimes when i look at things like theres a an overlay or an underlay of like a kind of grid sort of like a flat three dimensional grid like theres theres more dimensions

4

LOC5+

or location four

3

LOC4

location three or possibly layer three

2

LOC3

ill channel jesus for you

2

LOC3

location four didnt seem appealing at all and it sounded well scary you could say like no agency being a puppet and no emotions and

3

LOC4

detachment from the things

3

LOC4

its its still its that very nondual sense

1

LOC2

the fullness the presence

2

LOC3

lack of emotion

3

LOC4

not being able to connect properly to my family

3

LOC4

silence and stillness

0

LOC1

your love for your wife

2

LOC3

layer three

2

LOC3

i was you know felt just you know just really being in love with life and you know just you know had trained myself cognitively you know to do so and just really happy and in love with life

2

LOC3

compassion of location seven its just so touching and heartwarming

4

LOC5+

and location two

1

LOC2

as part of the transition process

4

LOC5+

location 3

2

LOC3

i just dont feel love like the way that it used to be its just this kind of its there all the time for everybody and everything and its you know it does intensify when you know my husband comes into the room lets say for example and theres you know a theres a like an impulse to smile right or when i see a close friend you know theres an impulse to smile um so theres a reaction there um but does it qualify as love the way that we used to define it i dont know

3

LOC4

deep sense of joy quiet joy appears and it feels like this joy is almost at the heart of everything that i perceive

1

LOC2

if you were in layer three of location two and you were in a spot that had you something like joy or love or whatever arising then that would be your experience and so it s gotten a lot more nuanced as weve released more and more information and detail and just sort of had time to do that

1

LOC2

single emotion and it feels like love and joy and compassion and maybe a couple of other culturally or religiously conditioned things

2

LOC3

i think in my write up i called it all arising so its just like you know if i look out everythings just there and its just showing up and its just this all ness of everything thats just happening and its happening continuously and theres no its its boundaryless there arent any partitions or boundaries within it and everythings interconnected and interrelated and its its not separable and there is no real

3

LOC4

it feels like a nondual location three like a super nondual three like a location three

2

LOC3

call 3d normal processing its also habitual it helps me make sense of other experiences and it feels really very grounding that i can im more think when im when im using the physical eyes instead of other ways of seeing i its easier to to be with other people and just navigate this existence but dont identify right it doesnt feel like the sphere is personal but it seems to be a way to to use this physicality

2

LOC3

this space

1

LOC2

goals can abruptly change or remain the same out of habit or after careful reanalysis

0

LOC1

if they want to go back to location three is theyve often spent a lot of time rooting in to nonduality

2

LOC3

the experience of present moment awareness inner peace and wellbeing continues to grow and deepen

2

LOC3

although their need for approval has lessened even further than location 2

2

LOC3

quality of an all pervading presence

1

LOC2

disinterest and lack of affinity with others

3

LOC4

all right so generally speaking when i hear something like that it immediately makes me think probably location two

1

LOC2

im going through all this is like in my mind to get me there is all is god is everywhere all is love love is everywhere there is only this right so thats my my mental loop to try to get me there and get me into feeling into that space um uh and then so thats three three and two three its more of taking the spaciousness of layer two and then feeling into the presence that shows up into layer two and not quite filling the space wouldnt be quite accurate but shifting the space from feeling the emptiness to feeling the presence

2

LOC3

location 4 individuals often use the word freedom to refer to their dominant ongoing experience

3

LOC4

right and i think youre going to see probably some continual evolution of that that will bring some more of this location for stuff

3

LOC4

me vastness and spaciousness feel equivalent um emptiness you know i just really like the sound of it i like the descriptions of it you know even im a long time buddhist practitioner and i wont say scholar but ive done a lot of study and i remember hearing teachings that if one feels a spontaneous joy and affinity to the teachings on emptiness and thats a sign that you have past life experience and thats thats considered a very good sign

1

LOC2

location two layer two

1

LOC2

the negative emotions are much more transient and do not have the power over them that they once did

0

LOC1

it really sounds to me like you might have had a transition to the celestial uh experience of things pretty recently you know the sex stuff fits obviously and it sounds like there were probably some movements in that direction even prior to whatever the last five days or something but youve had your whole in your document its just such a divine sacred you know um you know surrendering devotional constantly merging constantly dissolving sort of feel of a layer three experience and the one thing that we have the only thing that we have potentially correlated at this point with the transition to the celestial is essentially that type of sort of devotional surrender if you will and so you fit the bill for that you know perfectly your descriptions you know the minute i see something like exalted and crystalline its just like you know nobody else ever says crystalline

2

LOC3

you can experience our proto emotions like one would in location four so those are very brief sort of experiences of the what you could think of as the building blocks of emotion or some very sort of foundational experience of emotion

3

LOC4

sense of everything just arising and all sort of one thing including you visually auditorily you know other ways as well but those are the those are the ones that people most often have a differentiation around

1

LOC2

union with

2

LOC3

locations 5

4

LOC5+

it sounds very plausible i think being lonely is one thing if i just sit there in my apartment you know and become more and more still and around boredom or being boring

1

LOC2

there is one significant glitch that can occur a temporary phase may be experienced when approval is virtually unimportant

1

LOC2

my suspicion is that you probably are shifting between location one

0

LOC1

deconditioning and reconditioning

2

LOC3

when youre in location four you give yourself a little bit you know more likely access to path of freedom versus path of humanity

3

LOC4

this emptiness can also bring a sense of loneliness

1

LOC2

brings a more substantial change and is much harder to miss

1

LOC2

real sense of divinity

2

LOC3